I saw a ton of Dan and Phil GIFS and posts and my heart hurts rip

Also vent below ;)

Okay so y'all know about Michael and how I was like shoot man he's too pure and I really liked him and stuff but

I don't feel that strongly anymore,,,

I just kinda feel neutral towards him like,,, when did this happen

Like one day I was like Frick man he's perf and the next I was like meh and I still feel meh and this has happened before and

I can't feel romantically attached to someone for too long,,, which is funny since I'm demisexual

But whenever I have a crush on someone it eventually goes away and

It's very sad bc

If this lasts

I will die even more alone than my original plan

I cannot feel attraction to someone for too long

And that terrifies me

And I hope it doesn't last