So

This happened over a month ago

And I'm sharing it now

By no means do you have to read it

But I would like it

Alright so first thing's first

I am a D-cup and newly 13

Most girls my age are probably A- or B-cup

So

I am an early bloomer in the aspect of boobs

Before spring break (which was in late March)

I was at Robotics

And I was wearing a low-cut shirt that was suuuuuuper-comfy and soft that I loved (I didn't care that it was low-cut, because it's not like it changed the SIZE of my boobs)

And this disgusting rat named John called me "Risky", saying to others, "If you don't know why I'm calling her Risky, look at her shirt"

I ignored him, figuring I should get used to it since I'll be going into high school in a couple years and school systems don't do much about it from stories I've heard

But he crossed the line when I told him I would punch him in the face if he kept bugging me and he said "If you do that, I'll hit you where it hurts" then proceeding to point at my boobs

I refused to listen and decided I would write a letter to the principal if John continued and explain to Mr. Principal what was going on

But when I shoved John after he said he would hit my boobs (for the second time)

He elbowed me in the chest, saying "I'll hit you harder next time"

This is the shirt I was wearing

John is disgusting

If you are sexualizing a girl who is twelve (as I was at the time), you have a problem

I'm beginning my letter to the principal, but I am still unsure as to how I will tell my parents about this rat

So if you have any ideas or something, please tell me

Next up:

I went to a church retreat all weekend

Let me tell you

I cried more on Saturday then I have in the past year

We had this thing called the "Obstacle Circle" where we all sat in a circle and passed a Stitch doll around and spoke about problems (Naturally, I won't speak about anyone else's problems; "What happens in the Obstacle Circle stays in the Obstacle Circle") that we were facing in life

I cried while I talked about how I was under stress and I was depressed and often felt like I was never good enough

And then we went to the sanctuary and sang

Which I cried during

And then we sat in pews by ourselves and listened to instrumental music

Which I cried during

Then songs with lyrics while we wrote our emotions down

Which I cried during

And we also could go around and pray for others

Which I cried during because an older woman came and prayed for me

And a senior did too

And she was sooooo nice and supportive

And actually everyone in the program was so caring and loving

The girl next to me in the Obstacle Circle just rubbed my arm when I started crying and the guy on my other side kinda rubbed my leg with so much caring and ahhhhhh everyone was so niceeeee ;w;

And thanks to the music and everyone speaking and stuff I actually believe in God and I'm beginning to pray on a more regular basis now and I love it

And there are so many stories I could tellllll but I'll just tell one

I decided I just needed to wash my hair on Saturday night because I had showered before I came on Friday and we didn't get especially sweaty during anything

And I didn't want to hog the one shower we had for just my hair so I was gonna wash it in the sink

And one of the teens apparently worked at a hair salon and she had washed another girl's hair in the sink so I asked if she could quick do my hair and she said yes

After shampooing my hair she was lifting it to rinse it

And I just heard her say "Oh no"

And I was like "What? Oh no what??"

Apparently my hair was caughT IN THE DRAIN

But luckily it was just the cover and she didn't tear any hair out and there wasn't gunk in it so yay

Ahhhhhhhh I want to tell you how my whole weekend was but that would take too long and I need to go to sleep so if you want me to tell you a story or something msg me

Okay this weekend was amazing though

I meant to tell you guys I wasn't gonna be on oops sorry