AN: there's going to be only one part because I'm too lazy to split it up. Also, i will continue to write this story as well as others of I get enough positive feedback!

"Karkat please." You giggled. He held the horrendous sour candy in his hand. "Seriously what the fuck." He seethed. "Karkat just eat the goddamn candy." You sighed rolling your e/c irises. Karkat hesitantly put the candy in his mouth a slowly gnawed on the sourness. His face clenched in an adorable way. Karkat slowly began to realize that this candy, wasn't very enjoyable. He scooted quickly towards you and jammed his tongue into your mouth, transferring the sour hell into your mouth. You blushed insanely. He must've sensed your embarrassment. Because karkat then gave you the most seductive smirk ever. That smirk didn't last long. "Y/N WHAT THE FUCK THAT CANDY TASTED LIKE A LEMON WAS FUCKING DRENCHED IN PISS OH MY GOD." You burst out laughing, still sucking on the candy he had given you, softly. You pulled another package of candy out and gave it to him. Obviously, he denied. "YEAH MAYBE IN HELL." He hollered as he slapped the candy from your hand. "Kar, it's sweet this time." You rolled your eyes. Karkat scoffed and knit his eyebrows. "Y/n please." You opened the candy and looked up at him with a smirk. You dropped the candy (which were nerds) into your mouth, and slowly scooted near him. Karkat's blush grew intense. You leaned forward and slowly pressed your lips against his, slowly trading the candy from your mouth to his. He became aware of what you were doing and ever so slowly, asked for entrance into your mouth. After battling for dominance, you allowed him to explore your wet cavern. You then felt him graze his sharp fangs against your bottom lip. You smirk against his grey skin and licked his bottom lip as well. Karkat began leaning forward, he pushed you against the ground, you were a little shocked, but you continued the kiss. You left his lips and began kissing his neck. Soft grumbles left his throat as you began to suck his neck slightly. He began to pet your hair. You blushed intensely and planted a kiss behind his ear. You then lifted from him and walked away. Leaving the incredibly shocked troll breathless and in awe. You wouldn't see him for a while.

It was Saturday. You were sitting on your bet smirking but feeling really disappointed in yourself. You knew karkat didn't like to fill the Matesprit quadrant. You felt guilty for shaming him into romantic torture. Your smirk dropped. What even gave you that confidence anyway? Was it just in the heat of the moment? Does it matter? You haven't left your room for a week, but some caring friends have stopped by and hung out, brought food and such. They didn't sense, or hear about anything that had happened between karkat and yourself. You figured karkat didn't want to diss you by telling everybody you guessed. You felt the cool breeze pick up and trail through your black locks, and graze against your grey skin. You sighed and murmured "why do I have to develop feelings so quickly?" You decided to shrug that question off for a while. It's about time you get some rest you figured. After all, it's going to be a while on this meteor. Better not mess anything up now, such as your sleeping schedule. You were about to close your eyes when you heard a soft knock at your door. It would take a while to climb out of your recuprercoon to answer, but it must be important so you got up anyway. Regardless of how achey your limbs were. You sprawled your legs onto the ground and made your way to the door. You looked through the peephole to find a very awkward karkat standing there. Confused, you slowly opened your door. "Hello?" You said measly due to your drowsiness. "Hey y/n.." He muttered. "Come on in." You said calmly. It was obvious in your voice that you perplexed by his arrival. Karkat turned to you and looked into your eyes. "Why did you leave?" He sputtered out. "W-what?" You managed to sound. "Why did you leave me after you kissed me?" He asked looking you dead serious in the eyes. You shook your head "you wouldn't understand." You said softly. Karkat didn't buy that. "Tell. Me. Fucking. Everything." He said staring you down. "Honestly kk, why do you care? You're not even accessible to any red quadrant." You rubbed your groggy eyes in frustration. Karkat looked shocked. "Y/n! What the fuck? It was obvious I wanted to fill a red quadrant! I kissed you back!" He was yelling now. "KARKAT!" Your eyes were rimming with tears. "Karkat you really don't know anything about me do you?" You said as light tears fell from your eyelashes. Karkat choked a little on his words. "Then tell me y/n. Tell me why and tell me everything about you." He said softly. "Karkat.." You whispered. "YOU KNOW WHAT JUST FUCK THIS AND FUCK WHATEVER SHIT THINGS YOURE REFUSING TO TELL ME Y/N COME GET ME WHEN GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER." And he stormed out. Leaving you to your knees & to tears.

The past week you've been listening to Marina And The Diamonds' "Teen Idle" on repeat and playing sad music on your piano. You couldn't get Katkat out of your mind. How could you possibly tell him everything? You decided that today was the day to tell him literally everything. "Oh what the hell." You wiped your puffy eyes and dressed yourself in your usual shirt, grey jeans, and glasses. This outfit didn't please you with what you were going to do at the moment. But you couldn't find anything better, so you stuck to it.

Soft tapping is what occurred when you reached karkat's room on the meteor. You took short shaky breaths as you heard his heavy feet carry his grumpy self across his room. "WHAT THE F-" his voice shut off when he saw you. "I'm going to tell you. Everything." You said as your face heated up a little. He nodded and backed away to allow you an entrance. "Im suicidal, you dick." You sputtered and stared at him intently in the eyes. Karkat was flustered and slowly reached for your arm. "I-I'm not ready to show....that." You said hugging yourself. "I left because.. I was disappointed in myself and I know you didn't like anybody so I felt guilty pushing you into a romantic torture." You felt tears welling in your dreary eyes. You felt like absolute utter shit. A total asswad.