*désolé pour les non bilingue, je vais parler en anglais cette fois. Je n'ai pas l'impression d'être la même personne quand je m'exprime dans une autre langue, c'est peut-être le cas pour vous. Désolé en avance s'il y a des fautes. Parce que, voyez vous... I sucks in love*

So yeah, I think I could say it now. I'm a heartbreaker. Because.. I've break one today. In fact, not just today. Like, 5 months now. Or less than 5, I don't know.

Jace Herondale says that Valentine taught him that "To love is to destroy and to be the one who love is to be the one destroyed". But then he met Clary, and he fell in love. And this sentence, is like Will Herondale's curse. Because he fell in love with Tessa, but he thinks he don't worth her, like she's so good for him.

Maybe.. maybe I'm something in the middle of that. People say that time heal everything, but Magnus remind us that if it might be heal it means it's like the feeling you get with the person too are finite.

I never tought that I'll be the one who may break a heart. For everyone I'm this cute nerdy girl with her glasses always wearing jeans and talking about superheroes and fantasy things. I never imagined that I've got such a big.. influence, impact, on people. Because I never tought that I was that much loved. Because I fucking have anxiety and always have to asking myself if people I love, I have as friend, love me and consider myself too as a friend. Like, I always feel so much annoying sometimes and I-I don't know if I worth all the person I do know.

I don't know if I worth to be that one.

And I never tought... That I love him so much that I didn't want to hurt him.. the way I do.