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N A N D I N I

Helllo,  How are you all?
Did you guys recognize me? Ahah! I think you all didn't,  Okay so let me introduce you all to myself,  this is
" The Nandini Murthy "

who's writing, piece's of her hearts in her diary, it's become my habit to pen down my days, you tend to write more, when you don't want people to know about your pain.

But, this Nandini Murthy is not the Nandini Murthy, y'all knew, this Nandini Murthy is rebellious, confident and a bad bitch to people who deserve it.
This Nandini Murthy is the one, who would tear you apart in two pieces,  if you try to hurt her or the one who is the reason of her every breath.

When i joint Space,  i was a  really naive, fool, stupid girl who fell in love with a monster, i hate him. I hate myself for loving him so much. I loved him only to get destroyed. He burnt me alive, when he did, what he did.

But he gave me a beautiful reason to live. My baby, If she wouldn't have been there.  I would have not been alive.
Yes, he gave me my Ifra.

You know what Ifra means?
Ifra means a person who spreads happiness. My baby is such a pure hearted angel.  She spreads happiness wherever she goes, when she was born, that was the first time when i felt happy, after months, that's the reason why i named her Ifra. 

That moment was blissful when i held her for the first time. She was so soft, just like cotton. I was afraid to take her in my arms for the first time.
There was no one to guide me, how to take care of a baby, how to feed, how to give her bath, but as it's said time teaches you everything, Timeo taught me alot of things.

I told you all right that she is going to have chubby cheeks just like me, and see my instincts proved right.
But a baby receives genes of both mother and father, so yes she has pointed nose just like Manik.

And what makes me remember Manik, the most, is that mole on her face just above her lips. You can't even imagine how beautiful she looks with that mole on her white skin.

My ifra is my flesh, she is my happiness, my life, my soul.
One scratch on her baby soft skin and i wouldn't hesitate ruining that person's whole life.

It has been 3 and a half years since i ran away,  I'm known all over the world now, I did it.
As i promised Nandini Murthy is the strongest. I proved it.

I proved it, that a single mother can take care of her baby very well.

My fans get crazy, whenever they hear my name. But they haven't seen my face yet.
You know why, because i don't want anyone to know about my identity, I want this to be a secret, my secret, wherever I went, music came running back to me.

Whenever i come on the stage to perform, I always have some kind of mask on my face, due to which I have been able to keep my identity a secret.

How people came to know about me, how i gained popularity, how I managed to pull everything off, I know so many questions are probably having a marathon in your mind, but that's a long story, I wouldn't like to talk about it now.

Yes i am famous with the name " Secret Sunshine "
the fans were getting crazy to know my name,  so i just whispered Secret Sunshine and they accepted it to be my identity.
But this all wasn't easy, not at all easy, easy word would put shame to my struggles.

I am not in contact with my family. I miss amms, chachi, chacha. My first baby, my Rishu.

I and Ifra are happy together. we Don't need anyone in our lives.  She is the best thing ever happened to me, she is hell possessive and protective about me lol. She doesn't know who her Father is.

She literally cries to know about him, I know she wants to know about her father, where her father was, but i just simply reply,  that he is in some another country working and once he gets free he will return back and bring lots of chocolates and gifts for her.

She's just a baby, she wouldn't understand whatever happened, I didn't want to put her little brains into stress, she deserves a normal childhood, and also, I don't want her to hate her dad.

I own a music company
( IMW) Ifra Music World.

i don't talk with anyone except for my Ifra, and with some business delegates.

I am proud of whatever i have accomplished. I know i have promised Amms that i would return back when i get successful, but i also know the pros and cons of it, it'd break me into pieces once again, and I am not ready for it.

And lastly moving to fab 5, i hate them, literally, I have heard that they are also touching high skies.
I Blessed Manik to get successful before running from Space and i think Aiyappa granted my wish.

I had seen some of the magazines which had fab5's pictures.  Actually it was a short magazine related to fab5's life. For the fans to know more about their peronal lives.

This information was provided to me by my receptionist.
Who is a crazy fab 5 fan.
The magazine read that
" Navya Naveli is Cabir Dhawan's wife and Ahaan Dhawan is their son "

The next information was
" The Tom boy Mukti finally found the love of her life, Abhimanyu Thakkar "

Woah, that's shocking, but i was happy, knowing Abhi was all fine.

The third information was rofl " Manik Malhotra and Alia Saxna to be lovers "
wow that's a good piece of information.

" And about Dhruv he was single trying to find his soul mate "

Wow they are sooo happy after destroying my life, piece of shitty and selfish people. And Navya, she freaking back stabbed me. This taught me, how you should never ever expect anything from anyone.

But it's good to have no friends rather than having selfish friends, and cabir my jolly brother,  what did he do? He also let me leave?
Aha! Group of selfish morons.

I continued to write my diary, but a cry caught my ears.

I ran back to her.

" Shhh! Shhh! Bas baby, Mumma aa gayi hai, stop crying jaan, Mamma's so sorry for not being beside you "

Ifra has a habit to wake up after i call her, she wakes up to my voice, today she didn't see me beside her, so she got frightened.

I immediately took Ifra in my arms.

" Mamma "
Ifra mewed adorably, melting my heart.

" Jii meri jaan, aapki mamma " saying this i sat on the bed and took Ifra on my laps.

" What happened to my
Adora? "
Adora is Ifra's pet name, because she's literally a goof ball, so adorable always.

" My Mamma "
ifra was hicupped.

" Yes baby your mumma, shh shh stop crying jaan, bas mera baccha "

But Ifra kept crying, i understood that Ifra must be hungry so i  attached ifra to my buds, covered her properly ,increased the ac temperature and started caressing her hair.

Suddenly tufy one of our house help, knocked the door, i permitted her to enter.

" Tufy didn't i ask you to take care of Adora? And call me when she cries?  Because of you she cried so much. You know how she is, i am not going to forgive you for this. You are fired! "
Tufy looked scared. But she knows how it goes, everyone knew how strict i was when it came to Ifra.

" Ma'am! I am sorry. It's just that, i had to use the washroom. "
She was just giving excuses now.

" No Tufy, nothing is more important than my baby. You could've informed me, i would've came back, i warned you all, one tear drop from her eyes, and you'd be fired.
Out now "
They knew, how careful i was, in Ifra's case, she could've asked another help to call me, and i would've immediately rushed back, but, she chose to leave Ifra alone, all by herself.

Tufy knew there was no point in arguing as i  was very angry.
Bowing her head she left the room.

I never let anybody but myself take care of Ifra, I've always given her all my love, it's only times like these, when i have some work, and only when she's sleeping, i let someone sit beside her to guard her, while i work.

I only have Ifra, who i can call mine in the whole world, and someone trying to even unintentionally hurt her, makes me lose my mind, and this Nandini, she's changed, she can't take people's bullshit for no reason.

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