Jvais écrire en anglais. Pour les non bilingues, les sites de traduction seront vos amis. Les autres, désolé si je fais des fautes mon anglais n'est pas parfait :/

Sometimes, our own home doesn't feel like home. It's like, just a place where you're suppose to live, be with your family. But it don't feel.. like home. Can I say that I'm homesick in my own home ? Life is strange, hard, and so deep sometimes..

I miss my last wednesday. I meet a friend. That was an awesome wednesday, we talked, we've visited my city.. and wow I'm very happy to have him. He wasn't that talkative, but, that was the first time we see each other in real. Can't wait to the next time. I really like this man, he's a good friend. It's something else to be with a person, then just talk with them on the phone or texting. Maybe next time it's would be easier, and we'll be closer ?

I had fun with my parabatai this afternoon too, we talked about Kingsman and Voltron xD She's so nice, we're getting more close, closer, and I love that. She's not my parabatai for nothing after all x)

Can't wait for Halloween by the way. I still have to find how to do my tattoos, but I'll find something, I know it. I'll be dressed like a Shadowhunter. I tried the cosplay, and I.. wow, I felt so cool, so changed, more confident in it. Can't wait for it. Can't wait to be ELB, the Shadowhunter inside me. 

It's just that sometimes, you don't feel good, and neither bad. It's a strange feeling. I don't know how to describe it. It's just so.. strange. And deep. Oh gosh I hate the teenagers years sometimes.