Wishing I could die but I don't know why ✌🏻️

Are those song lyrics

I didn't mean to rhyme

lmao sorry,,, I had two hours of sleep from 5:30-7:30 but I haven't slept since and I'm getting loopy

I'm so moody and crazy at 4 AM,,, rip

But anyway,,, the original point,,,

I can actually feel emptiness in my stomach,,, is that weird?? Like it just hurts and idk why

I've been trying to draw but it's turning out as fREAKING TRASH

I've been losing literally all my faith in my style lmao

I might as well quit drawing I suck ✌🏻️

Seriously though,,, my style needs to decide if it's gonna be cutesy or gritty,,, and it sucks anyway

My anatomy, my confidence, literally everything about my art sucks

Also I suck

I'm feeling depressed and I'm listening to my playlist and it isn't helping and it's not like I can rant to anyone at 4 AM and idk man,,,

Seriously

I'm actually feeling dizzy and like I wanna cry right now,,, but I never cry

It's weird

Whenever I want to cry I don't,,, rip

But man,,, I want to cry rn because it's a fact that crying makes you feel better (it also flushes your eyes out and that's good too)

I want to sketch and line and color but I can't because anything I draw is trash

And now I just feel really crappy just because I couldn't draw and it's 4 AM and man,,, I hate myself rn

idk it's 4 AM so you can't judge me,,, I get emotional

Sorry for bothering you

Sorry for adding another notification

Sorry guys,,, ik I suck

Also next chapter will be a vent that might turn out really long if I even publish it okie?? ily ❤️