Kai's POV

It is lunch time, finally! I just had English with Mr Blair and to say I was over house when the bell went would be an understatement, I hate Mr Blair and I hate English so it's a pretty bad combination, in fact the only thing I hate more than English is probably my parents but it's cutting it tight. Mr Blair is so mean, he picks on me and humiliate's me in front of the class, he loves the smart people you know all the nerds and geniuses but when it comes to people like me, the ones with ADHD (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder) and dyslexia and shit he just is horrid. Sometimes I'm thankful that my parents are so harsh it makes the helps from other less startling, like my senses have been numbed.

The stairs are cramped as usual with everyone rushing down them and pushing passed me to trying and get into the lunch ques before they become impossibly long and take up your entire lunch time waiting to see if the food is edible or not. Quiet often not in most people's eyes, but for me and Nya school food is heaven it's so much nicer than any scraps we get at home that our parents don't want of is getting sold for half of at the shops because it's past its well by date. Whenever we find any spare change we will by some lunch or out it into our saving which we are helping for if we ever need it. Just incase. 

My arms hurt as people bump into me and push past me but I don't let my pain show. Pain is weak and you can't show weakness because your a man. One of my father's favourite sayings, so I keep my head up and keep smiling because maybe if I can cool everyone else then maybe just maybe include cool myself. Maybe one day I could at least think that in was truly happy even for a moment, just one moment. 

 "Hey Kai, over here!" A pale blonde boy shouts out across the lunch hall, beckoning me to come and sit with him. I smile and quicken my pace slightly, just enough so people now that I am heading somewhere and I am not in the mood for small talk but not to much so that I look uncool or nerdy.  What can I say being popular is a full time job, it's not as easy as it looks, trust me I know.

I sit down with Lloyd as we wait for cole and Jay to join us. "Surprised you aren't in detention yet" I say to Lloyd as I rarely see him at lunch or straight after school did to all the detentions he has been getting lately. He used to be a model student but then he started acting out, I know something is going on but he won't admit it and I'm worried about him. "Yeah well teachers can't give detention first day back so I'm all good today" he said plastering an obviously take smile over his face. Lloyd unlike me was not so good at taking emotions his face is way to expressive, his apology eyes alone just give everything away but they have been getting less and less joyful and more stress and anxious. Lloyd is my little brother even though we are the same age he will always be my little brother by heart of not blood and I would have to see him hurt I just hope everything will be ok.

Sorry this is so short and I know I am not online a lot right now but I'll try update more xx