☾︎♫︎𝙰𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝;𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝;𝙳𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝙽𝚊𝚙;𝙱𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚞𝚙;𝙺𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢;𝙺𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚗𝚊𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚢?♫︎☽︎
꧁𝑺𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝑰 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝒑𝒕.2?꧂

You could ask alot of things to Sapnap.

Family? He would reply that he adored his parents and that they were one of the most important people to him.

Friends? He had many and got along very well with them. They were all funny and witty and he felt part of the group.

School? Though he had mixed feelings he would have responded with a neutral answer. After all,school was shit,but on occasion it could be enjoyable,even if it was a few.

But is Relationship with is boyfriend? He always avoided the speech or dismissed it too quickly with some positively false phrase formulated in the moment.

And Karl and Quackity had noticed that all too well.

All 3 were part of the same group of friends. There were 5. Karl,Sapnap,Quackity,George and Dream. But sometimes they preferred to stay with the people closest to them in that group. Dream,Sapnap and George were a trio,although they were more of a duo lately,as Sapnap spent more time with Karl and Quackity to find a distraction.

Quackity and Karl had only been together for a few months,and thus spent most of the time together as a duo. The same was also true for Sapnap with Dream.

They had been together for two years,but in the last few months something had changed. Dream paid more attention to George,and very often they enjoyed jokingly flirting with each other. This had led to many quarrels between the couple.

"Sappy,love,you're just too stressed. I love you,not George,and you know it. We just joke,don't worry or focus on useless things"
It was always the answer he had whenever he exposed his doubts or insecurities.

The point was that Sapnap wasn't stupid,he knew they weren't kidding anymore. They started it all as a game to annoy each other,and he knew it,but then it's became more than that,and he had noticed it.

The fleeting glances,the hugs,the touches,the brushing of hands,the eyes that spoke to each other in silent conversations. It had all become too obvious to try to hide it.

He was absolutely not out of his mind,he had just noticed that Dream no longer had feelings for him,but that he was falling in love with George.

And God it hurt. Because Sapnap still had feelings for him. Too many. He wasn't ready to let it go to someone else or accept it. He would never forget how they had met years before and how their friendship had matured to love. And it hurt too much to see the person who should have been by your side,running for someone else.

And before he even realized it,the situation slipped.
It was Tuesday when it happens.

He hadn't slept much during the last week,and had more panic attacks than usual. When he got out of bed,his head was spinning heavy,and he couldn't even stand up. His ears were whistling causing him even more discomfort and under his eyes there were huge dark circles. Clear sign of the entire nights of the week spent crying and despair. He didn't even want to get out of bed no matter how shit he felt but he had to do it anyway. He had to go to school,especially since today was his anniversary with Dream.
And God,he was hating every second of this day.

When Karl and Quackity saw the state he was in,practically a half-dead corpse,they worried.

They ran to meet him filling him with questions to which he had been able to give few answers,not wanting to worry them too much.

"Sap,please,Tell us what is happening. You are important to us,we want to help you"
Karl tried to make it open softly using a calm and understanding tone. However,his partner had different ideas from his.

"Is it Dream right? Sap,we know your relationship isn't as pink and fluffy as you always say,we've noticed that too.He's the one making you like this,right?"
Quackity said bluntly going straight to the point.

"Quackity! please! A little tact"
Karl took it back,and it made his boyfriend roll his eyes.

"Karl please don't tell me you don't think so too."
Quackity answered him,Karl bit his lip in distress. Certainly that wasn't a conversation to have in front of Sapnap among them.

"Guys,please,don't argue,really,I'm fine.It's just that I haven't been able to rest that well lately and–"
Sapnap tried to explain. He bit his lip trying to push the tears back in and persuade them. It was half the truth after all.

"Cut the bullshit Nick. If that were really the case,then your gaze wouldn't be broken and dull."
Quackity cut him off,making Karl sigh heavily.

"Lex,the sense of touch"–He picked it up again and then turned to Sapnap–"Nick,we're just worried about you. You look bad,you see. And Quackity is right,we notice too much that you and Dream are no longer as united as before. What is happening?You can talk to us about it if you want,we are your friends after all and we want the best for you"
He spoke in a sweet and reassuring tone.

And Sapnap held out no more and burst. Warm tears streamed down his face as he tried to explain the situation between sobs. Karl and Quackity by his side trying to console him as best they could.

"I know he's not in love with me anymore,and I know I should let him go to see him happy,but I can't. It's hard,I don't want to let him go,is one of the few people who has been next to me in the worst moments. We know each other for a long time,and before that we were a couple,he was my best friend. I don't want to lose him,our relationship."
He explained slowly,pausing between sentences sometimes to catch his breath.

"And today is also our anniversary,that's why I came. Maybe something could change..."
God,he really hope that something could change.

Quackity and Karl looked at each other for a couple of minutes,as if they were undecided,and they brought it to the checkered school floor.

"G-guys? What's wrong?"
sapnap asked hesitantly as he watched the two exchange torn glances.

"Nick...I don't think it's fair to you,so we'll tell you..."

And slowly the two launched into their speech. One thing was certain:none of the 3 would like it.

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Sapnap was walking briskly towards the backyard of the school,behind him Karl and Quackity running after him trying to stop him. But now he saw black,and he didn't hear them clearly,not after their conversation.

Dream is cheating on you with George for at least 2 months.

The words still clear in his mind,one fucking clear sentence,12 words and 47 letters. And he fucking hates everything of them.

it was one thing to suffer because he had noticed the new interest of his boyfriend,indeed,
shortly thereafter,an ex-boyfriend. The other was knowing that he had been cheating on you with your best friend for even longer than what you could think. What a piece of shit.

He made his way through the crowd,and once he focused on the 2 people who had come he walked towards them,more slowly than before. Quackity and Karl behind him,trying to make him think. But he'd had enough of this whole situation,and he was about to put an end to it.

"Dream! George!"
He yelled their names when he was in their hearing. The two turned to him,and smiled at him,as if nothing had happened.

"Hey Nick!"
George greeted him.

"Hi love,happy Anniver-"
Before Dream could finish his sentence,Sapnap had already expressed his will:he had hit him in the face with his left fist.

"Fuck,what a fuck?!"
Dream watched him as he got up from the ground.

"You little piece of shit! What the fuck is wrong with you?! You could have told me before you wanted to end our relationship! And instead you decided to fucking cheating me!? What's your fucking problem?!"
He yelled at him. Dream froze and his complexion became ghostly,as if he had seen a ghost. George not far away made a face and whispered a few words between 'I told you he would know' and 'here we go again'.

"Nick,I can exp–"
And before he could try to gasp some petty excuse,he was back on the ground,this time with his eye hit.

"And the worst part is that he's with my best friend,not the first person you found in the third floor bathroom,but our fucking best friend!"

"Sapnap stop it,now!"
Karl took him by the arm to carry him away from there,but it was too late by now.

"Fuck,no! He has to listen and feel what he has done to me. I waited months for you to come and talk to me about what was happening to you. And don't say anything,because by now I have discovered you. Yet no,you cheat me instead of telling me to my face that you don't feel anything for me anymore. You're a very big moron. I've been shit,why did I have to find a way to accept to let you go,when I didn't have the courage,and you do this to me? Fuck off man,you're a fucking shit"
Sapnap gave Dream's his middle finger. A clear 'fuck you'

And before Dream could speak he went away,not before having dropped the beehive–hanging from the tree not far away–a few centimeters from the blond boy. Revenge must always be served cold after all.

Fuck Dream,Fuck George,Fuck everyone and everything. He would never fall in love again,never again.

He still didn't understand that walking behind him,there were two interested guys who would do anything to protect and help him.