"Your good to go", the nurse smiles handing a few pregnancy books.

"Thank you", I smile staring down at one of the books that has a pregnant woman smiling down at her belly with such fondness.

"A baby is such a blessing from above", she adds as she walks away leaving me in thought.

Blessing from above?

"Aleysa", Jacky sprints towards me embracing me into a hug.

I hug her back tightly feeling some sort of little sister big sister connection.

"Jacky my life is so confusing right now", I mutter no longer being able to hold back how I'm feeling.

"I'm taking you out for breakfast", Jacky responds pulling away from me as we walk out of the hospital.

"Where's everyone? Jason?", I furrow my brows only seeing an empty van parked in front of us.

"I told them to stay behind because I wanted to spend the day with you"

"How did you get Jason to agree?"

"It wasn't easy, but Isaac handled him", Jacky chuckles getting the car started.

I chuckle, imagining how pissed off Jason must be right now.

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It's been 15 minutes of driving around the city and all I think about is about my pregnancy. It's such a weird feeling knowing, I'm actually carrying life inside of me.

Like there's actually a baby in me right now. It's so unbelievable.

"Is my little piggy hungry?", Jacky snorts teasing me since lately I've been such a pig when it comes to food.

At least now I know why I've been eating a lot more than usual.

I throw a stern glare at her not bothering to respond. Jacky peers at me and that's when I jump at her.

Jacky jumps back, the both of us laughing hard.

"Don't ask me what you already know", I wink giggling.

Jacky parks outside of IHOP and we step out heading into the diner.

"How did Jason react about the pregnancy?", Jacky breaks the silence as we wait for our breakfast.

"He calls the baby an it and he thinks we shouldn't go through with this", I huff feeling sadness in my heart.

"Fucking asshole", Jacky grumbles.

"He's scared"

"Of?"

"He thinks this baby is going to be a problem since he believes his genes are fucked up"

"That's so stupid"

"I know, but everything he's been through and done you can almost understand why he thinks this baby is going to go down that path like he did"

"Your dad is an asshole and you aren't", Jacky bluntly says peering at me.

"I know trust me I don't at all think like Jason"

"What do you think about this pregnancy?"

I take a moment to think about what I actually think about it all. A lot has happened to me to actually take a moment to think what I feel.

But that's the thing, I don't know how I feel besides just shocked. At first I was so baffled by the results of the pregnancy test and felt so scared about actually being pregnant.

I'm only 17 years old, too young to be a mother if you ask me. I don't even know if I'm ready to take upon this life changing chapter in my life. It's so unexpected.

And the fact that Jason and I are on the run because of the cops wanting Jason for Alessandra's murder it just doesn't seem the right time for a pregnancy right now.

"My parents would be so disappointed", I sigh a tear sliding down my cheek.

"What parents would be happy about their 17 year old daughter being pregnant Aleysa?", Jacky let's out a breathe.

"None"

"Exactly, but I know 100% your mother would be there for you no matter what.. as for your father it'll take some time especially because it's Jason's baby, but I know he loves you and will come around", Jacky clutches onto my hand giving it a little squeeze for reassurance.

Jacky is absolutely right. My mother would be there comforting me through it all. Of all people she would understand since she became a young mother herself as well at only 17 like me.

Oh man how I need my mother's advice right now. Lord knows how much I need it.

"But it isn't about them or what they think Aleysa.. it's about what you feel and think.. even if Jason isn't on board you still have the right to make a decision for yourself", Jacky firmly says.

When Jason said, "he thinks its best we don't go through with it".

It pained my heart hearing the man I love say that about my pregnancy. I wanted to hear him say something, but not that.

I know he's scared, but is that what he truly wants or is it just a reaction of the unexpected news?

"I know", I mumble.

"Want my opinion?", Jacky asks beaming at me.

"Yes"

"I'm happy my best friend is pregnant with my little nephew/niece and I believe you should keep it.. your a great person that I admire in so many ways and I know your going to be a great mommy", Jacky's voice cracks.

I awe from hearing Jacky's words of encouragement fill my heart with such positivity and motivation that everything is going to be okay.

Mommy

I smile at the word feeling butterflies in my stomach tickle inside of me. I'm so used to saying the word mommy to my mother, but now I'm imagining some little human that's half of me and Jason calling me mommy it's so weird, yet beautiful at the same time.

"Thank you Jacky I really needed your advice on this whole thing", I smile grateful to at least have Jacky here with me.

If Jason isn't aboard with this at least I'm not alone. I have my best friend here to hold my hand through this.

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"It's about time", Jason grumbles scurrying down the stairs as Jacky and I step inside.

"Jason", I firmly say giving him a stern glare.

Jason stays quiet standing in front of me looking at me then down at my belly.

"My job is done I fed my baby momma", Jacky smirks skipping away like a little girl.

"We need to talk", I glance at Jason walking past him heading upstairs to our room.

Since talking to Jacky and on the whole car ride back. I realized what I really want. Maybe I knew all along, I was just so baffled by it all that I just got sidetracked.

When I was being rushed in those long hallways towards the examination room. There was only one thing I cared about.

"Are we going to talk about t-the p-pregnancy?", Jason mumbles nervously closing the door behind him.

"Yes", I respond sitting on the bed beaming at him.

"We are not going through with it right?", Jason blankly says leaning on the door.

As the nurse and I entered the examination room. All I was concerned about was if the baby was okay.

My baby.

In that very moment, when I cradled my belly so protectively like a mother would do for their child.

I knew I wanted this baby.

I wanted Jason McCann's baby.

I take a deep breathe in then exhale it feeling 100% sure of what I want.

"I'm keeping this baby.. our baby"

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Prologue

"HOW DARE YOU FUCKING DISOBEY ME!", He grits his teeth clenching his fists while glaring at me.

"Please let me go, I promise I won't say anything to anyone", I beg tears sliding down my cheeks slowly backing away from him.

"DIDN'T I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR ALREADY! YOU WILL NEVER ESCAPE FROM HERE!"

My heart sinks down to my stomach. Anger quickly rising making me splutter two words I'd soon would regret.

"FUCK YOU!", I scold.

"WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?!", he grumbles his chocolate brown eyes three shades darker almost looking black.

I gasp, as my back hits the wall watching him close in on me.

I try to curve to the side, but he immediately closes me in by stretching both of his arms out. His hands firmly flat against the wall.

I squirm fear setting in as I nervously beam at him not knowing what to expect.

"REPEAT WHAT YOU JUST SAID TO ME MADISON!", he evilly mutters his eyes locked with mine.

"Leo please", I mumble.

"YOU WILL LEARN TO OBEY ME!", he venomously says his hot breathe hitting my flesh near my ear.

Suddenly, his large hand grips my neck tightly chocking me. Both of my hands clutches onto his hand trying to free myself from his grip.

"P-pl", I struggle to say while trying to breathe. I can feel the life in me slowly slipping away. My vision starting to blur in and out of focus.

Leo suddenly let's go of my neck and I helplessly drop to the floor gasping for air like a fish gasps for water.

I can feel tears sliding down my cheeks as I realize my life could of ended in the hands of this handsome murderer.

"Recognize who you are speaking to.. no one I mean no one ever disrespects Leo Castillo, leader of The Red Eagles!", he firmly says his cold eyes glaring down at me.

I stay silent completely mute. My body trembling from pure fear scared to say anything that might upset him again.

Leo turns his heel walking out of the room locking it from the outside leaving me in shock of what just happened.

"What the fuck did I get myself into"