Pretend
Kathy Najimy x Reader?
Kinda sorta? Idk lol
I'm kinda self projecting right now lol
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Raindrops softly hit your body, soaking your clothes
You’ve never minded it though, the relaxing feeling of becoming one with the earth was relaxing to you
Clouds took over your mind
You couldn’t think of anything
Why?
The rain seemed to stop
But you could still feel it, you could still hear it
Weird
Opening your eyes you noticed a familiar figure looming over you
You internally sighed
Why now?
“Are you alright?”
She whispered as she sat down on the wet grass beside you
You didn’t have the energy to say anything
You didn’t have the energy to do anything
And you hated it with every fiber of your being
“No”
You said, or at least you wanted to
But you’re weak
You couldn’t even talk about your feelings
You’re pathetic
Your body shivered as a warm body embraced yours in a gentle hug
It felt like years since you’ve had one
‘no No NO’
Your brain repeated over and over
‘It's not real! This isn’t real!’
Your mind screamed louder and louder, you knew it was trying to help you
This whole situation wasn’t real
You weren’t outside
It wasn’t raining
And she wasn’t there
You finally gave in and opened your eyes
Your eyes searched the room
Look for something
Anything that would prove it was real
That she cared for you
A chuckle left your lips
Why would she care about you?
You’re just some random kid that pretends
All you do is pretend
It's unhealthy
But you need a way to cope
It's the only way
You grabbed your headphones off your desk and put them on
Music?
Music helped
Each song made your mind feel a little lighter
You went from dancing with Kathy to enjoying dinner with your ‘family’
You loved pretending even though it was bad, It kept you sane so you wanted to pretend a little longer
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