You lower your head beginning to read, with a text book in your lap and your arm around the top of your head getting closer to your the desk. Your eyeballs sting begging you to close them, but only feel the relaxation on a single blink, okay maybe two blinks, 5 blinks, closing your eyes for a few seconds, a few minutes. You fell asleep giving up on life, and forgetting about the homework you have to do at home, and also forget about the book.

A chunk of weight falls onto your head over and over and over. "Miss (L/N), miss (L/N), miss (L/N)"! You wake up your face first with Mrs England looking down at you holding her class textbook firmly in her hand. With fury in her eyes, along with her disturbing saggy face and her crinkled eyes. Your face burns red hot turning into a tomato "Sorry"! you shout. All eyes stare at you around the room, and suddenly catch something in your eye...something white you look across the room looking deeply into his grayish eyes, and his pure white hair. The knew student... Ken Kaneki. He smiles brightly at you making your cheeks flush harder than before. "Mrs (L/N) get back to reading please" Mrs. England says with a witch like voice.

Minutes later...

You sit at lunch staring at your crusty pizza. "Eh without the honey mustard the school lunch is just never the same", you thought. "Hi person" she says loudly but it wasn't as loud when the popular girls chatting on the table beside you. You look towards your best friend, your future bridesmaid , your wing man, and maybe someday your future babysitter. You've known each other for years on end. Always talking to mostly the same person. A day without her you would be lonely, and for her it was the same. Always.

You answer to her response 

"Hi" you say smiling weakly. "Hey, hey, hey, hey, did you see that knew kid. It's been a while since we had had a knew guy to come to this school, and no doubt about it, he's cute" Jaz'ming says. Your cheeks flush once again remembering his smile "so embarrassing soooooo cringey"! you thought. On how that was your impression on the new kid, well meh it is what it is"

Kaneki's POV

He stares at your flawless (H/C) hair, looking at your beautiful lit skin, and your adorable face. "She's so beautiful" he thought. He sketches you with his dull pencil, flowing through the marks on the paper, curving, making your (E/C) eyes. "How bright they sparkled alive like a freshly grown meadow flowers ready to sprout. I think I love you, but I'll have to be patience to know the full truth, by looking into your (E/C) eyes it was half way there"

Your POV

You sit in the hallway your back against the yellow bricks, sitting next to your friend. You peer down the hallway  seeing the stupid Hispanic, Keyron having his arm resting around the most boring blonde, Griffin talking about who knows what. "GAY"! a familiar voice hollers, you look towards your right seeing Jaz'ming and a grin across her face. Keyron unwraps his arm around Griffin. "No, no no,  I'm not gay, You two are the lesbians always together every time I see you. Literally you guys are like my OTP ship" says Keyron. 

"No one even ships us your the only person around to think that", Jazming says. Keyron walks away reaching his hand upon Matthew's who was a couple inches away. You raise your attention to the scrawny boy with light brown hair swayed upon his face and his lunch bag laying upon his pale leg as his fingers scrunching onto it, his looks did not give away his personality stupid. 

"Matt don't you ship those two?" Keyron asks confidently. Matt answer's "Uh.. I guess" with a mono tone voice "Well Matt's always stupid of all the people to ask" Jaz'ming responds. You watch everything happen seeing the arguing, only kidding around each other before your eyes. You look to your left of you seeing Kaneki standing there in the middle of the hallway watching, slowly crushing a paper. His beady  grey eyes  straight forward Keyron with a stone like frown on his face, you feel a chill crawling along your back, and quickly look away lighting up the atmosphere as much as you could.

Kaneki's POV 

Maybe I do need to crumble a couple of coffee beans here and there. Destroy all the rotten beans in your way to make a delicious cup of coffee, but I may am getting a little impatient. Just need a little more time even if it takes me a year.

Next day 

You put the pencil lead and curl upon the scratches on the black desk. Feeling empty, feeling tired, feeling bored of Mrs. Goulozze talking about our directions for the new art assignment. Seeing examples, hearing the steps of the process, and looking at the projector shining on the board. Art was your favorite subject a place where you can make or create your imagination. Make whatever you want and what interested in, but now it was plain as hell.

35 mins later

Once Mrs. Goulozze finished her lecture  you pulled out your sketch book with a smooth cover with a imprint of the Eiffel tower. So many blank pages, just enough to get through the year to draw your favorite ships. You slowly curve a huge upside down u turning it into a circle, and the circle becoming a head. You suddenly hear a loud sound across from you, and looking across the table seeing a hard cover sketch book, facing your eyes upward and see Ken smiling at you like in 1st hour "You like to draw to"? he asks. "Yah... I guess" you say awkwardly, and he responds "What do like to draw"? "I usually draw sometimes my favorite ships"

Once your words came out his smile fades into a frown. You become worried hurting his feeling's about something, not understanding what you said might offended him. You look straight down back at your page beginning to draw the eyes curving lightly  not wanting to make any damage especially when people were around you. When people watched you draw you would always bring struggles, but you didn't know if he was staring or if he wasn't . You didn't even dare to look at him again. "That's really good" Ken says, "Oh um ... thanks." you respond not looking him in the eye. Little did you know that comment his grin comes back, and you both sit there in silence, and you take a short glimpses and noticed he watched you making every single line, curve every piece of the drawing. 

5 mins later

The bell rings echoing through the classroom, you hurry and pack your stuff leaving soon as possible you can still feeling guilt knife deepening into your skin thinking  that you may have hurt him. You suddenly feel a grasp around your arm as your foot sticks out the door he stands behind you "Uh sorry (Y/N)... that was pretty awkward, I uh don't have any friends yet and I just noticed that we have something in common so I was wondering can we be close". You respond "O-OK". Ken let's go of gently let's go and the two of you both leave the classroom going to your next class.

Author chan: Oh boy uh I'm sorry guys man this chapter sucks, well I did try right