'He was going to propose to me, I know he loves me alot but marriage' a smile crept upon her face of the thought. "What am I thinking it's over it's too late" she wiped a tear and left the house to divert her mind.

Evening

Naira room

“dad, did you guys reach ok?” that’s great, yes I’m fine  I just had dinner and now I’m heading to bed, goodnight I’ll call you tomorrow” she cut the phone and she heard a sound near her window. She jumped, she took a cricket bat, as someone got in..

“Hey?” she stopped when she saw the face. oh God you frightened the life out of me, what are you doing here Kartik?”

He was breathing heavily. “I had no, where else to go, can I stay the night here.. please?”

"um.. I don’t think that is a good idea" she said, nervously putting her long locks behind her ear.

“please Naira, if I don’t then maybe tomorrow you will find my dead body” she gasped.

“don’t say such a horrible things, you know how much that hurts me” she said stopping her voice from cracking looking down to avoid eye contact.  he saw her state.

“ok I’m sorry  please don’t cry jaan” he held her shoulders. She sniffed still looking down.

“but I’m in trouble, because I left dealing I just got a death threat” he blurted out. She looked up at him.

“oh god Kartik what am I thinking , of course you can stay here tonight, have you had dinner,  I can whip up something really quickly and ..
“shhh” he  pressed his index finger to her lips. “yes I have" their eyes locked briefly, but he didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable so he moved his finger away.

"Ahem, I just need to crash somewhere” she looked around.

“ok there is only my bed so.. next to me?” he nodded to her.

“ok thanks” he replied.

Now she felt self-conscious of her night shirt.

Her shirt 🙈

Its the only things she bought with her.
she decided to stop being silly and just get a grip. “ok umm you get changed I’ll keep the night light on” he nodded.

 with his shorts intact, he removed his t-shirt now he  was in just a vest. She pulled the bed covers open and  slipped underneath them then looked over at him, he just stood at the end of her bed “come” she called, he walked to the opposite side and got in next to her.

“good night” she said quickly and turned her back against him so she was facing the wall. “night” he said he closing his eyes. 'what a weird situation life threw at them they were  sharing a bed but can't be close like before...

“tum so gaye?” she asked, still facing her back to him.

"nai neend nahi aree” he replied, hearing that she turned to him.

"Mein sulati hu" she came close to him, and ran her fingers across his forehead, he started relaxing under her touch closing his lids.

"Accha lag raha hai?" He nodded

"Hmm Bahut" he replied she smiled looking at his face, her Kartik. 'Kitne cute ho mere mendak' she thought.
Then she lifted her head up and kissed his forehead, he held her hand as she did that. Then her eyes saw his lush inviting lips, Kartik could feel her presence, he opened his eyes in that very momentm his eyes fell on her soft pink parted lips. Reality hit her and she  stopped herself and came back to her side still facing him.

“so um after tonight where will you go?”  he turned to his side his body now completely turned to her.

“Naira I um..

"Haan bolo"

"Mein,woh" he didn't know how to tell her.

"Just tell na please what you want Mendak-"

"Naira I’ve decided to leave, for good!” he cut her and said what he needed to.

“kya, for good, as in I will never see you good?” he nodded.
“yeah, I have to,  I have to go far from here from everything, its for the best right?” she nodded.

“I guess so, will you just excuse me I need the um bathroom” she got up and walked to the bathroom, she felt like her world came crashing down, Kartik’s leaving, forever this is going to be the last time I will ever see him, all those times we spent together, gone just like that.

She felt the tears come fast and hard, she couldn’t control them, but she didn’t want to make it obvious but she couldn’t help it, all this time she was trying to be strong. She opened the door and went back in the room “Hey you ok?” he was sitting g up.  she nodded “hmm?”

(tut) “you’ve been crying I can see it” and that comment just made her cry again she turned away from him and wailed in her hands. He raced over to her

“oh jaan", he said hugging her from behind.

“Now listen to me, this will all be over, hmm?” she nodded not meeting his eyes.

“and you will go back to NYC, to your friends” he held her more closer. “you have nice friends right?” she nodded. “yeah”
“so you will enjoy your life again, you will have fun go collage, graduate and make your mum proud of you, I know you will” “ she held his hand, By then we will be a distant memory” he kissed the back off her head.  

“come” he held her hand and led her to the bed, tucked her in like a child. And she turned to him waiting for him to continue.

“graduate and then you will fall madly in love with some guy that can give you everything I can’t, she turned around and faced the wall, sobbing her eyes out. He rubbed her back  “and listen he will be successful, and he will marry you, and you will have his babies, and live happily, come on Naira please don’t cry, do this for me, you will fall in love again and you will be happy with a guy that isn’t me yes?.” She turned back and faced him her eyes red and pain consuming her she saw his eyes moist too.

“No, no, no! I want you to be that guy, I don’t want anyone else, I want you, just you always!” she came close to him, “only you” she whispered on his lips, before capturing them, that action of hers made him weak and he gave in  “I too want that I can’t imagine tomorrow without you jaan” he said rubbing  her up and down,. she held the side of his face whilst she leaned in and kissed him again, she came close and took his bottom lip into her mouth, the kisses got deep and passionate, he sucked softly sucked her tongue, both of them crashing on the bed.  She climbed on top of him, and began to kiss his bare shoulder and chest. He sighed in pleasure when her mouth pressed on his chest, his hands held her securely on top of him, then he sat up, her legs wrapped around his waist, making him very aroused,  their mouths glued to each other sharing open mouth, deep wet kisses.  He began to unbutton her shirt, seeing her female globes he smiled, “their so beautiful she blushed.  he lowered his lips to them, and kissed and sucked them, making her moan in pleasure, her hands tangled in his hair enjoying his actions, . Their lips met again they were swept in passion. She came close to his ear and whispered. “Make love to me” his eyes widened making him alert of his surroundings. He couldn’t be selfish, he had to stop her, it was hard when she constantly caressed his neck with her mouth. “Naira” he called and she stopped and faced him “I can’t do that”
“what?” she was shocked by his answer.
“I can’t be selfish and be that intimate with you knowing I will be leaving you tomorrow”. He pushed her off and walked away to the back  of the bed.  She closed her shirt, feeling dejected. “Selfish? no right now you are being that.

“excuse me?” he turned to find he standing behind him.

“yeah you say you love me and yet you won’t  make me your completely”

“Listen I won’t be in your life after today, you really want us to take that step? trust me if I do, then I don’t know if  I will be able to leave you”

“Then don’t “ she held his face. “we can deal with this another way you don’t have to leave, I can talk to papa and ..

“Listen to yourself!”  he removed her hands, “This is crazy I should go, your right this was a bad idea!” he said taking his tshirt. He was about to take it but he  could hear little gasps she was crying again, he turned around,

“Hey please don’t cry, I can’t bare to see you like this, please he cupped her chin.

“this is already hard enough," his tone was soft and gentle. She nodded knowing he was right.

“I guess this is it then.” Her face was red from tears not really registering anything in her mind.

“I won’t kiss you , I don’t want to give you false hope of anything.” Her head was spinning she was beyond puzzled, she wanted to stop him but she didn’t know what to do. He took his stuff and went to the open window.  
“Will you really be fine walking away from what we had!?” she said with strength in her tone. he stopped. She took a step forward.

“ Letting someone else touch me that isn’t you?” he froze at her words.

“share someone else’s  bed that is not yours?"

“ Stop it!” he said not wanting to hear anymore, she walked closer.

“marry someone that isn’t you.  He sighed. He was hating every bit of what she was saying, it was really making him angry and sad and she could see it in his body language. She came closer to him,
M- make  love with someone else. She placed her hand on his. “you will really be fine with that Kartik, then go” He felt her hand on his, and he turned his face to her.  
“No of course I’m not ok with it your mine, he said putting his bag down. Their eyes met,  their hands touched, fingers knotted.
“Kartik, i can’t even think about the future if your not in it”  
“Me either” he finally admitted. “I love you so much” he said in a soft tone, his eyes softened and he kissed her lips, making it clear that he wanted to be with her just as much as she did. “I don’t know what tomorrow brings but you are the love of my life, my soulmate” he said touching his forehead to her, cushioning her head with his palm, she closed her eyes, putting her hand on his chest.
“I won’t love anyone else the way I love you Kartik” their eyes locked, she kissed his lips.
“I feel the same way, Naira this might be our last time together I just can’t bare to be apart from you.”
“me too I can’t either” she said getting teary again.
“and  if anyone is going to marry you then it will be me” He pulled her forward and gave her a searing kiss, their lips met in the most passionate kisses, she removed his vest, and he did the same with her shirt, their mouths slowly exploring each inch of each other’s skin, worshipping each other’s naked upper forms. He lifted her up in his arms and into her bed, she felt so safe with him instantly comfortable being semi naked with him.

He placed her in bed and got on top gently, placing his palms on both sides of her bare shoulders.

“are you sure about this I know its your first time” she blinked lost in a thought..

“ um can I ask you a question?” he nodded  

“of course jaan anything.”

“The girls you have been with were in love with any of them?” she asked looking into his dark mysterious orbs. He smiled softly.

“the only girl I’ve ever loved, well I’m looking at her right now” he kissed her forehead, and she blushed under him.

“that’s why I didn’t want us to take this step just yet, I wanted it to be special for you, a big deal with romance,” she nodded understanding  his thoughts.

“ok if it means that much to you then we won’t go any further, I will wait for when that time comes. She nodded to him.

“yeah” he replied. Not being able to leave her beautiful form she felt so good under him  their chests rubbing.

“ok?” .. I mean yes ok." He nodded getting off her, she sat up and slipped her shirt back on, he left his off.

 “so um shall we sleep now?” she asked to which  he nodded fast

“yeah but first I need the bathroom be right back."  He raced to hide something from her his pants very obvious bulge.  He was in a need of a cold shower because it was becoming too hot in the room with her. He held the edge of the sink with his head down just thinking… Naira was in the same situation she had to leave the room, she raced down in just her night shirt and headed to the kitchen, she grabbed a glass of cold water, she tried to calm her self away from how good she felt when touched her everywhere, how his mouth felt on her most vulnerable places, she blushed at what just happened. She  went back upstairs, she drank the water fast  as she gathered her thoughts.  She turned around to find him standing close behind her. Now he couldn’t think straight all he knew was that he wanted her more than anything, his body was yearning for hers to seek that pure love and for their souls to become one, their hearts so close that they would be beating the same rhythm when they would be making love.

“do you want some” she offered  he nodded, she looked so sexy and hot in that night shirt. 

“I sure would” and held her face and sucked the water droplets off her lips sensually, their lips met through that, her palms fell flat on each of his pecs, she moaned feeling his hands on her butt as the kiss grew, she was lost in the kiss, encircling his neck with her hands. She needed to speak so reluctantly broke the kiss.

“you know for someone who wants to wait not your not making it easy  baby ” she said in a soft breath. “then let’s not wait I love you and you love me, that’s all that matters” their eyes locked passionately.

That's it guys duno if I wrote this part good or not.. show me your love if you liked it 🙂  also what do you think happens next? 🙈 a twist in next chappy.