well....

hi

idk where to start tbh-

aaaalso, für die die's vergessen haben (weil ich so ultra inaktiv bin):
mein Name ist Jacob-Indigo, auch mainly Jake oder Kajy genannt, bin 17 Jahre & nahezu 8 Monate alt und meine pronouns sind he/they, aaand yeah...-

stand jetzt würde ich folgendes sagen:
ich bin definitiv asexual, iwie totally gay und iwie totally greyromantic
(ansich bezeichne ich mich als aroace & gay tho-)

bc hell, i'm CRAVING affection sm rn...😣🥲 i want a boyfriiiiiend🥲-
(ok but i'm not THAT desperate... yet-)
just patiently waiting...

and rn i'm sittin' here on my asexual ass and listening to "Lights Down Low".... a heavily sexual song, but it's just idk- soothing to listen to- 😆🥲

what's wrong with me😭-

ehhh yeah idk, what else to say-?
hab vorn paar Wochen The Disastrous Life of Saiki K geschaut und i fckn love it sm-
(Kusuo is my spirit animal LMAO jk-)

was ich grad so mache?
uuuh yeah, einfach vor mich hingammeln ig-
i miss my friends... :(

funfact: just bc i'm shy, people tend to think i'm introverted, which is not true- i'm actually an extrovert, i love other people's company and i mostly don't like being alone, sad thing is: i'm almost always alone :/
and i still want affection- idc if it's romantic or platonic, just... gimme affection-😭

so yeah, long story short:
i'm an extroverted but shy aroace-gay transguy who's affection starved and a lonely weeb-

mega geil, right? :D

....

ahem-

imma just continue listening to music (#HeroGeneration rn) with my new headphones and continue being lonely- :')

buh-bye✌🏼

-~💙