Minsung
Warning includes eating disorder and depression.
Jisung felt alone, he felt left out. He felt as if no one cared about him. At the dorms he would always be alone watching the others members play, fight and have fun. He felt worthless and useless. Every night he would cry himself to sleep and sometimes he wouldn't even sleep. He felt disgusted of himself on how he looked and how he liked one of his member that probably thinks of him as a little brother. He was always overworking himself. Keep on practicing until he passed out or his legs give up. He thinks he is not good enough as the other members. He envied his crush. He was good at everything dancing, singing and rapping. He was also very attractive. His crush was Minho. He wished he was good as Minho. He had got very self conscious since he joined the group he got even more conscious when he hears his fans saying how fat he is and that he looks like a squirrel with fat cheeks. He actually believed them. He started to miss meals and sometimes he would eat only to throw it up. He didn't want to be a burden to the group. The members did not realise this until they found Jisung passed out on the floor of their dance room. The members were so worried he looked so pale. As Minho lifted Jisung up from the floor he realised how fragile Jisung is. Minho cringed at the feeling of Jisung's bones. The members felt so awful and guilty that they didn't realise Jisung wasn't eating. The members bought him home and Minho laid Jisung on his bed. Minho sat down beside him and moved his hair to aside and touched his cheeks that used to be fluffy. Minho caressed Jisung's face as he quietly spoke
"Seung~ie hyung is sorry he didn't realise that you were hurting and struggling. Why didn't you tell us? You know we could of helped you if you didn't want to tell everyone you could of told me I wouldn't of judged. You look so thin. Your beautiful fluffy cheeks are no longer there. I don't know what you are going though but please eat I can't see you like this. I can't see the only person I love hurting."
Minho didn't realise tears were falling from his eyes he wiped them away and saw Jisung who's face were covered with tears.
"Did you hear everything I said." Minho asked.
Jisung could only nod as he was shocked.
"H-hyung do you really like me or are you just saying that." Jisung asked with a worried expression. Minho leaned down and placed a light kiss on Jisung's forehead which made Jisung's cheeks turn red.
"Jisung I love you so much." Minho reassured Jisung and then wiped the tears on his lovers face. Jisung had never felt this happy in his whole entire life he wishes it is true and not just a dream. Jisung tapped Minho and asked if they could cuddle as he felt cold. Minho smiled at Jisung and said you don't even need to ask. Jisung moved up and Minho laid right next to him. Minho pulled Jisung closer and played with his hair to calm him down as his heart was beating so fast that Minho could feel it.
"Baby promise me you will start eating and tell me when you feel sad or unwanted." Minho said.
"Promise hyung." Jisung said. This made Minho smile.
"Baby I love you for who you are. I love your fluffy cheeks, your beautiful eyes, your button nose and your hot body. I love every piece of you. I want you to be who you are. I love how you can be cute without realising. I want you to know that I will love you no matter what. You are my little squirrel." Minho said. You could see how sincere he was. Jisung was full of happiness. Jisung slightly pouted and looked at Minho. At first Minho didn't understand why he was pouting and then he worked out that he wants a kiss. Minho laughed and gave Jisung a kiss on his pink puffy lips.
They both looked so happy in each other's arm and Minho was determined to make Jisung love himself.
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A/N ~ I had another media test and I ended up writing after I had done the test. I wrote more then I usually write so I am happy. I was just daydreaming and this idea came to my head. I love squirrels 🐿.
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