Hey so the girl i wrote this imagine for is no longer on wattpad so where it says Y/N just read it as whatever your name is! 

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Its been 2 months since me and Justin had a fight, he hasn't texted or called and neither have I, I kinda sort of miss him even though he's the one that started the whole fight off. Lets reminisce about that day shall we?

Flashback

I'd just come home from work feeling dizzy and nauseous and like I was going to faint. I took off my shoes in the lobby and went upstairs to go change into some nice warm pyjamas when I heard noises and loud music coming from the basement. I quickly changed into my pyjamas and slowly went to discover what the commotion was all about.

I got to the basement and found Justin there with his friends smoking and just acting crazy with loud music playing. Now im always up for a party but when I feel like crap everything irritates me. "Justin? W-what are you doing?"

"Oh here she is the whore of the town! My girlfriend soon to be fiancé everyone!"

"What are yo talking about Justin? You're the only one in my life."

"YEAH RIGHT I'VE SEEN YOU HANGING OUT WITH OTHER PEOPLE YOU BITCH!

I flinched as he got up and started to scream, what is he talking about I've not slept with no one else other than him. I walked up to him to tell him he's off his head and talking nonsense.

"You're the only one in my life, you're intoxicated and you're not thinking straight!"

I held his face and leaned into kiss him but he slapped me making me fall to the floor. Tears brimmed my eyes threatening to fall, I heard 'oohs' from the people around me and rather than helping me up they continued their little party. I got up and ran out the door back to my room, this is my house and I cant even go anywhere because I have no one here in Canada, everyone lives in other places.

He must've sobered up in the last ten seconds and finally adjusted to his surroundings because he came running after me "Baby wait! Let me explain please"

"Save it Justin!"

"Please baby give me another chance"

"YOU'VE HAD SEVERAL CHANCES! YET YOU STILL CARRY ON WITH YOUR AGGRESSIVE, IMMATURE WAYS"

He flinched when I raised my voice but I didn't care, he's hurt me more times than I've raised my voice. "YOU KNOW WHAT FINE! BE A BITCH, IM DONE WITH YOUR ASS ANYWAY. IVE BEEN CHEATING ON YOU WITH HAILEY ALL THIS TIME AND YOU NEVER KNEW JUST LIKE HOW YOU'VE BEEN GOING BEHIND MY BACK WITH YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND LUCAS!"

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN SAYING RIGHT NOW I'VE NEVER CHEATED ON YOU, HELL I'VE ONLY JUST LOST MY VIRGINITY TO YOU A FEW WEEKS AGO OR HAVE YOU FORGOT THAT?!"

He walked up to me and looked into my eyes making me walk backwards hitting the wall. His eyes turned from the honey brown colour to a dark black colour. Has he been spiked? What? He's never been this scary when he's gotten drunk.

I sniffled and whimpered as he held my wrist really tightly in his hand probably leaving a bruise there. He brought his knee up and hit me in the stomach. I toppled over in pain holding my stomach protectively, I don't know why I did that I just had a gut instinct telling me to hold my stomach.

As I was lying flat on the floor crying Justin came up punched me before saying "that's what you get for being the biggest whore in Canada"

I was filled with rage at this point how dare he accuse me of cheating when he's the one cheating on me! I got up off the floor and looked him dead in the eye and spoke "HOW DARE YOU ACCUSE ME OF CHEATING WHEN I ONLY LOST MY VIRGINITY TO YOU A FEW WEEKS AGO! YOU'RE THE ONE THAT HAS BEEN CHEATING ON ME WITH HAILEY! TELL ME WAS I NOT ENOUGH? AND FOR THE RECORD LUCAS IS GAY SO HOW CAN I HAVE SLEPT WITH HIM? HUH? YOU'RE A DANGEROUS LOVE AND TO BE HONEST I WISH I NEVER LOST MY VIRGINITY TO A MONSTER LIKE YOU! NOW LEAVE MY HOUSE AND NEVER COME BACK"

That's when he lost it he slapped me and punched me in the stomach quite a few times. I fell to the ground and kept telling myself it was the alcohol and drugs making him act this way. Maybe someone gave him a stronger drug to make him lash out at me. He looked at me withering in pain, much to my surprise he helped me up which made me flinch. I guess whatever he had was starting to wear off.

"Just leave Justin walk out the door and never come back, my heart has had enough of the give and take and as much as I want you to stay you're a dangerous love you're no good for me"

"Fine you're a bitch anyway I hope I never see you again and Hailey is so much more tighter than you"

That made me cry more he wasn't lying when he said he's cheating he actually was. That night I cried myself to sleep in forever since I started dating Justin.

As soon as I did my morning routine  getting ready for the day ahead , I don't bruise that easily but still I covered up my face with make up just incase people can tell by the handprints and stuff. I started to feel sick and dizzy again so I called my doctor to see if he was free and booked an appointment for 2. I layed down for a quick nap setting my alarm for 1 so I can wake up and make it to the hospital in time.

Once I arrived at the hospital I parked my car and went inside to the waiting room till they called my name. 

"Miss Y/N ?" Doctor Calypso called out 

I got up and walked into the doctor's room where he asked me what was wrong 

"What's wrong Y/N?"

"I've been feeling kinda nauseous and dizzy and stuff"

"Right okay, we'll take some blood tests and I'll book you in for a early ultrasound just incase. May I ask a personal question Miss Smith?" 

"U-Uhm yeah sure"

"Are you sexually active?" 

"Uhm yeah I just lost my virginity a few weeks ago to my boyfriend why?"

"Well there could be a chance that you're pregnant 

"He used a condom though?"

"The condom could've spilt casuing some semen to escape into your womb, I've booked an ultrasound with Nurse Penelope just incase you are"

I thought back to yesterday and how Justin hit me and how I had an instinct to hold my tummy protectively maybe my body knows i'm pregnant.

"Right I've booked you in with Nurse Penelope she'll take your blood and give you an ultrasound"

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I came back from the hospital that day and they told me I was 5 weeks pregnant, I felt like crying because I'd lost Justin to God knows who. I'm scared I have no one to hold my hand and guide me, I wish my mum was still alive.

I'm 13 weeks now and i have a small bump the doctors say that my baby is the size of a little peach now. I called my little bump 'peanut'. I jumped when I heard banging on the door which made me stop watching the new series of Orange is the New black on Netflix. Whoever this is better be special and worth it!  I got up and slowly walked to the door and looked in the peephole but scoffed when I saw Justin standing there in the pouring rain.

My hands started to open the door before I could stop them, Justin sighed once the door opened and started to blab on about how sorry he was. But instead of saying sorry like a normal person he started to sing me two songs that he wrote. 

I was too shocked by his presence to disagree with him so I told him to come inside but he said 

"No baby Im staying out here I want to do the whole notebook thing"

I mentally giggled he was always such a cute romantic but I'm meant to be mad at him 

"you hurt me Justin" 

"I know baby please let me say sorry I've changed I promise"

"You've got 10 minutes!"

"Yes!! thank you baby you wont regret it! I wrote you 2 songs baby please listen to them, the first one is called Fix my heart and the second one is called Recovery"

https://youtu.be/3XLarFDNwRE

"I don't wanna wake up again without you there
cause waking up with you is all that I ever cared about
can we just forget all about this  stupid argument
cause I didn't mean a single word I said.

Endless tossing turning
keeps the fire burning
I guess that this is what I get

You were the glue that kept me together
You were the one that saved me forever
Now I'm left here, falling apart
Wont you come back and fix my heart again

I was a fool I know I don't deserve it
just give me chance, I promise I'll be worth it.
Can't you see that I'm falling apart
only you can fix my heart again

I really miss us hanging around with all our friends
the way that you'd laugh and you'd joke and I'd hold your hand.

I can barely remember the sound of your voice
I know I was wrong and I made my choice
If you let me in I can prove i'm a different man

Endless tossing turning
keeps the fire burning
I guess that this is what I get

You were the glue that kept me together,
You were the one that saved me forever
Now I'm left here, falling apart
Wont you come back and fix my heart again

I was a fool I know I don't deserve it, just give me chance
I promise I'll be worth it.
Can't you see that I'm falling apart
only you can fix my heart again

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh...
(Fix my heart again) oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

(Can't you see that I'm falling apart)
wont you come back and fix my heart again
Endless tossing turning
keeps the fire burning
I guess that this is what I get

You were the glue that kept me together,
You were the one that saved me forever
Now I'm left here, falling apart
Wont you come back and fix my heart again

I was a fool I know I don't deserve it, just give me chance
I promise I'll be worth it.
Can't you see that I'm falling apart
only you can fix my heart again

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh... (Oh yeah, fix my heart again) oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Only you can fix my heart again."

When he stopped singing the last line he had tears streaming down his cheeks, which made me start to cry. I hate it when he's upset. I covered my face with my hands and cried quietly, Justin noticed and walked up to me took my hands away and wiped my tears away with his thumbs  "Hey Hey baby stop crying listen to the next song please dont cry Y/N!" 

"O-Okay" I whispered slowly 

https://youtu.be/scfUHrm-PgA

"First, I'll acknowledge, all trust has been broken

A successful recovery, I pray for us at night

Bless me with a second chance, never thought I'd see your face again

Learn a lot through trial and error, tryna make it right

Make it right, make it right

Make it right, this time I'll do you right, woah

I'm missing your good intentions, I'm missing you from a distance

Hope you did the same

I know that I caused a problem, know that I left you livid

Pushed you far away

Learned it don't pay to lie cause I don't wanna see you cry

Saying nothing gets you nowhere fast, I'mma hold it back inside

Well now that I'm back around ya, nothing else really matters

Hope you feel the same

First, I'll acknowledge, all trust has been broken

A successful recovery, I pray for us at night

Bless me with a second chance, never thought I'd see your face again

Learn a lot through trial and error, tryna make it right

Make it right, make it right

Make it right, this time I'll do you right, woah

I'm going through old emotions, tryna find a reason

That we ended that way

Nothing in life is perfect, we'll be changing like the seasons

That's what they used to say

If it's going to sleep alone at night, I don't wanna close my eyes

Wanna give you all I have to give, no more holding back this time

Well now that I'm back around ya, nothing around me matters

Hope you feel the same

First, I'll acknowledge, all trust has been broken

A successful recovery, I pray for us at night

Bless me with a second chance, never thought I'd see your face again

Learn a lot through trial and error, tryna make it right

Make it right, make it right

Make it right, this time I'll do you right, woah

You know I'mma do you right

You know I'mma do you right

You know I'mma do you right

You know I'mma do you right

I'mma do you right

You know I'mma do you right"

The baby tears brimming my eyes fell, I walked back inside with Justin following behind me soaking wet through.

"Baby please take me back, what i did 2 months ago was unacceptable and I wasn't myself. My drink had been spiked and I had a bunch of different drugs in which the effect lead to what i did to you. Baby I regret what i did and if i could turn back time and stop myself i would. I've been getting help from my counsellor and God they help guide me back to the right path." 

"Y-You hurt me Jay, I dont think i can ever trust you again"

"I know baby but I'm gonna earn your trust back just watch"

"I-Im p-pregnant"

"Im gonna be a daddy?" 

Justin's eyes lit up and he had a grin on his face 

He picked me up making me wrap my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. "How far gone are you baby?" 

"U-Uhm 13 weeks"

"Aww our baby is the size of a small peach!!! thats so cute" He said happily putting down and lifting my shirt up and talking to my little peanut. 

"Wait uhm was the baby hurt when i hurt you?"

"No i dont think so the next day i went to the doctors and they took my blood and did an ultrasound and they told me I was 5 weeks then" 

Justin looked at me in awe and lifted up my top more and kissed my stomach "Hey little peanut I'm your daddy please be good to mummy and dont make her feel sick" 

Just as Justin finished talking to my stomach i felt a little movement in my belly but although that could've been wind. Justin got up and sat down on the couch and played Netflix while cuddling me and rubbing my tummy every so often.

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Hey so the person who requested this imagine is no longer on wattpad there username was Mahonegirl75 so instead  this imagine is about you! so where it says Y/N put in your name.

Love Radha xxxx