Hey Pusheens. I'm sorry this isnt a chapter. But I felt I should put this up. I Promise I will get the next chapter out as soon as POSSIBLE! But, I'm really focusing on my Zanvis book at the moment, and if you haven't read it, check it out if you want to!

But im getting distracted.

So, Number one is...

PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTANDING

Ok, so it's not the biggest deal ever, but I really mind it. People not understanding the messages I put up in each chapter kinda bum me out. 

Please understand every chapter I write has some hidden meaning and foreshadows stuff that happens in the future. I put alot of effort into putting secrets in my writing to give it that explorers hook. And I understand you don't need to understand everything thats happening, that's OK. As long as your in the ballpark I don't mind! ^-^

But people not understanding the main plot kinda bums me out... =/ I have had one person tell me whats happening, (Abby something, sorry I don't remember!) And the fact everyone else is confused makes me kinda confused with myself.

Am I causing the pproblem?

Is it just them?

Should I rewrite the book??? 

Is it too confusing?

And these questions are still unanswered!  But. I explain it to ya know...

THIS BOOK IS BASED ON A GLITCH!

The title is even the name of one of the worst hacks to ever make mind to the Internet! The story is,the characters keep getting sent to different settings thru the glitch! Keep Smiling is a glitch that hit the internet a few years ago but was never really discovered. 

That's why Vylads shy in the beginning but his personallity drasticly changes over time!!!

K? Got it? No? Well message me and I'll explain if at your pace, I don't mind. 

Secondly...

MY MOTHER

Ok, this is realllllllly effecting my writing. So the story is...

My mother left for 4 days, without coming back.

Then she left for a WEEK and then came back.

And now, she's gone A-Fucking-Gain! She still hasn't come back and its driving me crazy.

Thing is tho- SHE DOSENT REALISE HOW MUCH A SHITHOLE SHES BEING!

She's lost everyone 5cared about her, Her Mom, Dad, Brother, Her Three Children, and all the people that truly loved her, and she acts like it's all fucking daisies and rainbows!!!

Woo. Sorry there, got a little into it, so yeah. That's the second.

The Third..

LONELINESS

Now, I'm not naming any names. But over the whole I've lost some of my best Wattpad friends. Ive gotten over it, and I don't think about it all day and night, but every time I see there profile I immediately click off. It's not like it's a bitter brake up. Some we just stopped talking and never got our friendship back, and thats Ok.

But IRL as well, I don't have many friendsfriends that I can get emotional with, and we all know Internet friends can be alot more special then real life friends, and can't be replaced.

and just losing that friendship justmakes you kinda sad. BUT REMEMBER! I'm fine, I'm okay, I'm not depressed, please don't get the wrong mmessage! 

But I guess tahs all. 

Buh Bye!