A boy is seen sitting infront of a grave
"My Beloved Late Wife" written on it.

That boy is Kartik and the grave is of Naira.

I was sitting infront of my wife's grave. She was my life, my everything, my soul, my heart. I'm still in shock how I'm even alive? I'm just breathing,my soul is dead. Main toh ussi pal mar gaya tha jis pal wo mujhe chor kar gayi thi. Ab toh har aik second uss lambi sadi ki tarah lagta hai jo kabhi nai guzre gi.

It's been two months since she died. It's my daily routine to come to her grave and said these words to her hopping that one day she may hear me, one day she may come back.
I know I sound mad. Haan shayad pagal hi tha main usske pyaar mein aur ab bhi hun aur hamesha hi rahun ga.

It took me two months to realize that she's no more. But atlast, everyone had to face the reality and I also had too.
It's my birthday today. Kaisa birthday, log apna birthday manate hain uss khushi mein k wo zinda hain wo zindagi jee rahy hain. Lekin main toh zinda bhi nai hun aur na hi puri tarah se mara hun. Zinda lash ban kar reh gaya hun.

"Where are you? Kahan ho tum? Kahan dhundoo main tumhe? Tum mujhe kahan milo gi?
Main kitna bulata hun tumhe. Kitni aawazein deta hun tumhe, lekin tum phir bhi nai aati ho. Pehle toh jab main tumhe sochta bhi tha toh tum samajh jati thi. Aur ab jab main tumhe bula raha hun, tum kyun nai ati ho?", I said with a chocked voice as I was trying my best not to cry.
"Saari qasmein saare waade sab tod diye tumne. Waada kiya tha na humne k hum aik dusre ko kabhi chor kar nai jayein gy. Phir kyun tod diya tumne apna wada? Kyun chali gayi tum mujhe chor kar?
Tum khud toh mar gayi aur mujhe jeete jee mar diya. Khud toh aik baar mein hi chutkara paa liya. Lekin mera kya? Kya karun main? Abhi abhi toh zindagi jiya tha main tumhare sath. Woh ahsaas ahsaas hi ban kar reh gaya.
Aj mera birthday hai, Naira. Sab bohot excited hain. Unko kon btaye k wo kisi zinda lash ka birthday celebrate kar rahy hain. Meri zindagi toh tumhari saasein k sath hi ruk gayi thi.
Meri zindagi ki ronakein ussi din khatam ho gayi jis din tum mujhe chor kar gayi thi.
Pata hai, Naira, main uss pal mar jata hun jab main raat ko sony lagta hun aur woh khayal mere dimaag aa jata hai k main agli subha tumhe nai dekhun ga, tumhara chehra mujhe nai dikhe ga, kabhi nai dikhy ga. Main mar jata hun har uss pal jab main yeh sochta hun k mujhe tumhari hassi kabhi nai sunne ko mily gi.
Main asia kya karun k tum wapis aajao? Main jaanta hoon tum kabhi wapis nahi ao gi, main humari yaadon k saharee zindagi guzaar loon ga.
Tumhara ahsaas aj bhi hai, tumhari kushboo aj bhi hai meri saason mein. Aur issi ahsaas k sahare zindagi guzaar loon ga. Ab toh bas ussi din ka intezaar hai jab hum doobara milyn gy."

That's how he spent his all life with her memories, usse dur hoon lekin jab tak saasein chalein gi tab tak ussi ka rahun ga.

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Most of people might remember this scene from my story "Burning Hearts" I deleted that story but thought to post a scene from that book, it's one of my favorite scene.

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