I'm sorry he didn't love you the way you wished he would
I'm sorry he treated you that way
I really am sorry
Although I was telling you he's not good from the moment you two met
I still am sorry
And I wish you could just see
That he was not the only one
He was not the man of your life
He simply was not
And I hope you knew that I loved you
When you did that thing
I obviously regret more than you
And please keep in mind I haven't told anyone
Although I was so close to tell him
When he asked me what I was grateful for
And I thought that I was so grateful for your sister finding you in the bath
With a deep cut on each arm
And all I could think about was how grateful I was for her saving your life
Because I don't know what would I do
If you actually succeeded
And all I told him was
That I couldn't tell him what I was grateful for
Because the thing I'm grateful for the most
Has nothing to do with me

This one is for my ex best friend who tried to kill herself in April 2017 because she fell in love with an idiot. I'm not really able to describe this piece. For me, it's nothing more than the image of her in the bath sitting on the back of my eyelids when I close my eyes. The image of my best and probably only real friend bleeding out because she was blinded by love and couldn't see how ignorant that guy was.