Hinata didn't attend the rest of the school day, instead he ran home. Ignoring anything he came across, he knew his mum wouldn't be home, she was too busy out getting drunk with friends again whilst his sister was still at nursery and to go stay over at a friends afterwards. 

He was all alone.
It was perfect.

He slammed the door shut behind himself and ran up to his room so he could cry without worrying about any surprise visits, locking the door behind him he slid down onto the floor. Images of Kageyama flooded his mind, memories of the two of them having fun being shoved aside by thoughts of Kageyama and Kiyoko.

Kiyoko holding Kageyamas hand as they walked along.
Kageyamas arm over her shoulder as she leant on him.
Kissing round a corner.
Eating at lunch.
Disappearing together.

Everyone congratulating the two of them on their relationship.
Tanaka and Nishinoya were both obviously envious of it, yet they were still happy for them.
So why couldn't Hinata be?

He felt his lungs tighten as he gasped for air whilst crying, his tears pouring down harder than before as he wailed.

He wanted to hate Kyoko for stealing Kageyama from him, but how could he?
Kyoko was such an angel..always smiling, happy and quiet. Just how anyone would want a pretty girl. Quiet with their opinions to themself, just obeying everything.

But he knew that wasn't how Kyoko was, he knew why Kageyama and everyone fell for her.

She was strong, fierce, thoughtful, smart, gorgeous- she was amazing.
Everything Hinata wasn't.

Hinata didn't know how long he had been crying, and nor did he care. He just wanted to disappear, forever.

His sister didn't need him, his mother hated him- blamed him for the death of her husband, his father.
He almost had everything planned out-
But then he remembered volleyball, how he was their 'tiny giant', how they needed his spikes to win the games.

Tsukkishima and Tanaka.

He kept thinking over it and it just made sense. They were both perfect setters, it wouldn't be a problem teaching either of them how he did it.

So that was his plan, teach Tsukkishima or Tanaka how to spike serves like he did. Then he'd be free to leave, not a trace of him left. With no purpose left in this world for him, there was no point in sticking around.

He'd just be a waste of space.