Karma's POV
Eight years old and he’s kicking and screaming
“I’ll only go to school if you give me a reason
The kids are really mean and I already know all the things they’re teaching”
Hopped in the car mama let him play hookey
Missed the first hour just to get a cup of coffee
She’s the only one who saw who he was, no one else could read him
Showing up late but he makes it to class
Just to stare out the window and the clock in the back

Why me? Why do things always happen to me? I didn't want to go to school today because it's always the same. Right now I'm 8 years old. But I already know what the teacher is teaching. I can tell you everything about math. It's easy.

And because I'm smart the others like to pick on me. Don't get me wrong. I do get them back but....I'm tiered today and I don't want to. I live alone right now since my mother and father are over seas so I decided not to go.

All of a sudden I heard my door bell go. I walked to the door and there I saw Y/N. She's the only one that actually understands me. To say that I love her is an understatement. But I can't tell her. I don't think she likes me back and I can't handle a rejection right now.

I looked at her and then waited for her to tell me what she wanted. "Karma. You coming to school?" She asked me out of breath.

She must have ran all the way here.

"No. Not today." I told her.

She looked at me and then sighed. Then she nodded and walked away.

He daydreamed away to a sky so gray
Everything’s simple, it’s driving him mental
Wishing every day that something would change
Instead his dad makes him play ball by the bay
And every time he cries, father rolls his eyes saying
“Son it’s all your fault, how come you never try?”

He does all that he should
Why is he misunderstood?

I don't get why people don't understand me. I learn the things before the school. I'm an only child and my parents are basically ignoring me so what else can I do?

Yeah I do....other things

Like beaten people up but nothing too dangerous....yet!

Fifteen years and he’s drowning his sorrows
Smoking weed, drinking cheap liquor out the bottle
With a bunch of fake friends cuz he tried to fit in but it wasn’t working
Ran in with the law bout a dozen of times
Nothing too bad, just a few suburban crimes still
He says to himself, “What are you doing you don’t deserve this
Don’t you know nobody will ever understand
The person that you are, learn to hold your own hand
Get your shit together and lose the weight
You’ll never be what you want, no not with that face”

I'm 15 now and Y/N have gotten even more prettier than when I last saw her. I snuck in some drinks and I went to class. When I got to class I got to my seat and started to drink. Y/N walked into the class but I didn't bother to look at her. So of cause I didn't realize when she smacked the bottle out of my hand.

"Hey! The fuck!?" I asked her.

Ok....so I might not be sober right now!!

"Karma! Stop. You don't have to drink. Please stop. Please.... don't do this." She told me with caring eyes.

Yeah I need to sort my self out huh!

This can't go on.

This is a story bout a broken boy
With his headphones in just to block out the noise
Of everyone around him telling him the way to go
So he walks the world alone
Wondering if it gets better
Or if he’s always gonna feel empty forever
So he gets lost tryna find another way back home
As he walks the world alone
Alone
Alone

I can't believe this, this fucked up story of my life. This is so messed up. Yeah it's true I'm alone in this world but....I don't need to bring Y/N down with me. She....

Deserves better than me.

And I'm going to sort out my life. Right now!

21 years and he’s on the right path
But sometimes he wonders if he grew up too fast
And missed out on the little things, all of the little things
(Haha, yeah right)

Who is he kidding, surely not himself
But sometimes he wonders if there’s somebody else
Thats takes the same road, but he’ll never know
Cuz he walks the world alone

Damn. Time really does fly. I'm an adult now and I have fixed my life. I'm not doing drugs and I'm not drinking anymore. I'm all good.

I walked down the street and I saw a lot of things. Couples walking passed me with a big huge smile on their faces. Me and Y/N have been talking for a while. Ever since I was 15 and I asked her for help.

She's really nice to me.

I continued to walk down the street with my hands in pocket. I'm nervous right not. A million thoughts are going through my head at this moment.

This is a story bout a broken boy
With his headphones in just to block out the noise
Of everyone around him telling him the way to go
So he walks the world alone
Wondering if it gets better
Or if he’s always gonna feel empty forever
So he gets lost tryna find another way back home
As he walks the world alone
Alone (Does it get better, does it get better)
Alone
As he walks the world alone
Alone
Alone
Yeah he walks the world alone

I don't need to worry now though.

Because I know I'm not alone.

I have my beautiful feioncé with me!

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And I'm done.

Asano: all we got time for.

Thanks guys.

Bye~

Asano: to be Continued!