LIZ POV
Today was the day, the day of Noah's funeral. All morning the song that I have been listening to is called "Sea of Lovers" and "Surrender" they describe the way that I feel currently. (Sea of Lovers above) (Surrender below)

"It has been an emotional couple of weeks, the death of Noah Brown has been devastating, this is something that I thought would never happen, this is something that has been one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, Noah has helped me, through freshman year when I was depressed, then up to senior year before we broke up, he deserves happiness, wherever he may be."

That is what I write down on a note card to say at Noah's funeral, I am certain I will cry while saying it, even writing it made me cry. I hear a knock at the door, it's Maya, even though I don't want to answer the door I guess I have to. "Hey how are you holding up, are you okay?" She asks, "will you not ask me that? God, that is everything that everyone has asked me for the past two weeks! It gets annoying after a while so would you please stop!" I didn't mean to yell but I'm glad that I did, I was so done with everyone asking me that. "Okay listen I'm sorry but you didn't have to yell" she says, "well you don't understand how overwhelmed I am, every hour I have someone coming to me asking if I'm okay and I don't think I deserve that because I'm the one who got Noah killed!" I scream, at this point I am crying. Maya comes over and hugs me, "sweetie you didn't kill Noah, Blake did" she says, "okay" I say, after a few more minutes she can tell I want to be alone also that I had to change for later. Maya leaves then I get dressed in a short A-line dress, I leave my hair down, lightly brushed, not all dolled up because I knew it would get messy later. A few hours goes by and Will comes to pick me up from my dorm, we drive to Kentucky by his house, a few minutes away from mine. He is getting buried there, I get up by the pedestal and I start reading what I wrote earlier in my dorm.

"It has been an emotional couple of weeks, the death of Noah Brown has been devastating, this is something that I thought would never happen, this is something that has been one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, Noah has helped me, through freshman year when I was depressed, then up to senior year before we broke up, he deserves happiness, wherever he may be."

I say, people smile at my speech, I did love Noah at one point, just now as a friend and someone I care deeply about. I stay the night at my moms house, just for old times sake, Will, Jacob and Maya stay over too, we watch a movie, one that can be more happy to help the terrible thing that just happened, even though that didn't help.

I plan every year to come at this time and see where Noah is, to revisit all the memories.

Wow. Breathtaking. Also what did you all think of the songs? They are ones that I am obsessed with.
-TheBoyOnline
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