A/n: Henlo! Surprisingly, this is my first songfic XD Hope you guys like it! 🤪

Requested by: CringeGirlYT

Song: Fake Love by BTS

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Y/n's POV

Drip. Drop. Drip. You felt your cheeks get wet as you stared at a happy picture of a redhead and yourself. Oh how you really wished you could go back in time.

You had another argument with him in this two-year-long relationship with him. The first year both of you were happy. Head over heels for each other.

Your mood suddenly turns from sunken to depressing as you remembered the day he asked you to be his. It was a brilliant surprise. Everybody in Class-E gave you little things that you liked throughout the day. You were hella confused that day.

He confronted you after class and just asked scratch that, told you to be his. 'Yep, you're mine now, Y/n-chan. You can't say no~"

You can never forget his ever-loving signature smirk of his as he said those words. You laughed bitterly as you reminiscence your past.

In the second year, things came crashing down. You don't exactly remember how, but you guys slowly drifted apart. Arguments became frequent and your relationship deteriorated.

And it was coming to this, your patience was about full but you couldn't really leave him. Why? Oh, because the joyous times with him were the happiest in your life.

You knew you could suck it up just a bit more. Maybe just maybe he'd be able to come back to you someday. Until then, you'd try your best to ignore the drift.

If it’s for you
I can act like I’m happy even when I’m sad
If it’s for you
I can act strong even when it hurts

You were gonna keep on holding on to that tiny little hope you had. You knew you love Karma and you most certainly knew that he still had feelings for you.

You denied every single negative possibility that was happening. You considered every little thing he did wrong. You laced your mind with excuses.

Hoping love will be perfected with only love
Hoping that all my weaknesses will be hidden
In this dream that won’t ever come true
I grew a flower that couldn’t be blossomed

Thoughts were already having a war at your head. You were tired of making up excuses that he should be the one to explain. Even so, you still were hoping because after all, you believed that relationships were built on trust

I’m so sick of this
Fake love, fake love, fake love

No. Not yet. You weren't ready to give up just yet, even if your brain and guts tell you otherwise.

I’m so sorry but it’s
Fake love, fake love, fake love

Thoughts clammed up your head but you remained firm not letting them sway you from your objective.

You tried your best to pleasing him whenever he would come into your apartment. This was one of the reasons you still think he had feelings because at the end of the day he comes home to you not to anybody else's.

You welcome him back home. You give him a smile as opposed to shouting at him because you knew where that ended. So you try your best to act cheerful. Maybe if you were positive and happy he won't think you were such a pain in the ass.

I wanna be a good man (woman)
just for you
I gave you the world,
just for you

Even though you smiled a lot before you two were in this state. Both of you knew it wasn't normal for you. You were a chill girl back then. Careful to not show your emotions in front of others as you were afraid, they'd think your weak.

Karma loved that about you. Never getting swayed because of emotions. Thinking things out instead of acting on impulse. But now, you were like a completely different person.

When you were around Karma, you'd always get mindful of him. Always thinking about his well being. Pretending that you were always happy even though he didn't seem to care.

You knew it wasn't good to pretend someone you weren't but if it was keeping this relationship somehow intact, you'd be more than grateful to try.

I changed everything
just for you
Now I dunno me
Who are you?
In our forest, you weren’t there
I forgot the route that I came on
Now I don’t even know who I used to be
So I ask the mirror, who are you?

You'd do anything to keep Karma from leaving. You'd try your best to be on his good side, try not to make him angry. You were gonna keep on holding on even if the thread was getting thinner and thinner each day. You hoped and hoped that someday he'll come back even if everything tells you he wouldn't.

If it’s for you
I can act like I’m happy even when I’m sad
If it’s for you
I can act strong even when it hurts
Hoping love will be perfected with only love
Hoping that all my weaknesses will be hidden
In this dream that won’t ever come true
I grew a flower that couldn’t be blossomed

You let him do anything he wished to you. You spoiled him a lot.

Even if he comes home every night smelling a perfume that was different from the last. Even when he raised a hand against you you smiled. You endured it all.

Love you so bad, love you so bad
For you, I’m enacting a pretty lie
Love it’s so mad, love it’s so mad
I’m erasing myself to become your doll

You were crumbling in pieces as the days continue to get darker.

You still love him even if every inch of your body was telling you to leave him and go out of this toxic relationship you had.

Love you so bad, love you so bad
For you, I’m enacting a pretty lie
Love it’s so mad, love it’s so mad
I’m erasing myself to become your doll

You tried your best to calm yourself throughout the day and just watched a movie, then binge-watched Demon Slayer 'cuz why the hell not? Anime was your go-to place if you were stressed.

Night came and you got pretty tense as you knew he was coming home soon. He did. You saw him bruises all over his neck. Oh, you knew exactly what they were.

He was limping. Let's calm down. Maybe- NO! You cannot tolerate this anymore Y/n! Can't you see? This guy just literally banged a random girl!

I took a deep breath and suppressed all my thoughts. It's okay, Y/n. It's probably not like that. You can forgive him. Now let's greet him.

You stood up. Trying your best to smile but your lip just wouldn't budge. You felt your cheeks get wet. Drip. Drop. Drip.

You were at your limit. You couldn't hold it back. Part of you hated how you couldn't endure it. But most of you were proud that you finally broke through.

I’m so sick of this
Fake love, fake love, fake love
I’m so sorry but it’s
Fake love, fake love, fake love

"Get out." You keep your head hung low and turned your back from him. "Y/n, you know I can't go back to my parents' house. We never get along." You didn't care about his stupid parents. You were already hurt beyond compare.

"No! I said get out of here, Karma! I don't fucking care if you don't want to see your stupid parents. Go fuck yourself! Why don't you just go back to whoever you were fucking before and live there?!" You trembled after letting them all out.

He laughed which annoyed the fuck out of you. Why the hell was he laughing now? "You know you can't get rid of me that easy, Y/n." You rolled your eyes at his stupid line.

Why were you in some cliche cheater story right now? How could've been able to endure all of this anyway? "You're right, Karma. I can't but it hasn't been exactly easy for me. Every inch of my body is telling me to break up with you and leave you off on your own. So just go and leave."

You pushed him out of the door. He wasn't resistant at all so at least that made it easier. You were through with him and you needed to let him go no matter how hard it was.

You shipped out his things to his parents the next day. You changed all your locks and kept going on trips just to avoid him.

You were still doubting your actions though. You were always thinking if it really was the best to kick him out. But you weren't one to back down a fight so you were gonna face it head-on.

Every night you still laid in bed crying to your sleep wishing on the fact that he'd just suddenly come to you and apologized and told you he loves you. But you weren't going to believe that no more. He's just full of deception and lies so you wouldn't do that.

Why you sad? I don’t know, I don’t know
Smile, tell me you love me
Look at me, I threw myself away
Not even you can understand me

You come home to find him at your doorstep. "Go away or I'll call the police." You had your phone on your hand ready to call if things turned sour.

"You've really changed, Y/n. You're not the girl who didn't act on impulse and think things through anymore." He kept his head low. You were furious. You launched at him and punched him in the face.

You say I’m strange when I changed into the person you liked
You say I’m not the person you used to know
What do you mean? No, I’ve grown blind
What do you mean this is love, it’s all fake love

How did he have the audacity to say that? I've already thought things through for too long and I'm acting on my thought through decision, not on my impulse.

He snickered. I pushed him off my doorstep and unlocked my door. "We're already through, Akabane." Your tone seethed with anger as you speak his name. You couldn't deal with him anymore.

Woo, I dunno, I dunno, I dunno why
Woo, I don’t even know myself
Woo, I just know, I just know, I just know why
’cause it’s all fake love, fake love, fake love

You closed the door quickly but not without hearing what he had to say "Then so be it." You slammed it hard.

You went upstairs and plopped down on your bed. You breathed deeply. You tried your best to calm down but before you knew it. They were just falling down again. Drip. Drop. Drip.

Why do you still love him after all this time? After everything he did? What the hell was wrong with you? You wanted to burn all your feelings for him and just completely wish for his downfall. You couldn't though.

You hated it. You hated how he could control you in his fingertips. You knew if he was given enough time, he'd be able to reel you back in. You still loved him but this time your mind didn't let your feelings win.

Even if it was another lie, you'd tell yourself you hate him so you wouldn't have to be the gullible girl being used by him anymore.

Love you so bad, love you so bad
For you, I’ve enacted a pretty lie
Love it’s so mad, love it’s so mad
I’ve erased myself to become your doll
Love you so bad, love you so bad
For you, I’ve enacted a pretty lie
Love it’s so mad, love it’s so mad
I've erased myself to become your doll (A/n: I tweaked the lyrics a lil bit to match the story hope you dun mind hehe)

You were gonna live on. You were so sick of this unhealthy relationship that you guys had. You loved him truly but he didn't. You should move on and look for your happiness.

I’m so sick of this
Fake love, fake love, fake love
I’m so sorry but it’s
Fake love, fake love, fake love

You were never gonna get fooled again and gonna be used. You're gonna build up your walls and protect all of your feelings inside. It wasn't right to trust anyone anymore because the only person you've ever trusted your whole life with betrayed you. He left you in pieces.

You're going to rewrite your thoughts of him even though it was gonna be painful. You needed to or you won't be able to move on.

If it’s for you
I can act like I’m happy even when I’m sad

You were not going to act to please anybody anymore. You were just going to be yourself and do what only you liked.

If it’s for you
I can act strong even when it hurts

You were not gonna tolerate anyone anymore if you didn't like how they treated you. You were gonna speak up.

Hoping love will be perfected with only love

You aren't gonna trust anyone anymore and cling onto some false hope.

Hoping that all my weaknesses will be hidden

You were gonna protect everything that made you weak and make yourself stronger so that you wouldn't get hurt anymore.

In this dream that won’t ever come true
I grew a flower that couldn’t be blossomed

You knew from the start that you wouldn't end up in a happy ending if your relationship continued on like that but you tried and endured everything. You now could see that it was all in vain and you should've let go a long time ago.

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Yumi: Welp. That was finished. I'm ready to die now.

Karma: Wow author-chan, you really made me look bad, huh?

Yumi: Oh, Karma, just in time. Can you let me punch you? I hated you so much in this one-shot.

Karma: Then why did you even make it, author-chan?

Yumi: Because I can't be stuck up and just don't write things I don't like. I need to give everything a chance y' know?

Karma: Oh but I saw author-chan skipping every Cheater! Character x Character when reading.

Yumi: Not true I just read a Todoroki one the other day.

Karma: Author-chan, I don't think it's right to taint the book with another anime here.

Yumi: Why are you so jealous, huh? Are you afraid that if I write about another anime, you'd be overthrown? Who should I write about? Hawks? Dabi? Giyuu? Todoroki?

Karma: No they, wouldn't like that, author-chan. This end card is getting too long, I'm gonna cut it. Assassination Classroom doesn't belong to Yumi-chan here. 🤭