The delusion of things being more
beautiful than they are
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"Today, seventeen year old Na Jaemin died at the same time eighteen year old Lee Jeno woke up from a coma screaming the boys name. Na Jaemin had been a former dancer up until his insomnia got worse, he committed suicide this morning in his hospital room. Lee Jeno is up and awake according-"

Jeno shut the tv off, not batting a eye. Tubes and needles were stuck into his skin, nurses scrambled around his room.

The blonde looked down at the tubes and needles in his arm.

He smiled wryly as he wrapped his fingers around the many cords. The rubber and thin wires felt hard and rough against his hand as he yanked them all out.

Nothing.

Nothing except nurses screaming and panicking staring at his hand full of the cords.

"Oh."

Jeno chuckled, he couldn't feel itz

"Haha..."

He snickered, crazy.

"Hahaha..."

He grinned, waving the cords in their faces as one of the nurses ran out to get help.

"Look at this!"

He laughed, tears forming as he laughed hysterically. Oh he was going crazy. Crazy. He couldn't feel the pain, he could only feel the emptiness hanging in his heart.

"Isn't it perfect?!"

Jeno threw the covers off, letting the tubes and needles fall to the floor as he swung his legs out of bed.

How. How. How. How.

Jaemin had died from a broken heart so why wasn't he dead yet?

He laughed at the thought, shaking his head as he walked through the hallways, nurses pulling at him, trying to get him to go back.

No.

"Hey! Get back here!"

Jeno chuckled wryly, looking back quickly before taking off. Laughing hysterically as he ran down the white hallways, running down the stairs, further down.

He runs till he reaches a room. Jaemin's room. At least he thinks. He can feel it. Almost like a memory. It's empty though of course.

"I'm coming to see you, Jaemin-ah~"

Jeno grinned as he opened the window wide, swinging his legs over the sill. His head dizzy his heart beating fast. He felt the wind blow through his hair as he looked down at the ground below, five stories up. He smiled. Oh, he would get to sleep for a long time.

And all with his beautiful lover.

"Catch me."

➖Finished➖