Kathy Najimy x Reader 

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⚠️TW⚠️ Depression, thoughts of slip and slide😣🔫

You stared at the tv

Blank expression painted on your face

Your vision became clouded, leaving the figures on the screen blurry

You didn’t know what to do with yourself

You had a wife, kid and awesome friends

So why did you feel empty?

You felt selfish

You had everything you’ve ever wanted and you still wanted more

You still became overwhelmed when something small happens

Others have it worse

You shouldn’t be crying over something so dumb

You’re a burden

No one wants to deal with such a selfish person

How could anyone even stand being around you?

You have been having even more selfish thoughts lately

You wanted to end it

You wanted to stop being a burden, maybe everyone would be happier if you did

Your head started to hurt

You knew how selfish that was

Leaving the people that love you behind

Only ending your suffering only for them to suffer instead

No matter what happened you still felt your problems weren’t big enough, someone had it worse

"Someone always had it worse"

But why did your problems have to be overlooked?

Can’t two people’s problems be valid?

Were you overreacting?

You probably were

You always did

You flinched as a hand gently wiped off the tears that were streaming down your face

“I’m here for you”

Kathy whispered as she caressed your cheak

You relaxed and rested your head on her shoulder

You knew those thoughts would come back but hopefully you could distract yourself long enough

Maybe one day you’ll tell someone about your problems

Maybe the’ll listen

Maybe you’ll stick around a little bit longer

Just for her