Please Forgive Me
Ezra's pov
Today everyone except Kanan and I went on a mission. We were losing fuel so Hera, Zeb, and Sabine went to a place called Atollon to get more.
In the meantime, Kanan and I were training. Have to say it wasn't as exciting as Kanan said it would be. He made it seem like I would actually practice duel with him, but he just told me to try and lift something.
How fun........
"Focus Ezra." Kanan says for the millionth time. "Lift the weight."
I was hesitant at first to try and lift a weight. I thought it would be impossible and I would break my back.
Which would probably happen......
After what felt like hours which was only a few minutes, the weight was levitations off the ground. I wanted to look at it, but I didn't want to lose focus.
"Good Ezra. Now lift it a little higher." Kanan says.
Even though I was tired already, I put in my remaining strength to lift it higher.
I could feel it getting higher, but Kanan didn't seem pleased.
"Little more......little more." He kept repeating over and over again.
I soon couldn't take it and dropped the weight on the ground. I sigh disappointed while Kanan seems frustrated.
"You could've focused more." He says.
"I tried my hardest to focus." I say.
"Well your way of focusing is one of the things you lack. The second is being a good student, which you aren't." He says angry.
That hurt.......
I try not to cry, but a few tears escape my eyes.
"Stop crying like a baby and grow up!!!" He shouts shoving me to the ground.
I look at Kanan with more tears in my eyes. I then get up and run into the Ghost. I was about to go into my room, but I decided the vents would be better and more private.
When I'm in the vents, I just start bawling my eyes out. Why would Kanan say that? Am I really a bad student? Or was he in a bad mood?
Questions keep lingering my mind till my eyes start to drop from tiredness. I stop fighting it and sleep.
Kanan's pov
Today is a really bad day for me. My head hurts and I think I might have a fever.
At training, I was at my worse. My head was killing me. It kinda made me angry. I decided to sleep on it and wait till Hera and the others get back.
I was only able to take a nap when I felt hungry. I got up from my bunk and went into the kitchen. There were only waffles so I took a few out.
The second after I cooked them, I immediately felt sick again. Maybe Ezra will want them. Wait where is Ezra anyway?
I leave the kitchen and go straight to Ezra's room.
"Ezra?" I say knocking on the door. I don't hear an answer back. I decide to go in.
When I open the door, Ezra isn't there. That's weird. I then look all over the ghost to not find him anywhere.
Where is he? The last time I saw him was at training.
All of a sudden the memories came back in a flash of me shoving Ezra to the ground and saying mean things to him.
Oh no what have I done? Ezra probably ran away. I gotta find him and apologize.
I was about to leave the common room and head out to find Ezra, till I heard something. It sounding like someone was moving or just ruffling. I think it might be coming from the vents.
Wait........I see the vent door and open it. That's when Ezra falls out and I catch him.
"Ezra!!!" I shout thinking he's dead. Soon I realize he's just sleeping.
I sigh in relief. I then pick him up bridal style and carry him to his bunk.
Once I lay him down on his bunk, I start to run my fingers through his hair.
"Ezra I'm sorry for what I said. Your not a bad student. Your the best son....I mean student ever. Please forgive me." I whisper to his sleeping form.
I then kiss his forehead and leave the room. But before I left, I heard Ezra whisper, "I forgive you dad."
I smile and look at my son who soon went back into a peaceful sleep with a small smile.
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