God, sometimes I swear I'm so unhelpful. I never know what to say and when to say it. People come to me for problems sometimes, or talk to me from the heart, but I can't help. No matter how hard I try, what I say seems superficial and just dumb.

And whenever there's a dispute or something in my friend group, all I can do is just try and hope it goes back to normal tomorrow. It always does. I just... I feel so helpless and terrified that my friends will break up someday.

I don't want to be alone...

Sorry, I'll probably delete this later. Just some random late-night fears...

I also really wanna draw some gory NSFW stuff but I have to go to sleep.