A person was completely broken from inside at 8 o'clock in in night, she returned from office and entered into the house, which used to be filled with laughter of two life's, their care, love, concern, emotions for each other all were captured into this house now all the house is now more deserted (suuna), she entered into the house with a complete silence she saw the picture hanging on the wall, in that picture a person was smiling she stood in front of the picture and.. started.. accusing herself.

"aaj... sab tek ho gaya hai main... humesha se chahti thi ki mujhe sab yaad aajaye mera ateet, bachpan sab kuch main sab kuch jaan saku aapni zindagi ke bare mein bina koi meri kitaab ka panna khoye par uske liye.. (with a pause).. i..tni... b..adi kimat... kyu?... itna ruth gaye tum mujhse haan ek mahine tumhare toofan mail bulane par jawab nahi diya to phir kabhi toofan mail bulaoge hi nhi bolo na.. kuch tu... (tears made their way).. bas ek baar... gussa kar leta ki.. "Manvi.. tum mujhe bhool kaise sakti ho" arrey doctor ne kaha... ki use stress ho sakta hai... toh tum maan.. gaye haan? Tumhare yaad aane se stress kaise ho sakta hai.. mujhe... han? Bolo Aarav.. bolo wada... (taking of the picture) toh m..aine... kiya tha na ki.. maut tum tak aane se pehle mujhse hokar guzarna hoga aur tumne mera.. wada tootne diya... mujhe hata kar.. khud maut.. ke pass chale gaye (Tears fall on the picture... )

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jate hain

Beetey lamhe hamein jab bhi yaad atey hain

kyu? Kiya aisa Aarav.. kyu? Tumhari Manvi toh... kho hi gayi thi toh pura khone dete na... aur upar wale ko bhi dekh kitna aacha tohfa diya... mujhe main bhool chuki thi apni jaan ko toh phir se yaad kyu dilwaya... wo bhi tab jab meri jaan mujhse... chin chuki hai.... Isse toh acha tha.. puri zindagi bhool kar hi.. nahi nahi.. Aarav ko uski Manvi... yaa nhi nahi karte aise mein... wo toh kahi bhi khush nahi reh pata... hain na.. Aarav... tumne bhi toh nahi socha mere bare mein chal pade akele.. jaana hi tha toh mujhe bhi apne saath le kar jaate Aarav lekar jaate ab main.. kisse gussa karungi, kisko dantungi bolo kisko kahungi Aarav mat khao itna kuch mere liye bhi chod do. (painful smile with tears)...

Chand lamhat ke waste hi sahih

Muskura ker mili thi mujhe zindagi

Teri aghosh mein din they mere cutey

teri bahon mein thi meri yaad catin

Aj bhi jab wo pal mujh ko yaad atey hian

Dil se sare ghumon ko bhula jatey hian

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jate hain

Beetey lamhe hamein jab bhi yaad atey hain

kaun mujhe mere ruthne par manayega ab.. yeh ghar... dekho kabhi tumhari hasi ki kilkariyon se gunjta tha.. aaj.. iss ghar mein kuch nahi hai.. bilkul virana ho gaya hai.. yeh ghar... mere pass jeene ki koi wajah nahi hai koi wajah nahi hai tum mere saath nahi ho bas tumhari wo kadwi yaadein hai.. khosti hu uss din ko.. jis din tum mujhe akela chod kar gaye khosti hoon khud ko.. apni iss.. bhulne ki beemari ko.. khud par gussa aata hai office mein jaati hoon toh wo.. table jahan tum kabhi baitha karte they.. aaj bas tumhari yaadein hai... aur kuch nahi Maine ek baar bhi waha mudkar nahi dekha... kyuki tumhari yaad.. mujhe aayegi tumhara chehra... mujhe dikhega mai.. sab pal phirse jeena.. chahti hoon jo shayad.. mumkin nahi hai... kyuki tum waha chale gaye ho.. jaha se koi laut kar nahi aata.. koi bhi nahi... tum bhi wahi chala gaya... kyu?..

the window were opening. The wind was blowing into the house, resulting in fall of picture on the... desk and glass breaking sound alerts Manvi who was talking to the figure in the picture, she went closes the window and starts picking the photo frame she turns it around... it was picture of her and Aarav's

She wipes of the broken pieces of glass from the picture to view it clearly... and tears falls on the face of Aarav's picture today no body was here to wipe them all this while her hand started to bleed small piece of glass made a big cut she did not felt any pain, as this pain is nothing compared to pain she is going through now....

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jate hain

Beetey lamhe hamein jab bhi yaad atey hain

Mere kandhe pe sir ko jukhana tera

Mere sene mein khud ko chupana tera

A ke meri panhaon mein shamo seher

Kanch ki tarah wo toot jana tera

Aj bhi jab wo manzer nazar aatey hian

Dil ki vernainon ko mita jatey hain

Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jate hain

Beetey lamhe hamein jab bhi yaad atey hain

She speaks "dekho Aarav ab toh... mujh mein koi jaan nahi hai koi dard nahi hota mujhe.. koi dard nahi bas... main zinda hoon toh sirf tumhari yaadon ke saath aur kuch nahi iss ghar ke ek ek kaune mein tum baste ho... tumhari yaadein basti hai... aur kuch nahi main... aaj akeli, tanah ho gayi hu... bilkul akeli she sits their itself.. leaning against the desk, placing Aarav's picture close to her heart with continuous.. tears following down the memories hunting him.

"toofan mail hatoo..."

"Manvi... Mein Aarav.."

"dekhna Manvi ek din.. main tumse itna door chala jaunga... ki tumhare lakh pukarne par bhi nahi aaunga... "

"arey tum kyu sochti ho tumhari yeah bimari tumhe kamzor karegi mein hu na... tumhe kabhi kuch bhulne ke wajah se kamjoor nahi pedne dunga"

"nahi.. Manvi.. tum bhale hi mujhe bhool gayi main tumhe nahi bhul sakta... kuch nahi... bhul sakta marte dum tak nahi"

"kya hogaya hai tumhe Manvi tum mujhe bhul gayi aapne Aarav ko"

"toofan mail kehene par.. jawab nahi diya.. tumne.. Manvi"

She opens her eyes..."nahi Aarav.. main tumhe kabhi nahi bhul sakti hoon kabhi nhi ab kaun mujhe pyaar se toofan mail bulayega... kaun... sahi kaha tha tumne.. ek din tum mujhse.. itne door chale jaogey.. ki.. chah kar bhi nahi wapas aa sakte... kyu? Kiya mere saath aisa... kyu? Aise.. akele.. jeene se toh mujhe wahi marne diya hota kam se kam tumhari maut ka bojh toh nahi hota... mere sar par saari galti meri iss amnesia ki bimari ki hai khud par gussa aa raha hai... aaj mujhe sab yaad hai toh meri.. pyaari chez.. mere saath nahi hai... nahi hai mere saath kho gaye ho tum Aarav"

"sir... aap jhooth keh rahe hai na... Aarav mujhe aise akele chod kar nahi jaa sakta, saath jeene marne ki kasam khayi thi.. humne..."

Manvi had tears nonstop.. tanha chod chale tum mujhe inn muskil raho mein Aarav... tumhare bina main koi bhi nadi par nahi kar paungi har muskil ghadi mein mera haath thamne wale tum ho jo.. ab kiske seene mein main sar rakh kar royu? Kiske sine par... meri tabiyat bigadne par tum pareshan ho jate they raat raat bhar mere liye jagte they meri laparwahi par.. mujhe daantna sab"

"Manvi tumhari dawai... lelo warna... mujhse bura koi nahi hoga"

"Manvi itni laparwahi... hadh hai... aur bheego barish mein"

Tumhari jagah koi nahi le sakta.. koi bhi tumhari kami ko puri nahi kar sakta... Aarav.. koi bhi nahi... (heartbroken) she gets up, keeps the picture back and moves to Aarav's room, which she had not come in since Aarav left, After the incident... first time... she entered into his room, she opens his cabinet looking at the clothes hanging inside she was touching each and every cloth to feel him. She was seeing Aarav in each and every corner of the room as soon as she tries to touches it the image disappears.. from there and Manvi getting the reality... it is all his imagination she sees a diary present, The diary was dark blue in colour.... Manvi took the diary out closed the cabinet she sat on the bed... opened the first page of it written... Aarav the name.. itself had different feeling. Manvi gave a painful smile, she flipped the page and started reading the life of Aarav...

To be continued..

Lemme run before I am attacked..😜