Trigger warning: rape.
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Requested by aetaestic

(Taehyung's pov)

We had just finished our dance practice. We had to go through the songs one after the other, without any break. It was very tiring. Jungkook and Jimin was on the floor, panting hard, Namjoon hyung and Jin hyung had gulped down all the water from the bottles, Hobi hyung was going through the recording of our rehearsal, Yoongi hyung had gone to the washroom to wash away the sweat. We were all indeed very, very tired and all we wanted was to go back to our dorm and rest. Our dance instructor had praised us for our efforts, for which we were all in a good mood.
I was planning to go back and take a shower listening to classical music, when I suddenly remembered that I had to buy Yeontan's medicines. However, I could not let others suffer because of me, so I decided that I would buy them from the store which is ten minutes away from our dorm, meanwhile the others can return by the car and I'll simply walk back, it's not that difficult.

As we packed up our things, I said,
"Hey guys, you all take the car and go back to the dorm, I'll pick up Yeontan's medicines, and I'll walk back."

They all frowned.
Jimin said, "Taehyungie, are you sure, you know, we all can pick up the medicines together and then go back"

I shrugged, giving a tight smile.
"Don't worry, just go, I'll be back before you know,"

After few more minutes, I was able to send them away, although they were not willing to leave me alone, I assured them that I'll be fine.

After packing up, I switched off the studio lights and locked the door. I wandered in the hallways, as I could hardly stand because of the practice, when suddenly I heard someone calling my name. I turned back but I saw no one there.
I decided to ignore it and started walking again when I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my head. I felt dizzy, I started swaying and I was engulfed into darkness.
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(Narrator's pov)

Taehyung groaned as he opened his eyes. All he saw was pitch black darkness, his head was throbbing like as if someone was hitting his head with a hammer. He felt drowsy and dizzy. He let his mind wander into all possibilities,
where was he?
All he got back as an answer was a void of nothingness.
What had actually happened, was this some kind of a sick prank?
Was this something like the kidnapping prank in hustle life?
Was he actually kidnapped?
What about his members, are they okay?
All he met with was silence. This silence was killing him. He was sure that he could hear his heart beating, wasn't it a bit too fast, he placed his hand on his chest. His heart was beating rapidly, a pain shoot through his body, his skin was covered in thick sweat, was he having a heart attack?
He tried to slow down his breathing.
In...123...and out.
In...123....and out
In...123...and out
In..12 and out..
In123andout
In out
In out
Inout
What was happening? Why could he not control it? Was he dying? He tried humming spring day,

Miss you
Saying this makes me miss you even more
Miss you
Even though I'm looking at your photo
Time's so cruel, I hate us
Seeing each other for once is now so hard between us....

He kept singing, he could finally take in gulps of air, he could breathe properly, the song had calmed his nerves, he gave his heart into it, relying on it, holding it, he was scared, if he stopped singing, would he again not be able to breathe?
As he sang, a few traitorous tears slipped down his eyes, what would happen now?

He kept on singing the same lines until God knows when, when suddenly he could hear footsteps. He looked up, his eyes had adjusted to the darkness, he could see two figures coming towards him.
For some reason he could not stop singing, why would he? He was alone in this darkness, all he had was this, the song made him feel safe, why would he stop singing then?
The two figures stopped in front of him. They looked young, maybe in their late twenties, like Jin hyung. Oh, how he missed his jinnie hyung, oh, how he wanted his jin hyung to engulf him in a warm hug. How he wanted him to take his hands and say, " hey Tae Tae, it'll be okay bear."
He kept on singing, closing his eyes, hoping this to be a nightmare. Maybe he'll wake up and see Kookie in front of him, calling him to play overwatch.

It's all winter here, even in August
My heart is running on the time
Alone on the Snowpiercer
Wanna get to the other side of the earth, holding your hand
Wanna put an end to this winter
How much longing should we see snowing down
To have the days of spring, Friend..

"Stop singing "
He heard the figures talk to him, but why could he not stop?
"I said stop singing "
Soon, Taehyung felt a slap, too loud, his world was spinning, his ears ringing, he felt hurt. He stopped singing immediately.
What was all this?

"Listen up okay, you act out and misbehave, we will feed you to the tigers, be our good boy will you? Such a pretty boy, ah"

Was he supposed to say something, what would he say? He knew that he was in danger, anything could happen.

"Cat got your tongue? Sweetie?"

All he could do was nod.

"Ah, don't worry, you'll speak soon, won't you, sweetheart? We will make you, don't worry, okay?"
The other man said, his voice was full with glee, what was he up to?

Also, this felt wrong to Taehyung. His members would always assure him when he was stressed, that, "don't worry, okay?", but hearing this from that man, it was not okay, he felt like puking.
The two men in front of him was whispering into each other's ear. Then, they picked him up harshly.
The more muscular man, grabbed him and the other man ripped away his clothes from him.
For some reason, Taehyung could not speak. He made one or two sounds, aimlessly swayed his hands and kicked his legs. His mouth opened but no sound came out, he cried, sobbed. After trying a lot, he begged, he folded his hands and begged, he knew what was about to happen. The muscular man, he had learned, his name was Cho while the other one was Ben. Cho had now removed his undergarments, he was completely naked. He exactly knew where this was going, but how could he stop this, he cried. All he could do was cry.
He felt Ben's hands on his chest, teasing his nipples. Cho grabbed his dick in his large hands and gave it a squeeze. Taehyung could not take it, what would he do now? Their hands were all over Taehyung, grabbing him, prodding him, Cho sucked him while Ben forced himself in him. A thick pool of blood dripped down from his inner thighs. Taehyung unintentionally moaned, Ben's discharge filled him and he felt disgusting.
"Please, please just stop, ahh, please it hurts so much, pl-ease,,pl-ease, s-s-stop, hurtssss,"
"Oh baby,"
They were more violent now, after what felt like the longest hours, they let Taehyung go. They cleaned themselves up and left the room.
Taehyung felt dirty. So dirty. Disgusting. It was his fault right? He could not stop them. He was at fault. So weak he was. So stupid, a slutt. That's what they called him. Why did this happen? He wanted this, right? That's what Ben and Cho told him. He was dirty, covered in bruises and marks, blood dripping down onto the floor. He could not move. He stayed in that one corner. He was so bad, no one would like him, he was a whore, his members won't accept him, no one would. Why should they? He scratched himself. Too loud, the voices were too loud. Everything was too much. Oh how he wanted to meet his members, but again, he won't right? He missed them. He was hurt, broken.
He needed to feel okay, he needed to feel safe.
Once again, he started singing..

Snowflakes fall down
And get farther away little by little
I miss you (I miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
How long do I have to wait
And how many sleepless nights do I have to spend
To see you (to see you)
To meet you (to meet you)

He could not help but cry as he stared into the darkness in front of him.

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My notes:

This is not finished, and it's a very long one, so it's to be continued. It's angsty, right?... Please I won't encourage any hate comments. Do let me know about the story. There is a long long way to go, so please be patient.
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