Chapter 63 "Cheated?"
Jason and I are grinding on each other as the song plays making us get lost in the music.
Jason is buzzed from all of those shots he drank with Rex, Ace, and Isaac. Jacky and Tiny are definitely drunk dancing like wild animals on the tables.
As for me, I'm just taking care of my man. I'm not really feeling the smell of alcohol in the moment, so water it is for me.
"I'm going to get more drinks with the guys alright", Jason says near my ear since the music in the club is so loud.
I nod smiling at him. I turn around spotting Jacky and Tiny doing some crazy stunts on a pole near our VIP table.
I chuckle to myself seeing their crazy asses. I start to make my way towards them until some blonde bumps into me.
"I'm sorry", I say stepping back to let her by.
Her blue eyes lock with mine and a smirk appears on her lips.
"Do you happen to know Jason McCann?", she asks peering at me up and down.
"Yes why?", I respond furrowing my brows together.
"A week ago we meet at a party and had sex. He hasn't called me back", the blonde sassily says raising her brow at me.
Suddenly, all the air inside of me exhaled almost like I just got punched hard in the stomach.
There's all kind of twists my stomach is making at the moment causing me to feel nauseous on the verge of vomiting.
My heart is thumping fast and slow at the same time. My hands start to shake uncontrollably feeling the lump thats currently stuck in the back of my throat struggling to go down.
The loud music in the club becomes mute. The people dancing around me become irrelevant. The warmth and happiness I had a few seconds ago is now gone leaving me with coldness and pain.
"W-what?", I stutter managing to respond to the horrific news that has struck my life in just a second.
"Jason and I slept together that night of the party", the blue eyed blonde smirks.
Again my heart is stabbed making me feel much worse than the first time I heard it. I'm now absorbing every word she's speaking clearer than before. The pain becoming worser.
I can feel my eyes brimming as I beam at her. Her blue eyes look over my shoulder peering at something that makes her smirk into a grin.
Averting my eyes from her. I turn my head back locking eyes with those light brown hazel eyes that a few minutes ago made me the happiest woman alive to now feeling the saddest woman alive.
Jason stays still as if he just seen a ghost slowly taking off his sunglasses, I've bought him for his birthday.
The way his baffled expression is warily glancing at the blonde and me proves this girl is saying the truth.
Jason McCann cheated on me.
Now wonder he came back so late that night. How stupid was I to believe him? Jason lied to me again. This time letting the lie stay under the rug.
If she would of never bumped into me and told me this information. Would Jason ever tell me?
No, he wouldn't he had a whole week to do so.
Even after I told him to always be honest with me no more lies. He still kept his dirty little secret in the hopes my dumbass would never find out about it.
H-he c-cheated
Jason cheated on me
My vision blurs completely as tears slide down my cheeks like a waterfall. My heart breaking in half.
I didn't know what to say or do next, so I just ran out of the club. I didn't want to see nor speak to anyone. All I want is to be alone crying until the pain goes away.
Because that's all I feel pain.
I can hear Jason shout after me, but I keep ignoring him running as fast as I can. I don't want nothing to do with Jason.
I can't believe he cheated on me.
I thought he loved me?
How could he do this to me after everything that has happened and still is happening?
How could he tattooed my name after cheating on me?
He did what my father did to my mother. If this is how my mother felt after catching my father not in one, but in three affairs? Now I understand why she always held a grudge towards my father all these years.
This shit hurts like a bitch.
Tears won't stop sliding down my cheeks. My heart shouting out of pain. Suddenly, I feel strong arms wrap around my waist pulling me back.
"LET GO OF ME!", I shout my words slurring.
"Baby, please listen to me", Jason firmly says still holding me back with his arms.
I kick and scream for him to let me go. I can't look at him, I just can't. It hurts too much.
"Baby please it's not what you think", Jason voice cracks.
Do I really want to listen to him? Why should I? All he's going to do is lie lie lie. He destroyed what was unique about us.
"YOU CHEATED ON ME!", I mutter no longer kicking. Here I am standing still with both hands to my face just sobbing.
"No babe, I would never please calm down"
"DID YOU HAVE SEX WITH HER THAT NIGHT?!", I hiss breaking myself from his grip now glaring at him firmly.
Jason frowns staying silent.
"OH MY GOD! YOU DID DIDN'T YOU?!"
"it's hard to explain", Jason huffs.
My heart drops to my stomach. Sadness and pain quickly turning into anger and frustration.
"DID YOU HAVE INTERCOURSE WITH HER? YES OR NO?", I roar pushing Jason back with both of my hands on his chest.
Jason beams at me, his light brown hazel eyes brimming. His chest rising up and down unsteadily.
"FUCKING ANSWER ME!", I shout my hands flying all over the place.
"Y-yes", he mumbles.
My whole world crumbles at his respond. My whole body is trembling and it hurts. Tears continue to slide down my cheeks. My mascara and makeup all ruined and stained.
I'm gasping for air, but no matter how much I try I'm still drowning.
"H-How could you hurt me like this", I mutter under my breath loud enough for him to hear me.
"Baby, I know it's sounds bad, but please let me explain. I swear I didn't cheat", Jason's voice cracks.
"FUCK YOU IT'S OVER!", I scold firmly not wanting to hear anything else.
If I stay any longer, I will crumble down to the ground and I will not fall apart in front of Jason. He doesn't deserve to see me like this.
"No! Please hear me out baby I love you so much I would never cheat! I didn't cheat I swear baby! Please let me explain what happened! Fuck that bitch!", Jason practically begs a glossy sheen on his eyes.
"What's going on?", Rex splutters as the whole gang steps towards us.
"There you are Jason.. that night we spent together was amazing.. I want to ride you again", the blonde follows behind our friends grinning at Jason and I.
Tiny and Jacky both gasp as their eyes widen a baffled expression plastered on their faces warily watching Jason.
"FUCK YOU BITCH! I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU!", Jason grits his teeth pulling out a gun from his back jean pocket aiming it towards her head walking closer to her.
I take advantage of this perfect opportunity to just run far away from Jason and everyone. I have no idea where I'm even heading to, but all I know is that I want to be alone far away from everything.
Without a sound or saying anything. I leave scurrying away from them all who are currently distracted by Jason.
I know I should be there preventing Jason from blasting his side whore, but at this point from him cheating on me to what I'm currently feeling.
I can give two fucks about what happens.
Finally, after running nonstop to what seem like forever. I let myself fall to my knees sobbing hysterically.
My heart is hurting so bad and my soul is completely broken. I dropped everything for this man. I left my parents and home to be with him.
And this is what he repays me with.
I lay on the ground hugging myself in this cold night full of sadness and heartbreak. What was suppose to be an amazing night full of laughter and fun quickly turned into the complete opposite.
I scream out loud letting my pain out of my body as I sob uncontrollably. After a few times of doing this method. The world slowly starts to shut out completely.
Darkness taking over me.
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