Hi, my favorite slothies!!!!!! How are you all???? I hope you are doing fine and having so much fun... I disappeared for a long time I guess!!!! I have so many things happening around me and I have no one to talk about my problems!!!! So, I am struggling with my emotions.... It's really hard guys!!! Adulting is hard!!!! I am so much in pain..... I am fighting with my inner demons trying to get out of those vicious whispers they do in my ear........ They told me to die...... They told me I am not good enough!!!! I am a burden to my parents!!! I just wasted their money!!!! I am good for nothing!!!!!!

But I am giving up!!!! Not now!!!! I can't give up!!!!!! I am going through so much mental stress because of this admission process!!! Now, I understand why the students tries to commit suicide after the admission test in our country.....

I am trying to survive!!! I hope I will survive!!!! I have to!!!!!

Aish!!!! I am talking about so many negative things when it's supposed to be celebration.....

THANK YOU FOR 2K FOLLOWERS!!!!!!!! WE ARE NOW A FAMILY OF 2K AND WITH OUR SEVEN HANDSOME BOYS!!!!!!!

LET'S HOPE TO HIT 5K FOLLOWERS!!! WHAT DID YOU SAY???????😁😁😁😁

I wanted to share something with you!!!!! I don't know how you will take it!!! I need every one of your opinion in this!!!! Please comment what you think about it!!!!!

So, it's about the last night!!!!! I fall asleep around 1.35 am because of stress I slept late...... I don't believe in ghosts or vengeful spirits!!!! I don't believe in paranormal activities.... Since I am Muslim, I do believe in jinn( not Kim Seokjin) and Satan..... For those who don't know what Jinn is actually it's like a spirit who lives among us... There's a good jinn and some bad jinn...... So, what happened is, in south Asia, right now it's the hottest summer is going on..... So, in night, I decided to take off my clothes and fall asleep by wearing blankets with AC on..... So, after I fall asleep, I don't know what happened but suddenly I started to feel like my hands are caught by someone and my legs too.... Someone is hovering over me from my back side since I am sleeping my face on the pillow that way...... It's so heavy.... My breathing so struck!!!!! Suddenly I started to feel like someone is touching my body in a really inappropriate way..... I am trying to move but I can't move.... Feels like I am paralyzed!!!!! I can't scream..... Not a word coming out.... Suddenly, I heard a really weird sinister voice telling me that ," oh, you didn't wear the clothes just like before huh?!!!" And you know what's more shocking..... It's sound like my mother's voice....so much alluring and so much distorted that I felt for a moment it's my mother... I am feeling super aroused on my p**y like someone is rubbing something in there....... But just then something clicked in my mind, my mother will never ever touch me or talk to me like that.... and the door of my room is locked by myself.... It can't be opened up by the other side....... I realized, Something from above is happening with me..... I immediately started to read "Sura Fatiha" .... As I am reading, my hands and legs started to feel like something is trying to crush my hands putting so much pressure on it...... Somehow I was able to finish it and then I was able to talk ...... I got free..... I woke up from my bed immediately and started to recite every Sura........ I turn on the light and saw the clock, it's 3.15 am...... The time when Satan or bad jinn roam around the world!!!!!! I couldn't able to sleep after that!!!!!

And right now it's 12.00 am... And I am afraid to sleep!!!!!!

Please let me know about your opinion!!! I don't know what to do.... I didn't tell anyone in fear.... I am afraid they might take me to baba's like in India and try to do weird things on me!!!!!

I hope I didn't scare you that much!!!!! I am just so tense!!!! I almost got assaulted by a Satan or jinn!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

BYE!!!!!!!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜