We are now back in Canada from our weekend getaway. Jason brought home a trophy he won from the race.

The race was intense and very fun. I really enjoyed myself especially when we won first place.

However, I haven't been feeling well lately. Jason thinks I got some type of food poisoning.

I'm currently eating cereal while everyone else is still asleep.

"Hey girl", Tiny walks into the kitchen rubbing her sleepy eyes.

"Hey"

"What are you wearing?", Tiny furrows her brows peering at me.

I laugh knowing I look absolutely ridiculous right now wearing toy glasses I found in Jason's room.

"I have no idea", I chuckle.

"Your funny... you know Jason's 18th birthday is coming up right?"

"Yes", I respond taking a bite of my cereal.

"Has he said what he wants to do?", Tiny asks sitting next to me taking a bite of her cereal.

"He wants to go to Pur"

"Yay! I love clubs!", Tiny grins excitedly.

Jason's 18th birthday is in a week and he plans for all of us to hit up the club to celebrate. I've never been to a club before, so I'm pretty excited to see how that is.

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"Where is Jason?", I mutter.

"I have no idea I've been ringing him this entire time", Isaac responds dialing Jason's contact for the 50th time.

"He told me he was getting milk", I roll my eyes irritated as fuck by the whole situation.

Isaac half smiles at me averting his focus down to his phone.

"Where is he? Tell me the truth", I demand crossing my arms across my chest.

Six hours ago, Jason and I were watching a movie when he received a call. As soon as he talked to whoever was calling, he left telling me something about getting milk for cereal.

It's now 2 in the morning and Jason still isn't back. I've been calling him and all I get is his stupid voicemail.

"I don't know", Isaac shrugs.

I sigh, walking away from Isaac knowing he's not going to throw Jason under the bus.

On the way upstairs into my room. I suddenly feel nauseous and I bolt to the restroom puking my guts out for the third time today.

Jason's pov

9 p.m.

"Alright, I gotta head back now"

"Come on bro.. we haven't seen you for a good while... stay", Chuck insists handing me a beer.

I was in the middle of watching a movie with Aleysa, when Chuck called asking for some weed.

Aleysa wasn't to fond of me leaving so late, so I lied to her. I feel like shit for lying, but I really don't want her to know what I've been up to.

"I'm tired bro", I respond not so sure about partying with them.

"Just one beer with us and you can go"

Usually, I would be down to party especially when I wasn't with Aleysa, but now everything is different.

But I mean one beer should be cool then I'll head back to her.

Right?

"Fine but just one", I firmly say grabbing the beer.

12 p.m.

"Shots shots shots!", everyone including myself chant for some girls Chuck invited over an hour ago.

I'm extremely intoxicated by now and time is the last thing of my concerns. Isaac has been blowing up my phone the entire time to the point my phone's battery has officially died.

"Let's take a shot", one of the girls Chuck invited flirtatiously says handing me a shot.

"Nah, I'm too fucked up already", I shake my head.

"Come on McCann just one", the blonde pouts.

"I don't know"

"Please come on.. McCann the bad ass", she giggles.

"Fine", I finally give in taking the shot glass from her gulping the liquid down by one chug.

Almost Instantly, I'm stumbling all over the place. My vision blurring in and out of focus.

"I-I g-gotta g-go", I slur drunkly.

"I'll take you home", the blonde offers swinging her my arm around firmly grabbing my waist as I try to walk out of the party.

Out of nowhere my visions blurs out completely as I get in a car.

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Suddenly, I feel something wet repeatedly lean against my neck and I slowly flutter my eyes open still half asleep.

"A-Aleysa?", I mumble.

Hearing nothing I rub my eyes to fully awaken and what I see on top of me causes my heart to sink down to my stomach.

The blonde from the party is on top of me fully naked kissing up on my neck while riding me like a fucking cowgirl.

"WHAT THE FUCK!", I mutter pushing her off of me aggressively noticing my bottom part is fully exposed.

I abruptly roll out of bed almost tumbling down to the floor still completely drunk. I immediately pull up my briefs and jeans.

"FUCKING BITCH!", I scold clenching my fists wanting to smash her face against the wall, but seeing her on the floor trembling from fear. I just walk away angry at myself.

As I stumble my way home all I could think about was Aleysa. I fucking cheated on her even though it wasn't at all my attentions to.

I was fucking drunk and passed the fuck out. This bitch completely took advantage of me.

She practically raped me

I know how insane it sound a female raping a male, but that's exactly what happened. However, I know Aleysa isn't going to believe me.

I just fucking know it.

Fuck

I'm going to lose the love of my life over this fucking dumb shit. There's no way Aleysa can know about this.

I will not lose her over this bullshit.

Fucking stupid Jason

I should of went home declining that beer. I knew it.

Fuck

As I fight with myself. I hear sirens approaching from behind me. My heart starts to thump fast.

I immediately climb onto some fence jumping over into a backyard.

Sprinting my ass all the way home. All I can think about is Aleysa. I know I didn't intend to cheat on her, but some bitch was riding me like I was a horse while I was blacked out completely.

That's still cheating.

How could I look at Aleysa knowing the fucking dark fucked up secret I'm keeping away from her.

I want to tell her what happened since what makes Aleysa and I unique is that we are always honest with one another.

And tonight I've broke that. First I lied about where I was going and now this.

Fuck

Thinking about Aleysa's heart shattering if she ever finds out about that bitch and I is breaking me.

There is no way Aleysa would ever find out unless by me.

All I know is that I don't want to risk losing her especially since everything is bad for us due to Alessandra's murder.

What she doesn't know won't hurt her right?

I finally reach home where Aleysa is currently sleeping in.

I take in a deep breathe exhaling it out. I've already made my mind up at this point.

Aleysa, will not find out about tonight.

A/N:

Hello :) I updated yay!

So do you think Jason made the right choice?

Should he tell her?