So Today I gut the Guts
And Asked out the Man I Love
He is the one thst taught me to Love myself

So I did something
When he went offline
I Looked at all the things that are considered flaws

The things I use to dislike
And I named something beautiful
Or Lucky
Something Positive about each and every single one

I can name a couple things that I now see as Perfect

1) My smile is Uneven
I use to Look at it and Find it ugly
Today I said
My smile is gorgeous
And even better showing teeth

2)My Long Hair
I can put that shit back in a Ponytail
And Look like a Man

3)My Cheeks are chubby
But that doesn't mean Im fat
I was just bound to Look that way
And it makes me cutier

1) My Chest
I'm a Man
Those aren't my Boobs
They're my Balls
They just haven't dropped yet

2)I'm heavy
But that means I have an Ass and curves
And I fucking Love them
Plus Im Losing weight

1) My 'Elf' Ears
Its a German thing
So I'm fine with it

1) My thighs are thick
But Whats so bad about that

2) One foot is smaller than the other
It was a side affect to surgery

3) My toes curl on one foot
My foot it just different

1)My foot is Naturally
But that's not my choice

1)Surgery Scar
They had to put the band in

1) I need to shave
Yes I know that
Oki
Sorry
Didn't come prepared

2)Another Surgery Scar
At least I'm not longer disabled
I'm not handicapped anymore

1)Chubby fingers
I need them for the ring I'll be wearing

And even though these don't all seem that bad
I got hated
And started Hating myself

But Im over that
And it only took one person calling me Hot
To make me see things differently
Its the affects of Love

AlexisVane
I Love you
Thank you Lexi

~Kades