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Durga was shocked to the core and got up. She is unable to digest the fact that everything is planned. She sat with a thud, knowing the truth that her believe is wrong. She started to sweat a little. She very well knows that Kaali is behind this plan.... May be he is one who planned this. Within seconds, her heart started to support Kaali.

Strangely she wanted to believe that everything is for a good reason. Her mind rewind all the scenes, he is with her and started to flash it. It flashed the scene when Kaali touched her feet muttering sorry to her for his wild and seductive behavior, the scene in which he started to call as 'ma' and stopped 'di' once she found that he is not Kaali, the scene in which Kaali showered only love and didn't crossed the line even though she is only in his shirt, lying in the bed hugging him close.  It also flashed the scene in which he patiently waited for her to choose the accessories and bought all the things she needed, He also never said no to her. She felt pure love and care in him. Thinking about him itself reduced her pressure and she felt relaxed now, this is not possible without love. 

She came to a conclusion that without knowing about it completely, she must not decide anything. So she started to play the other videos which last only 1 or 2 minutes. She played the video in which Veera is present. Veera started to speak in that. 

 (Based on the true incident, changed things according to the story.. google for more information.)

Veera-  "Hello Doctor, Veera here. Unga reply video paathen. But Durga oda current situation ku, we can't start the treatment now.. Durga ku naanga yarune theriathu, ava engala namburathuku vaipe illa.. ellathaium sonna ava purinchupala nu kooda theriala.... ipo nanga medication matum than start panirukom, avaluke theriama ... ithoda medication details attach paniruken doctor. please check."

In the next video, Doctor- "Veera, understand the reality. unarvugal marathupona, sitham athavathu puthi kulambum athanala paithiyam pudika kooda vaipu iruku.. puthi-um sethu marathu pona, athu comma.. you know that very well. Athoda adutha nilai thaan irapu. ipo Durga entha stage la irukanganu ungalukae therium. she need to regain herself Veera. Oru annana un vali enaku puriuthu, but oru doctor ah yosinga... She needs treatment right now. Don't delay. Let the soul live its life".

In the next video, Vikraman- "doctor, as per the the session we had, Durga, avaloda past ah narrate panum pothu she is very idle and robotic. Oru news reader mathiri thaan solra. oru ponna naalu peru saenthu thalaila adichu kodumapaduthi  abuse panirukanga kannu munnadiye.. atha sollumbothu entha oru reaction-um illa. Kovam,guilt, bayam, pavam, aruverupu nu onnume illa. But she is normal to everyone. At this point, what will be our next step. With this video, i have attached the medication that is followed for her. "

In the next video, 

Doctor- "This case is complex and peculiar. Her response says that she is in danger. Avanga metal health romba pathika patirukunnu report iruku, but she is behaving normally with others. It means, epo venalum ethu venalum nadakkalam. Try to mingle with her, do whatever she wants. Change of environment for her is must. inium athe surrounding la avanga irukarathu avangaluku aabathu.  Most importantly, try to provoke her. bayam thaan romba easy ah vara koodia unarvu, but in her case she lost that feel completely... So our first step itself is a very big challenge with her. Try to provoke any kind of feel with her, like bring happiness, sadness or hope to her by doing all that she wants or wish to do. Try to divert her, trigger her and then take a session. Another important think is, I wont be in France for 10 days, I am leaving CANADA now for an important case. I am not sure whether i can check these mails too. Will reply once I am back. send me the reports "

In the next video, Veera- "Hello Doctor, Durga is now progressing a little. As mentioned in the report, Saravanan irantha piragu oru relaxation theriuthu happiness theriuthu. but athu romba neram needikala... With Sanjeev, she can able to feel a little erotic feel. but other than that no progress. Still in the session, ava oru bommai mathiri than pesura.. entha unarvum illatha maram mathiri iruka. Her thought towards Sanjeev is still a mystery, doctor. I don't understand how she is accepting him. Even in the session, she didn't mentioned anything wrong about Sanjeev. She said that he is going to repay everyone for their sins."

Durga keenly observed everything that is said. 

In the next video, Doctor- " Nice Progress. ipo Durga Sanjeev ah virupapattu yethukitangala illa avanga kariyam nadakanum nu yethukitangala nu analyze panunga..  Try to change her environment and also try deviating her. Regarding her relationship with Sanjeev, Is she just accepting or responds to him? There is a difference in it. analyze her deeply...  Dont forget to fulfill her wishes. Avanga solra mathiri nadaka nadaka than antha ponnala avala meetu eduka mudiuthu.. "

Sanjeev- "Hello Doctor, Sanjeeva Rudhran here. Naan than ippo Durga kooda iruken. Engalukula irukura initiate moments pathi ellam ketrutheenga, so far it is okay. She accept and respond to me, ithuku mela enala solla mudiala, atha naan engaloda antharangama paakuren. One thing to be sure is, I never allow her to deviate from my thought. I am conscious about that. apuram Regarding change of environment, athu konjam risk Sir. ipothaiku avala night en veetla en kooda stay panna vaikuren.. Morning, ava panrathuku sila works kodukuren avlo thaan. intha video la latest session video and reports attach paniruken. "

Durga smiled at it thinking about the moments.

Doctor - "Sanjeev, Change of environment is must in her case. Yerkanave ava kannu munnadi nadantha kodumaiyala avaluku yerpatta baathipuku thaan naama treatment panitu irukom.. Suppose pothusa ethavathu ava kannu munnadi nadantha, then her situation will become worse. Last session la, avangaloda progress better ah iruku. But it is a slow progress. Nammaku yerkanave time romba kammiah iruku.. Her mind stopped almost most of the activities, It just replaying her the worse situations. We need to change that. So think of changing her environment."

The next two videos didn't opened due to error. She opened the other video,

Doctor- "Sanjeev, Sex ah yen thappa pakureenga. It is also an therapy in foreign countries. Deep sleep is the basic need for any kind of illness. Durga badly needs that. already avanga neraiah medicine eduthukaranga, ithula sleeping pillas vera kodutha athoda reaction um avanga mental health ah pathikalam.. make-out sessions in physical relationship will not help always. Dont hesitate and proceed to the next step. She need that kind of exhaustion, relaxation and deep sleep. "

Durga now understood completely why they compelled him. Durga can relate everything now. Each and everything is done for her. For her sake many people worked. Two families came just for her. 

Many videos showed some error and didn't played. She tried to play that and failed. she started to check on all the videos. After a long process, one video started to play

Sanjeev - " Doctor, naanga send panna video than india ipo latest hot news. ithu nadakum pothu ava antha idathula thaan iruntha.. Avala pakka vidama thaduthuten. Kaatha moodikitu enna kati pudichuta. athuku apuram ava ethaium gavanikala.. itha oru improvement ah neenga ninaikalam, but enaku apadi thonala... Daily naan oru kolai panrathum, antha ponatha apuram ava entha oru unarvum illama paakurathum pothum doctor. Let us end this.. end this completely... Munnadi mathavanga thappu panratha paatha, ipo avanga thandai anubavikuratha paakura.. enna peria vithyasam? ava entha oru sambavathukum satchiah iruka porakala, ipadi vedikka paka porakkala ... vaala poranthiruka... avaloda valkaiah vaala poranthirukaa.. Risk eduka naan ready... athuku ethavathu vali iruntha sollunga.."

Tears started to flow from Durga's eyes. she could feel Sanjeev's emotion and pain completely.

Doctor - "Sanjeev, unga valium aathangamum enaku puriuthu.. enala unara mudiuthu... ipo neenga ellaraium thanidkuren-nra perla kolai panna karanam, iranthu pona ellarum Durga va suthiye irukurathaa avanga ninaikuranga.. avanga sessions ah keta therium, iranthuponavanga gyaygam kekura mathirium, 'aduthu unakum ipadi thaan nadakkum' nu Durga-ku solra mathirium thaan Durga Namburanga.. She believes that they are around her. Hmm, epadi solrathu... Maragathananaiyam padam pathirukeengala? athula oru scenela ella perium hero koodave irukura mathiri kaatuvanga.. atha comedy ah kaatuvanga, but Durga is living in that delusion. That will create a chaos, frustration and might end up with a chance to kill herself. 

antha aathma-kaga thaan ungala kolla solranga.. Neenga kollum pothu antha aathmavoda santhosatha thaan avanga apadi verichu pakuranga.. Inum sollapona neenga vetti pota antha udamba aathma utkanthu sapdura mathirium, rathatha kudikura mathirim, kathura mathirium illusions iruku avangalukku... She is in the starting stage of disorder... Please understand. antha aathmakkal avangala vitu poganum, ethuvum avangala suthi illainu avanga nambanum... She needs to change that thought. Ithu ellam 'just like that' nadakka koodia visayam illa... Hope you understand. Naan medication mathiruken, atha follow panunga".

The next two videos didn't opened due to error. She opened the other video,

Sanjeev- "Hello Doctor, Naan ella body aium thondi eduka poren, dispose panna poren. Athu ellam iruntha thane, avaluku intha illusion varuthu, illama panita epadi varum? Body antha bungalow la irukura thala thaan Durga anga pora, Body ellathaium eduthutu atha avaluke theriatha idathula vachuta avalala epadi aathmakal avala suthi irukura mathiri illusion create panika mudium.?"

 Doctor- " just body ah edutha problem solve agathu Sanjeev. I can understand your love towards her. But this will lead to a dangerous problems. Example ku, neenga atha thondum pothu, aathmakkal valila katharura mathiri avangaluku thonalam. antha motha kovathaium, veriyayaiu avanga unga mela thaan kaatuvanga. Suppose avanga shock la amaithiyagita, atha vida worst case ethuvum illa. ipo avanga unga kita romba expressive ah irukurathala amaithiah iruka chance kammi thaan, but still it is dangerous. She needs to be handled more carefully and cleverly. She will try her best to stop digging. She might react madly at that time. You need to be more patient at that time. antha time oru psychiatrist thaan kooda irunthu handle pana mudium. Ivalavum correct ah nadanthalum, body velila vanthuta aathma poiduchunnu avanga mariduvanganu uruthiah solla mudiathu Sanjeev. avanga mind disturb agurathuku kooda chance iruku.."

Some of the video's in the list didn't played.

Doctor- "ithu satharana visayam illa Sanjeev. Neenga romba peria risk edukureenga. intha plan la konjam miss aanalum, Durga va romba affect pananum... She believes and trust you blindly.. Suppose itha ellam neenga than panreenganu therincha, avangala yemathureenganu ninaipaanga. The situation will become worse. plan ethuvum konjam kooda miss agama nadakanum. this is highly risky..  Actually, i am surprised with the love you have in her, but this is too risky. Remember she is a patient. Her outburst will be something that we can't guess. This will work out purely on luck."

The next video played,

Sanjeev- "Hello Doctor, itha naan luck la seiya ninaikala. En kadhal mela irukura nambikkaila than seiya ninaikuren. Avaluku irukura illusion ethuvum naan irukum pothu vanthathu illa. Kandipa ennala avala ithula irunthu meetu-eduka mudium. Avaluku ellame naan than panen nu therinjalum, kandipa ethavathu karanam irukuma nu than theduva, enna ninaichu kolambuva... Naan avala yemathinalum, enkita thaan iruppa ... Antha oru visayam pothum, avala naan complete ah change paniduven, avaluku puria vachiduven... Neenga ava entha mathiri ellam react aga chances irukunu matum guide panunga. Believe me, Believe my love."

She didnt wanted to listened to doctor's answers. She played the next video in which Sanjeev is present.

Sanjeev- "Hello Doctor, ipo antha aathma ellam santhi adayura mathiri Durga va namba vaika plan ready paniruken.. avala vitu aathma poiduchu nu ava nambanum-na athuku ore vali, athunga santhi adanjiduchunu ava nambanum... bommalatta kailaignar oruthara vachu discuss panni plan paniruken.. Sample video ithu kooda attach paniruken, Doctor. Kandipa ithulaium naan avala samalichuduven.. enaku ava epadi react panalam, ithoda side effects and flaws ennanu check pani sollunga doctor. "

She opened the video which is named a sample. In that an old man started to explain thing having dolls in his hands. Then the lights turned off. The exact scene which is happened in the  grave yard is played there, with some additional things. She understood that they made changes to this plan and made it happen on that day. She heard a car sound. She hurriedly placed everything in its place, locked the door and went to the room where Sanjeev left her. 

In two minutes, Sanjeev knocked the door. Durga opened it. 

Durga- "meeting ivlo seekrama mudinchutha?"

Sanjeev- "illa ma, pahila oodi vanthuten. unkita kodutha keys ah kodu.. ". His mobile ringed, he cut the call.

Durga- "ethuku?", she loved to see his hesitation. Indeed it is a rare thing.

Sanjeev- "athu anga ulla room oda key-um ithula thaan iruku. maranthu unkita koduthutu poiten. thaa ma". His mobile ringed again , he cut the call.

Durga gave the keys. Sanjeev separated one key from that and gave to her. 

Sanjeev- "ithu intha room oda key. Naan mathatha eduthutu poren."

Durga- "appo ithu pakathu room oda key illaya?", she innocently asked him

Sanjeev- "athu... illa ma, naan mathi soliten. yen kekura?", He keenly observed her.

Durga- "phone la net theenthu pochu .. bore adikuthunga, evlo neram summave iruka... naan pakathu room ku poi pakava?"

Sanjeev- "athellam vendam.. athu pala varusham thorakatha room.. ore thoosi ah irukum.. Unaku NET card illaina booster potu vidaren, nee enna venumnalum un phone la paaru". Durga smiled at him. 

Sanjeev- "sari ma, naan poitu varen.. ", he attended the call and said, "naan mobile la connect pani pesiten, order koduthuten .. inum 10 minutes la vanthiduven sir... ... naan pathila varen na athuku important reason irukunu artham ..... sir, enaku pala velai iruku, ippo ungaloda vilayada ellam enaku time illa... Naan ipo spot ku poren, thirupi apurama vanthu sandaiah continue panalam, neenga athu varaikum enna epadi thitalam nu yosinga. bye", he ended the call. 

Durga- "yaar phone la?"

Sanjeev- "Vetri sir thaan... bye ma, yerkanave avaru kathuraru.. "

He kissed her forehead hurriedly and went. Durga looked at him with tear filled eyes and smiling lips.

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Parvathi Suresh Sharma.