Asano: Warning! Depression, suicide and self harm are this part. Like you should all know with the title.

*Smacks Asano on the head*

Asano: ow. Anyway if you are any of those and you think there is a chance for it to get worse do not read. You have been warned.

Yeah I will not be responsible for anything if anything gets worse. And don't worry I'm suicidal my self.

Will be a bit different from others.

Let's get on with it~

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Karma's POV

Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while
Now she's older
Things are getting colder
Life's not what she thought, she wished someone had told her

Y/N walked in and she kept her head down. Her jumper I got up from my chair and walked over. "Hiya Y/N how are you~?" I asked her.

Moved her eyes towards me and nodded her head. "fine." She answered me.

She used to have a smile on her face all the time. She was kind and helpful. I fell in love with that girl, and I keep trying very hard to bring that girl back. But ever since her father left and some bullying from class A started she became distant and cold.

Her father left and started a new family. People from class A has been bullying her which I don't think Asano even knows that they are.

"You out today Y/N~?"

"No."

No hesitation in her voice at all. I want to help her but she ain't letting me near her. And I ment mentally. She won't open up to anyone in this class. It's not just me that she doesn't talk to it's everyone.

She told you she was down, you let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes

I can remember one time that she told all of us that she was up set about something. But none of us even took any notice of her. I and everyone else was just ignoring her while she said it.

And now every time I ask her if she's ok it more like she trying to convince herself that she is. But the more she says it the more her eyes become less bright.

I moved to my seat and sat down. She wasn't going to talk to me like normal. If I regret anything I regret that I didn't listen to her on that day. It's not just me that have noticed Nagisa, Kayano, Isogai, Kanzaki, Rio, Itona, Maehara, Rinka and Chiba have noticed the difference between her attitude as well.

And of cause we all want to help her but she doesn't want to talk to us which I guess we kind of deserve. We wasn't there for her all those days ago so I guess we deserve the silent treatment of you can call it that.

Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see

I know she's suffering badly because I walked passed her house her bedroom window was open, and I could hear her crying. It was 10 pm and she was crying. It broke me when I heard that.

I heard her say as she walked to the window, "I'll be ok. I'll be ok....Who am I kidding? Nothing will go right." I heard her say.

My eyes widened as I heard that from her. Her cheeks puffy. She looked out the window with saddened eyes, she never noticed me but of cause I saw her. I moved on and went to my house.

Anyway getting back to topic. Y/N was sat at her desk I saw Nagisa, Kayano and Kanzaki looking at her all worried like.

She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed

I couldn't take it anymore so I got up and walked over to her I crouched down and looked at her. "Your depressed Y/N." I whispered stated it to her.

She moved her eyes towards me and then sighed. "I'm not." She whispered back to me. Everyone was into their own conversation and I don't all the attention onto Y/N right now. She doesn't need it.

"You are....Is your arm bleeding!?" I whispered shouted at her.

She moved her arm out of my sight and shooked her head. "no it's not." She said to me.

I looked at her and then sighed. I got up and walked back. Koro-sensei came into the class and started to teach.

~~Time skip to lunch~~

She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake
But no one cared enough to save her from this self-hate

I was with my friends I looked around the place and I saw that Y/N was on her own. Megan saw the cuts on her wrists and went over her excuse was that her car screamed her. But I know she doesn't have a cat. (If you do then go with it) Megan just shrugged her shoulders and left.

~~Time skip to after school~~

Things were going down, never really up
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next
Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck

I was on my way home Y/N had already went into her house I was outside of her door right now. I didn't move. Except to lean on the wall. I didn't have anything to do today so I after I get some courage I will go and talk to her and make her stop.

The bullying continued today some boys was having ago at her. And picking on her calling her names and started to push her around. Also saying things about her father. I wanted to do something but she ran away and she was my important priority.

She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild
"Look at me now! Are you proud of your precious child?"
But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame
It was the world that should bow down its head in shame

It was getting dark and I didn't have enough yet. Enough confidence that is. I only get like this when I want to talk to Y/N. I got like this when she was a happy child.

She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon
Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath
It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death

The moon got a bit higher in the sky and I went up to the door. I knocked on the door and her mother answered it. "Hi is Y/N here?" I asked her.

Right that's a stupid question cause she is.

"Yeah are you a friend of hers?" Her mother asked me.

"To be honest ma'am. I want to be so much more to her. But....Right now I don't think it's possible." I told her.

She smiled at me and then nodded her head. She turned around and asked me in. "I'll tell her your here. What's your name?" She asked me.

"Karma Akabane."

"Karma Akabane? Yeah I know you. Y/N used to tell me all about you." She said and walked away.

"Really!? *Smiles* I'm glad. That gave me a little bit more confidence to actually talk to her." I said to her mother.

She smiled and then walked up the stairs and I heard her knock and open the door.

Her Mom walks in, she falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
The little girl that she raised is just hanging there
Her body's pale and her face is violently bare

I heard her mother scream from fright. I rushed up the stairs and looked at Y/N's body handing there. My eyes widened as I dropped to the floor my eyes filling up with tears.

I looked at her mother and saw that her face was pale as she saw her only daughter....only child (go with it!) Even.

Tears started to run down my face as I saw her like this. I could have stopped it. I was out side her door I could have stopped her from doing this and yet I couldn't. Her mother could have stopped her but she didn't even know either.

She sees the note and unfolds it with care
All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
"I'm sorry Mom but this world is just not my place

Y/N's mother saw a piece of paper by her body, she went over and picked it up. She looked at it as tears rolled down her face I managed to get up as well and went over. Her mother unfolded it and started to read. I got Y/N's body down and laid it down on the floor.

She looks like she's at peace now and I'm happy she is. But why couldn't be like this and still breathing?

Tears still falling down my face as her mother passed the note to me. I looked at it and then started to read it.

Dear, mother and Karma

Mam if your reading this and Karma isn't with you please give this to him. If he is then food let him read it as well.

I'm so sorry. I had to I'll explain everything later but I had to. I couldn't live anymore. Karma if you are reading this then please don't cry.

Too late for that!

I really wanted to be your friend or more to you if I had the chance. But with everyone that happened I just needed a friend.

Also....

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I've come to realize this world's full of sin
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race

It's a disgrace, I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
It's OK though, 'cause you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon

As it shines bright throughout the night
And remember everyone's facing their own fight
But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter

So let the world know, that I died in vain
'Cause the world around me, is the one to blame
And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on

That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school
So I'm going by the law "majority rules"
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger

You're the best friend that I ever had
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
But just remember that you meant everything to me
And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key

Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you from the clouds above
And sending down the purest and whitest dove

To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
So this is it, world, goodbye."

I cried even more.

~~Time skip two days~~

I didn't go into school yesterday but today I'm going straight to Asano. I walked through the corridors and found his classroom. I'm pretty sure Maehara, Isogai and Nagisa saw me and started to follow me in.

Once I arrived at Asano's classroom I opened the door and walked in. I saw him sat down on a chair a shocked expression on his face as he saw me open the door. I made him get up and I pinned him to the wall. "YOU SHOULD KEEP AN EYE ON EVERYONE IN THIS CLASS! YOU CALL YOURSELF A STUDENT COUNCIL PRESIDENT WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP THEM!?" I shouted at him.

He was shocked with what I done and what I said. I held up Y/N's letter and I explained what happened to her. His eyes widened as I said that people from this class bullied her and this is what she done.

"She was the only person I loved, the only one who cared about me. And now she's gone. I saw her hanging in her room. Her mother saw her. When I find the assholes who done that I will make them apologize to her mother and then beat them until they die as well. You could have stopped this from happening. I know for a fact that she came to you telling you about it but you did nothing. Why was that? Was it because she was class E? Well look now. She's gone for good!" I said tears streaming down my eyes.

He couldn't believe what I just said to him. He looked down and Isogai, Nagisa and Maehara took me outside. I explained everything to Koro-sensei when I got the class everyone heard and I could only sympathy in there eyes.

All of us attended her funeral even Koro-sensei, Karasuma-Sensei and Bitchy-Sensei did. We were all there saying goodbye to her.

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well that was depressing.

Asano: I said that at the beginning.

Ik. But I ment your face.

Asano: 💢

Hehe~ burn.

Karma: Oof.

Anyway thanks for reading guys and this was a long one huh?

Word count: 2418

I will make a happy one for the next chapter.

Bye for now

To be Continued!