It's been two days that I don't speak to Jason whatsoever. I've been sleeping in the living room as well.

He's tried to talk to me, but I ignore him pretending I can't hear. I'm still pissed at him for murdering that girl.

Today, the gang wants to go out to a carnival, so we're currently on our way to it. Jason is driving us all while I'm sitting in the back by myself.

"Still giving him the silent treatment?", Jacky whispers turning her head back at me.

"Yes, he shouldn't of murdered that poor girl", I roll my eyes.

"Your really nice", Jacky sighs.

"It's not about being nice.. it's wrong fucking wrong to take someone's life", I mutter under my breathe.

"Aleysa, I know it's wrong and well I agree, but you knew who you got with"

I beam at Jacky completely silent processing her words. She's right.

"He's suppose to change.. he said so himself", I huff letting out a breathe.

"Do bad boy criminals ever change?", Jacky drops her gaze down from me turning her head to face forward.

I furrow my brows together thinking about what Jacky just said.

Do bad boy criminals ever change?

Do they?

We finally arrive at the carnival getting out of the van making our way towards the entrance. I look around the place, the beautiful lights shining bright everywhere along with sounds of various games.

Music playing out loud along with laughter of children running all over the place. I frown remembering when my mom brought me to my first carnival at 7 years old.

I'd be lying to myself if I said I didn't miss my mother. Almost every night I think of her wishing things didn't get this screwed up.

Then a horrifying thought makes it's presence known.

What if Jason did murder Alessandra?

What if he lied to me about that?

The witness did describe Jason

I shake my head to break free from these thoughts. There's no way Jason would of lied to me about that right?

I mean he's lied about other stuff, but I'm sure if he actually did murder Alessandra. He would tell me right?

After all, I did go on the run with him all for love.

We all sit on a table near the food area. Jason sits next to Isaac and Jacky.

I glance at Jacky who's peering at me quietly watching me and Jason. Jason turns towards me locking his gorgeous light brown hazel eyes with mine and I avert my eyes away from him sitting far away.

"What do you want to eat Aleysa?", Jason asks from across the table and I act deaf.

"I'm craving a crepe, I'm going to go buy one", I announce getting off of the bench not bothering to wait for anyone in case they felt the same way.

Thankfully, there's only one woman with her 6 year old daughter in front of me waiting in line for crepes. Watching the mother and her daughter smile at each other made my heart cry a bit.

Things like this really make me miss my mother more than I already do and the worst part is that I have no idea if I'll ever see her again.

Everything is so fucked up and I keep telling myself everything is going to be okay and that everything will fix itself, but deep down I don't even believe that myself. I have no idea how this whole scandal will even play out.

"Your so beautiful", a sudden deep unfamiliar voice beside me says out of the blue.

I break away from my thoughts, looking up to see a tall dark brown eyed guy smiling down at me.

"Are you talking to me?", I mumble confused looking behind me then at him seeing there's no other girl than myself standing in front of him.

"Yes silly who else", this stranger chuckles.

"Oh I'm sorry, Thank you I guess", I smile feeling awkward and stupid deep down.

And just like that, I feel his presence. I take a quick glance over at the table everyone else is sitting at and I see no sign of Jason.

Then looking away from the table, I spot him heading straight towards us with a unhappy face expression.

"How can I help you?", the lady breaks my attention away from Jason and I take this as my opportunity to step away from this guy hoping Jason doesn't cause any drama.

"What's your name by the way?", the guy asks stepping besides me as I order my crepe.

Please go away for your sake

"Her name is Jason's girl", Jason chirps stepping between the guy and I.

"Excuse me?", the dark brown eyed guy scrunches his brows together.

"Jason go sit at the table!", I mutter nervously glancing between the two.

"So you can flirt with this fool", Jason grits his teeth.

"Here you go", the lady awkwardly says handing me my crepe.

"Keep the change thank you", I hastily say as I grab my crepe walking away from Jason.

"Aleysa stop fucking ignoring me already! I'm fucking tired of this shit!", Jason scolds walking behind me.

"Fuck off!", I grumble sitting next to Tiny.

Jason is baffled by what I just said to him. Shit, so am I it just completely came out.

"J-Jason I-"

"Whatever bitch", Jason scoffs walking away from everyone.

Now I'm baffled and hurt by what he just called me even though I know I deserved it. It still hurt a lot coming from him.

I want to cry like a little girl, but instead I do what I do best.

Eat my feelings.

Everyone is silent warily watching me most likely trying to see if I'm going to tear up.

As I chew my crepe, I look at everyone before saying, "what?".

"Both of you passed the line", Rex responds shaking his head at Jason and I's behavior.

I can feel the lump wanting to splutter in the back of my throat, so I just abruptly get up from the chair walking away getting my phone out ordering an Uber.

"Aleysa!", Jacky shouts out for me, but I ignore her not bothering to look back.

I walk out into the parking lot of the carnival waiting for my Uber to arrive. Meanwhile, I'm stuffing my face with my crepe.

For some reason, I"m suddenly hungry and I gobble my crepe. Lately, my body has been feeling weird, but I mean I am a growing teenager, so I'm sure more food means more growth.

Luckily, my Uber driver wasn't so far away from me and they arrive immediately and I get inside greeting the nice lady as I'm ready to get the fuck out of here and lock myself in Jason's room.

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The next day

I make my way downstairs spotting no one completely quiet until I hear laughter coming from the backyard.

I spot everyone outside having a BBQ. I make my way outside to join them ready to apologize for leaving them last night.

As soon as I step outside towards them. My eyes widen and my heart falls down to my stomach as I see a brunette female that I don't know have her filthy hands on Jason's shoulders standing behind him.

Jason is looking so good right now well when doesn't he not look good. Any who, he isn't so happy with my presence since he's glaring at me with such a blank expression.

I know what you must be thinking right now. I should be flipping tables over and cussing at Jason, but for some reason I'm too hurt to even do anything.

I won't lie, I feel so betrayed by Jason right now. I honestly thought we were past this little games he used to like doing to me before, but I guess not.

Averting my eyes away from that painful view. I swallow down the lump that's currently stuck in the back of my throat.

"Hey everyone", I mumble as the rest of the gang beams at me.

"Aleysa how are you feeling?", Jacky worriedly asks throwing a hateful glare at Jason and the girl who is keeping him company.

"I'm doing great.. I just wanted to apologize for yesterday I wasn't in a great mood", I huff trying my hardest to not glance over at Jason.

"It's all good Al", Rex smiles as he flips the burgers on the grill.

"Thanks for understanding guys"

"Grab a burger Aleysa", Isaac splutters giving a dirty look at Jason.

"I'm not hungry right now thanks though"

"Are you still vomiting?", Jacky splutters causing everyone to beam at me.

I narrow my eyes at Jacky mentally slapping her on the face.

"What?", Jason finally says something looking worried which I think is a lie.

"No, I'm good now it was just a bug", I lie.

Truth is it's been a whole week I been vomiting out of nowhere at different times of the day. If I don't vomit. I'm feeling nauseous then suddenly feeling super hungry out of nowhere.

My body is legit being bipolar.

"I'm going to shower", I say turning my heel walking away not making any eye contact with Jason after all he made his choice.

I'm so done with him. There was no point of that slut being here all over him, but it's not her fault she probably doesn't even know about me. It's all on Jason.

I'm so upset, angry, and just fucking sad on what Jason has been doing. First he fucking kills that girl and now he's doing this seriously?
How could he?!

I'm over here on the run with him away from my parents, Eloisa, home, and Grey Global for this man, yet he does this shit to me.

"Fuck this I'm going back home", I mutter under my breath grabbing my black bag of cash ready to get the fuck out of this place.

As I put new clothes on, a thought strikes my mind making me stop everything I'm doing right now.

When was the last time I got my period?

Fuck I don't remember

I brush the random thought off making my way downstairs with my black bag dragging behind me. I take a moment to glance towards the backyard seeing everyone laughing and having a good time including Jason.

I feel so hurt by his fucking actions. How could he treat me this way after everything we've been through?

I know I've been a bitch to him these past three days, but seriously I'm not going to make it seem like it's okay what he did because it isn't.

And just because of that Jason is going to act like this. This just isn't fair to me.

The brunette female playfully slaps Jason's arm most likely laughing at whatever joke Jason said. Seeing Jason not back away from her made my blood boil like crazy making my decision to leave final.

Bye Jason

I'm working on a new story. This one is going to be more violent compared to "Juvie" and "My Bad Girl Ways". Which means, I'm going to really challenge myself with it since it's about.....

you'll see ;)

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