Fanaa

"Dua karo ke main uss ke liye dua ho jaaun
Wo aik chehra jo dil ki dua sa lagta hai"

"Aj phir aik baar toot gaya hoon, aj phir aik baar usse toot ke chaha hai. Dil seene mein tha, ahsaas tab hua jab usko dekha. Usko dekha ke dekhta hi raha, na dil ka khayal aya na rooh ka gumaan hua, dono hi uss par haar gaya. Main andheron se ghira hua saya tha, woh chamak thi chaand ki. Uss chehre ne aik baar palat ke dekha tha, uska aik palatna meri har duaa ka zaroori hissa ban gaya. Uss ne muskara ke uss bache ko dekha tha, aur khush mera dil hua tha. Uske baad har duaa mein uss muskurahat ko maanga tha, jo hath kabhi duaa mein uthe nahi thi aj uski arziyan (Request) karte hain, jo sar kabhi khuda ke saamne nahi jhuka aj zamane ke samane jhuka ke dekh liya lekin duaa qubool na hui. Phir yeh bharam (believe)  bhi toot gaya ke wo meri thi, aj pata chala wo kisi ki bhi nahi thi, wo toh apni duniya ki hoor (Angel) thi, uski duniya roshan thi aur meri duniya mein andhere ke siwa kuch nahi tha. Usko apna bnana chaha lekin uska hath mere hath se phisal gaya, phir thaamne ki koshish ki aur iss baar usska saaya meri nazron se nikal gaya. Woh mere andhere ko roshni ban ke aayi, mere dard ka marham ban k aayi, mere junoon ki hadd ban kar aayi, meri saans ki wajah ban ke ayi, mere dil ki dhadkan ban ke aayi. Woh ayi tab jaane ka socha hi nahi, usko dil mein panah toh di, lekin uss dil ke tootne ka socha hi nahi, usse fitoor toh banaya, lekin uss fitoor mein fanaa hone ka socha hi nahi. Aj phir woh andhera chah gaya hai jo kabhi uski roshni mein gumm ho gaya tha. Aj phir woh sharab hai lekin mera nasha kho gaya hai. Aasmaan mein taare dekhe zaroor the, magar chamke jab uski nazar se rubaru huye the. Aankhein nam hain, saasein madham hain, dil zakhmi hai, rooh mar chuki hai."

"Hum to samjhe ke bhool gaye unko,
Kya hua aaj yeh kis baat par rona aagaya"

"Aik baar uska deedar hojaye, uske dur jaane ke liye hi kyun na ho, dil dukhi hi kyun na ho jaaye, lekin rooh ko sukoon aur aankhon ko thandak toh mil jaye. Socha tha woh naseeb mein ho gi, yeh bharam bhi toot hi gaya, hathon se woh ashq jo uske ishq mein likhe the, woh choot bhi gaye, aj hum aik baar phir se zinda mout mar hi gaye, aj hum phir se uski qurbat (nearness) mein fanaa ho hi gaye, fanaa ho hi gaye."

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It makes no sense but I was high on poetry feels so wrote it down, I hope you guys will like this.

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