I'm in a dollar store purchasing a pregnancy test along with goodies for my little road trip back to New York.

My phone has been ringing the entire time. I have so many missed calls from everyone. And about 3 voice messages from Jason.

Every time, I saw Jason's contact flash on my iPhone. I rolled my eyes hating him for what he's done.

I feel so awkward by the cashier lady who's currently putting my stuff in a plastic bag while looking at me all weird from seeing the pregnancy test. I bet she's judging me since I'm a teenager.

I make my way into the restroom of the store before I proceed into my road trip. I've been battling with myself the entire ride over here trying to convince myself it isn't what my gut instinct is telling me.

It's time to put these damn thoughts to ease and find out that I'm not possibly pregnant. I mean I highly doubt it.

I do what the instructions exactly say what to do and lay the test flat on the sink waiting for the answer to appear onto the tiny white screen window.

The instructions say to wait for 2 minutes and boy does it feel like forever. I can feel my palms of my hands sweaty from how nervous I am right now.

I decide to listen to one of Jason's voicemails just to kill time.

Voicemail 1

Aleysa where the fuck are you? Look I'm sorry I just wanted to make you mad for how you made me feel last night especially because of that asshole. I fucked up that shit wasn't right to do. I kicked the bitch out already. Please call me back!

Voicemail 2

Seriously babe now I'm worrying like a crazy fuck right now. Why isn't your bag of cash in the room anymore? Where's my car? Please Aleysa baby don't tell me your leaving me? Aleysa answer me please I beg you I'm fucking sorry! I love you!

Voicemail 3

Aleysa answer my damn calls! At least let me know your alright. Please let's talk this out. Fuck, I'm so sorry for hurting you the way I did. I'm such an idiot. You know how much I love you baby. You know how much you mean to me please let me make things right between us. I can't lose you!

Tears slide down my cheeks without me realizing it. My heart is pounding so fast right now hearing Jason's deep voice.

Now I'm stuck between leaving to New York or calling Jason back. After all he did hurt me real bad. I'm not sure if I'm acting up on anger or if maybe I'm just so hurt that I just can't deal with it anymore.

I grab a piece of toilet paper wiping the stained tears away off my cheeks carefully not to smear my mascara.

I then glance down onto the pregnancy test. I've completely forgotten about and I feel a heat wave take over me as my eyes stay glued onto the pregnancy test not wanting to believe what it says.

"I-I'm pregnant", I stutter trying my hardest to breathe slowly not trying to panic.

I grab the pregnancy test shoving it into my pocket of my sweater walking out of the store and into Jason's car.

"I can't be pregnant I just can't", I sniffle as I drive into an intersection.

Suddenly, a black car drives straight into my car making it spin into swirls uncontrollably. I scream from the sudden impact scared for my life holding onto the steering wheel.

The car finally comes to a halt and all I can do is cry from how scared I'm feeling right now. I start to see black dots and just like that I pass out.

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I flutter my eyes open hearing a beep sound near me. I squint my eyes from how bright the room is.

"Aleysa"

I rub my eyes to fully awaken seeing a nurse dressed in faded blue scrubs smiling at me.

"W-where am I?", I croak.

"Your in the hospital, you were in a car accident", she casually responds.

"How is she?", I hear a familiar deep voice say from behind her.

"Stay seated young man she's fine don't worry", the nurse responds nicely.

"Jason", I mumble.

"Dear does this belong to you?", another nurse steps inside with my sweater on one hand and a white tube on the other.

I furrow my brows at her confused until it hits me that what she's holding is my pregnancy test.

"Oh my god!", I splutter horrified.

"Oh my lord", the nurse responds completely horrified as well.

"We need to examine her now!", the nurse who's assisting me hastily says to the other nurse with panic expressions plastered on their faces.

"What the fuck is going on?"

The nurse moves aside disconnecting all of the wires from the machines. My eyes lock with Jason's light brown hazel eyes. I felt relieved to see him, but what I'm about to tell him I'm not so sure how relieve I'll feel after.

"Aleysa wh-"

"I'm pregnant Jason!", I huff feeling panic hit me once again, but this time it's a whole different kind of panic.

Jason's eyes widen then drops down to the floor looking completely taken back from what I just spluttered to him. I can tell by his face and body language that he's so baffled by it absolutely not expecting this at all just as I was before I got into the car accident.

A tear slides down my cheek seeing Jason completely silent not even looking at me at all. It's like he so taken back more than I am.

The nurses start transferring me out of the room and I keep beaming at Jason waiting for him to say something... anything, but he doesn't. He's still in that shock state of his.

Once I'm out of the room and heading down the bright hallway. All I can think about is about the baby inside of me.

Fear sets in inside of me fearing the worst.

I cradle my belly firmly praying that the baby is still alive inside of me.