"Dhairya Mahadev aur saadhna maa gauri jaisi

Kailash par aarambh hui katha ek adhbuth aisi

"Tumhe kya lag raha hai yeh hum kar rahe hai? Humari kahani likhi huyi hai, aur uss kahani ko yeh duniya kya, yeh duniya ke log kya, hum khud bhi nahi badal sakte"

(Translation:- What did you think, that this is all of our doings? Our story is already written, and that story cannot be altered by us let alone this world and it's people)

"Yeh duniya utni achi nahi hai Krithikesh jitna tum isse samjh rahe ho, hum iss duniya ko pyaar se nahi badal sakte"

(Translation:- This world is not as good as you think it is Krithikesh, we can't change this world with love)

"Mera pyaar bhi utna kamzor nahi hai shivanshi jitna tum jaanti ho, aur iss nafrat ko aur iss duniya ko pyaar ke alawa aur kuch sahi nahi kar sakta"

(Translation:- And my love is also not as weak as you believe Shivanshi, and this hatred and cruelity and evilness of this world can only be cured by True and Pure Love)

Shivanshi closed her eyes and fell in Krithikesh's Arms.

"Shivanshi" I yelled jerking up on my bed, as soon as her eyes closed my eyes opened.

This dream.... I have to get rid of this.......I have to find her.........I can't afford anything happening to her.

I took my phone from the night stand and called the only person I trust, my best friend or if I may say, my brother Shuban.

"Haanji bhaiya" He answer after 2 rings, his voice still sleepy, he is literally the best brother I could have asked for, I never want another brother no matter how stupid this one might act at somedays

(Translation:- Yes Brother)

"Shivanshi ke baare mai koi jaankari mili aapko?"

(Translation:- Did you get any information about Shivanshi?)

"Shrimann Kesh king ji Prathkaal ke 4 baj rahe hai, Kripya aap apni Shivanshi ki khooj swayam jaari rakhe aur humari nidra mai vighn na daale"

(Translation:- Mr. Kesh king (Krithikesh's nickname given by Shuban) It's 4 in the morning, please find your shivanshi on your own and don't disturb my sleep)

"Toh aap humare saath humare mastik ka santolan bigdhane ke liye aaye hai bandage mohday?"

(Translation:- Then have you came with me to disturb my sanity,Mr. Bandage (Shuban's Nickname given by Krithikesh))

"Brathashree, aap apna yog aur pranayam prarambh kijiye hum sheegrah hi waha upastit honge" he said and cut the call

(Translation:- Brother, Please start with your yoga and daily chores, I will be there soon)

I started with my meditation and was chanting

"ॐ भूर्भुवः स्वः

तत्स॑वि॒तुर्वरे॑ण्यं॒

भर्गो॑ दे॒वस्य॑ धीमहि।

धियो॒ यो नः॑ प्रचो॒दया॑त्॥ "

(Translation:- We meditate on the glory of the creator, the luminous God, who is present in the earth, earth and heaven. May the glory of God inspire our intellect to move towards the right path.)

When Shuban came shouting

"Bhaiya,Bhaiya,Bhaiyaaaaaaaaaaa"

"Hum yaha hai" I said slowing opening my eyes

(Translation:- I am here)

He came in my room and kneeled next to me and caught his breath

"Bhaiya"

"Bhaiya"

"Aage kahenge aap?"

(Translation:- Will you proceed further?)

"Bhaiya shivanshi ke baare mai kuch jaankari milli hai"

(Translation:- Brother, I have found some information about Shivanshi)

It was the last year of my school. I was having my lunch with my siblings Govind and Krshnavi (not the one by blood but by heart). They were talking something about their guitar classes.

"You know last time I was practicing this song on my guitar and this girl comes to me and literally was like continously appreciating me, I mean I know I am good but you can stop buttering me"

"Oh come on, you are not the only one whose good at it, have you forgotten, last time I scored a 98 while you scored a 97"

"That was just once and you know it, stop bragging about it"

"Yes govind plays really nice guitar to flatter all the girls around him"

I tried to say something in between but Govind ignored me and left. It was kind of disrespectful but he has been angry with me ever since he has got to know that I am leaving the city after 12th and it was planned very earlier and he was the last one to know.

We have basically grew up together. We are neighbours, who went to school together, had share all the ups and downs of life and he was upset I didn't tell him about this or asked for his opinion on this, but this is the best for me and I have to do it and he is too attached to me to let me go. His anger and this distance is killing me but I am sure I will pacify him soon.

"It's ok shivu, he will come around" Krshnavi placed her hand on my shoulder and brought me out of my own thoughts

"I know krshu, but it's really hard seeing him like this, I know he is hurting himself more than me in this process"

Days went by with me trying to talk to him and him ignoring me everytime.

One day we had to do a project for science exbition and he was literally talking to me through Krshnavi like

"Krshu tell your sister to focus on the project instead of talking" when I was trying to apologize to him and make him understand my concern

I was on a call with Gurpreet di and telling her about all this and she said

"Chotu, don't worry about him, we all know how he is, soda jaisa gussa hai uska aata bhi jaldi hai aur jata bhi jaldi hai, theek ho jayega woh"

"Lekin biddu, it's been almost three months and his behaviour is still the same"

"Because you are continously telling him again again again why he is angry with you, you are trying to justify your thinking but that's not what he needs, he just needs his alone time and he will be back to his didushree, got it"

"Hmm"

"And meanwhile, you have your chutku and your biddu, right?"

"Yeah"

"Now don't be sad, tell me about how is the packing going and have you prepared everything to come here?"

And then I excitedly told her about everything and we discussed what all we are going to do when I reach there.

Gurpreet di is basically my senior who would have been my husband if she was not a girl, she understands me like no other and knows the exact words to say to make my mood lighten up and she is gonna be my roommate there which is gonna make my college life all the more fun.

These three are my literal pillars and I just want govind to come around soon so I can be fully happy because without him my happiness is always gonna be incomplete.