I feel the urge to kiss you goodnight
Every morning when the sun rises
And I know it's strange
But for some reason
I know that you're not anywhere around
And for some reason I know
That every time I get up
You go to sleep

I feel the urge to kiss you goodnight
Every morning when the sun rises
Every morning coffee I drink
Just makes me think of you
Because I don't know your name
But for some reason I know
That you like coffee girls
And I know that I'm not your type
But you would like me
Anyway

I feel the urge to kiss you goodnight
Every morning when the sun rises
Just to stay asleep in your arms
For a little more time
Just not to have to get up and get ready
For another sad day without you
And for some reason I know
It's better you're somewhere in the world
Hugging another girl
With that arm with a palm tree tattoo on it
Because even in my dreams
Your eyes tell me a story
A story of you and that girl
And I know you liked that story
Because that girl is totally your type
But only one detail
She doesn't drink coffee

I feel the urge to kiss you goodnight
Every morning when the sun rises
And for some reason I'm pretty sure
That although you're kind of happy with that girl
Every morning when you get up
And take a sip of your morning coffee
You feel the urge to lie in bed
And kiss me on my forhead
Because the sun's setting for me
And you feel it in your bones
Just as I feel the sun setting for you
Every morning when it rises for me

So kiss your coffee instead of me
And drown in it's darkness just like I do in your eyes
And then look at the palm tree which means you to me
And for some reason means me to you
And whisper to that palm goodnight
And I promise I listen
And I promise I hear you
So enjoy your day
And don't worry
I'll always be there
Kissing you goodnight from far away

So, obviously, this one is about the boy with the palm tree tattoo again. I feel like most of my poems would be about him or other people I love. Maybe it's because I can't tell them personally how I feel because they're all so far away and even if they weren't, I'd be ashamed. Telling them this way is much easier for me. I think you understand.
Thank you for reading this. It really means a lot to me.
Love, S.D.