Hey Natalie, here's your imagine i hope you like it, so sorry for the long ass wait!

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I was woke up extra early, well before my alarm...now I only do that for special days and today was a special day! I was going to see my baby, my whole world, my boyfriend Justin at his beautiful house in LA. We haven't seen each other since last week and I really miss him. I can't sleep at night without wearing his shirt to bed, it smells like him and I pinched it when he was staying here last time!

I turned on my curling iron and brushed through my hair while I waited for it to heat up; once it had heated up I curled my hair and put my clothes on; I wore a white shirt, some blue jeans and my black heels that Justin bought for me

(A/N: This is what your hair looks like)

(A/N: and thats what you wore ^^) 

I  hopped in my car and started to make the 5 and a half hour journey to see my baby Justin whom I hadn't seen since last week.  We live 5 and a half hours away, with him living in LA and me in San Francisco. It's hard when you live so far away to commit to a relationship but we manage to make it work somehow...even through the rough patches. 

Like any other relationship there are rough patches in ours but with us we fight for a very long period of time. I remember once we fought for 8 days straight! But I forgave Justin and gave him straight A's for his effort he put in tryna win me over. However our fights are very different from normal couples because our fights consist of us being jealous of the other, fighting cause there isn't time to see one another and stuff related to the media.

Anyway back to today...I got onto the highway and turned on the radio one of Justin's songs from his My World album came on. I turned up the volume and sang along even if I couldn't sing.

"We're taking it way back to the fetus days to commemorate Justin's split from Natalie so here's another classic song by Justin Bieber, Rollercoaster"

The radioman spoke on the radio, I was too engrossed within the song to react to anything he said, however when the song finished and I had time to reflect on what the guy on the radio said I was fuming! I decided to change the channel and put something else on like the news to try and decipher what this barbaric statement was all about.

"it looks like it's all over in Jatalie land! Justin Bieber was seen outside The Nice Guy restaurant with his ex girlfriend Selena Gomez. Are things really over for jatalie? Is Justin hooking up with his ex again? Find out after this break when we have exclusive content from TMZ"

I put my foot down on the gas pedal, trying my very best not to cry or jump to any conclusions...I out of everyone knows that the media makes up random shit about Justin all the time, like last week I seen something on twitter that said Justin was in a severe car crash and that he died or something stupid like that!

Maybe Justin was just hanging out with her as a mate, I'm not one of them girls that says that boys cant be friends with girls they can within reason of course. I turned on the nearest exist and took the shortcut to LA.

I arrived in LA half an hour later and was stopped at the red light, I looked out my window and noticed the all too familiar blue Ferrari as it sped past me I noticed that it was Justin and sitting in the passenger side was none other than that bitch! Why would he go back to her after everything she put him through? Is he really that blind?

I tried calling him to see if he answered but it kept going to his voicemail; at this stage the tears were flowing freely and I wasn't doing anything to stop them.

Once I arrived at Justin's house, I took thespare key from under the mat and opened the door. I walked upstairs to ourbedroom and started to pack all my stuff up. Well I no longer need to keep mystuff here I might as well pack my bags and leave. As I got everything packedup, most of my tears had dried up on my cheeks     

I sighed and went downstairs with my bags; I was on the second flight of stairs when I heard the door slam shut followed by a girly, intoxicated laugh. I took no notice of it and carried on my way down and sat on the couch in the living room.

"go wait for me in the bedroom babygirl, I'll be up in a second I just need a drink" Justin's voice rang through the foyer making me frown at what he just said. So many questions ran through my mind: did he not love me? Was our love nothing to him? Why did he lie? If he wasn't happy why didn't he just leave instead of go and cheat on me!

I played with my fingers as I heard Justin's footsteps coming closer to the living room; he froze completely once he saw me sat there.

"N-Na...Nat? baby? w-what are you doing here?"

"oh nothing really, I just thought I'd stop by to see my boyfriend who I haven't seen for ages"

Justin walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me but I wriggled out of his grasp causing hurt and anger to flash across his eyes.

"h-how long Justin?"

"what do you mean how long what?"

"HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN CHEATING ON ME WITH YOUR EX THAT YOU LEFT FOR ME!"

I had had enough of his gaems and lies! I was fuming did I mean absolute nothing to him?

"playtime is over Justin"

"Natalie baby im not cheating on you I swear!"

"oh really? Then who's that floozy you told to go upstairs!" I said in a challenging voice.

Justin looked down and that's when I knew things were over between me and him. He looked back up at me, there was no expression on his face, his jaw was clenched and his eyes were black.

"DO I NOT MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU JUSTIN? ALL THOSE TIMES WHEN YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME WERE THEY ALL LIES?! IS SHE BETTER THAN ME IS THAT WHY YOU WENT BACK TO HER?!"

"RIGHT THAT'S ENOUGH, IM SICK AND TIRED OF YOU HATING ON SELENA, SHES BEEN NOTHING BUT NICE TO YOU! SHE LOVES ME AND I LOVE HER! SHES MY ONE LOVE, MY FAVOURITE GIRL. I HATE YOU I WAS ONLY GOING OUT WITH YOU TO MAKE HER JEALOUS AND IT WORKED! SO MOVE IT BITCH!"

By this point the tears started to come down more and more, so he was just using me? I gave him my all and he just used me.

"she doesn't love you Jay, she never has. When she broke your heart 2 years ago I was there to pick up the pieces, I was there to mend your broken heart. I was the one who helped you not her! Where was she when you needed her? Huh? But you're too blind to see that she doesn't feel one ounce of love and appreciation for you. I gave you my all, I let you into my world, I put my heart into your hands and what do you go and do you hurt me in the worst possible way...if you weren't happy with me Jay all you had to do was say the word, but its whatever you go and make that mistake...I wish you all the best for the future I love you."

I was full on crying now even sobbing, hiccupping every now and then. I looked into Justin's eyes to see regret wash over them. I walked up to him and kissed his cheek before grabbing my bags and walking out of the door.

Justin ran outside, he had tears running down his cheeks like if he had just lost his whole world! "w-wait baby" he put his hand on car window and looked inside. The sight of him crying broke my heart, his eyes and cheeks were red and puffy and his nose was all snotty and runny.

"you love her more Justin, its time to say goodbye..i love you I'll always love you. Shes better than me, she's even more prettier and beautiful than me" Justin shook his head as I spoke; the tears were running more freely now.

"b-but I want you Nat!"

"you cant have me if your heart is set on her Jay, now please let me go"

He walked away from my car but I heard him whisper "I'll never let you go baby" I drove off and went back home to my house where I cried myself to sleep that night.

~~~~~4 months later~~~~~

I groaned as I woke up, the sunlight hitting my eyes almost making me blind.

"damn you nature!"

I went downstairs, turned the TV on and watched some news. I skipped past every channel to see that it was the same thing even the cartoon channels were plastered with Justin's face! WTF is going on I thought to myself.

I hadn't seen Justin for four months, the only place I saw him was on TV and the Internet. He looked good for someone who had just broken up, the only thing I noticed was that he started smoking but even when he smokes he still looks hot whereas me I looked like a pile of dirt, I wasn't eating or sleeping properly. I cry myself to sleep almost every night and last night I cut for the first time in forever since I started dating Justin. I wonder if I had put out more and made the effort to visit Justin more would he have cheated on me? I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard Justin speak on the tv...His voice sounded hoarse and even raspier than usual.

"Hey guys, its Justin Bieber here, and I just want to say I am such a fuck up! I messed up my relationship with Natalie by cheating on her with my ex who is definitely my ex this time! I will not make the same mistake again. I love you Natalie and I really hope you're watching because I would like to dedicate a new song to you its called no sense!"

"It don't make no sense 'less I'm doing it with you

It don't make no sense 'less I'm doing it with you

The sun don't set the same

'Less you're watching it go down with me

The bed won't sleep the same

'Less you're waking up in here with me

Oh, my heart's a vacant house

When you're gone away, it's so empty

And love don't make sense when it's empty Oh no

I've driven almost every car

It ain't the same when I'm without you

Been around a million stars

None of them shine brighter than you

The sky be so dark now without you

Yeah, ooh, baby

It don't make no sense

'Less I'm doing it with you

It don't make no sense

'Less I'm doing it with you

Oh been around the world

Ain't the same without you

It don't make no sense

'Less I'm doing it with you

Focus ain't the same

If the picture ain't got you in it

In every line my

Emotions ain't the same

If it ain't about you, I don't get it

Ever since the beginning now

You had that effect on me

All I wanna do is you, oh

I mean that so literally

Don't nobody go harder than you

All of the angels must be lonely now, without you, woah

It don't make sense, no

It don't make no sense

'Less I'm doing it with you

'Less I'm doing it with you baby

It don't make no sense

'Less I'm doing it with you

I only want to hear your voice, yeah

Oh, been around the world

Ain't the same without you

Had to find out the hard way

It don't make sense, no

It don't make no sense

'Less I'm doing it with you

Going way up, way up

It don't make no sense

'Less I'm doing it with you

Way up, way up, way up

Yeah, slow down stay up, stay up, stay up

It don't make no sense

'Less I'm doing it with you

Time and time again I break a plan

Without you, girl I ain't the man

Could never be all I can be

You overstand, I'm incomplete

Apparently, gotta know I hate that

How I'm supposed to take that?

Boo'd up, missing all of that

Gotta be laying in that

Rolled up, put a flame to that

Thought by now you would have made it back

Be patient

Won't you pull up to me now?

Live forever young

It's amazing

I don't want to sleep 'less you at home

It don't make sense, no

It don't make no sense

'Less I'm doing it with you

No, It don't make sense

It don't make no sense

'Less I'm doing it with you

No, it don't make sense

It don't make sense

It don't make no sense

'Less I'm doing it with you

Alright, yeah, alright"

After he'd finished he looked down and sighed before putting down his guitar and looking back up at the camera.

"Baby I really am sorry, please let me make it up to you, please meet me at the beach in 5 minutes."

After I turned off the TV I went upstairs to go and change into something really nice. I found a green polka dot dress, which I paired with some heart earrings and a heart necklace and some black heels.

I jumped in my car and drove the 15 minutes towards the beach once I got there I was met by Ryan and Chaz, Justin's all time best friends. Ryan handed me a blindfold.

R: "put this on shawty and we'll take you to Justin

I put it on and Ryan and Chaz both guided me along the beach, the soft sand tickling my feet and I could hear the waves crashing against the shore as the tide came in and out. After a few minutes we stopped and I took the blindfold off, I opened my mouth to say something but was cut off by Chaz screaming churros really loudly

C: "CHURRROOOOSSSS!!!"

I giggled and looked around the beach house that was beautifully decorated with purple fairy lights and rose petals leading to the front door. I gasped at the beautiful sight infront of me. I opened my mouth to talk however nothing came out so I closed it again.

Suddenly Justin came out wearing a beautiful black suit, I stared at him for a few minutes taking in his presence. He had bags under his eyes; his knuckles were bloody and scarred. But he still managed to look amazing...who am I kidding I love this man in front of me anything he does will make me weak at the knees.

"H-Hey" He spoke in a whisper, his raspy voice was evident

"Hey" I giggled back blushing slightly at how I was acting like such a schoolgirl

Justin chuckled at my behaviour and said "Im glad I still have that effect on you baby"

I blushed more and looked down making Justin walk over to me, he lifted my chin up I gazed into his gorgeous honey brown eyes and gulped slightly.

"don't ever hide your face, you're beautiful! I know I've been a douche and im so so sorry please forgive me. I have missed you so much these past 4 months have felt like hell like I haven't been able to sleep or eat without you" He spoke with so much hurt and sadness in his voice.

"I've been the same baby everything I did reminded me of you Justin"

"I know babe I know and that's why im gonna make it up to you if you forgive me I swear I will never lie to you or cheat on you ever again"

Justin sat down on a stool in the middle of the sand with his guitar and started to sing

"Feeling like I'm breathing my last breath

Feeling like I'm walking my last steps

Look at all of these tears I've wept

Look at all the promises that I've kept

I put my all into your hands

Here's my soul to keep

I let you in with all that I can

You're not hard to reach

And you bless me with the best gift

That I've ever known

You give me purpose

Yeah, you've given me purpose

Thinking my journey's come to an end

Sending out a farewell to my friends, for inner peace

Ask you to forgive me for my sins, oh would you please?

I'm more than grateful for the time we spent, my spirit's at ease

I put my heart into your hands

Learn the lessons you teach

No matter when, wherever I am

You're not hard to reach

And you've given me the best gift

That I've ever known

You give me purpose everyday

You give me purpose in every way

Oh, you are my everything

Oh, you are my everything

I don't know if this is wrong, because someone else is telling me that it's wrong. But I feel this so let me just like try my best not to let this happen again. We weren't necessarily put in the best position to make the best decisions

You can't be hard on yourself for it, these are the cards you were given so you have to understand that's not who you are. You know you're trying to be the best you can be, but that's all you can do. If you don't give it all you got, you're only cheating yourself give it all you got but if it ends up happening, it ends up happening

That's what happening with me, it's like "God, I'm giving it all I've got, sometimes I'm weak and I'm going to do it." And it's like I'm not giving myself grace, I'm just like understanding that's how it is"

I had tears coming down my cheeks as he finished; Justin's voice is so beautiful he's super talented. And that speech at the end omg it was amazing! He put down the guitar picked me up wrapping my legs around his waist and kissed me so sweetly and chastely! He sat down with me in his lap and we watched the stars all night catching up on things we missed over the past 4 months. 

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Hey Natalie here's your imagine, im so sorry for the long ass wait 

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Love Radha xxxxxx