Dear Shu, 

Another photo is being spread around. This time, however, it isn't about us. It was Free and Lui, taken from outside the Shirasagijo mansion. It was visible in a window, Free and Lui lip-locked. According to the date, this was when Free went looking for Lui to make sure he was alright. When I first saw it, I didn't know what I was going to say. This could be photoshop...right?

I thought so, I desperately hoped so, but I confronted Free. I wish I hadn't. He told me the whole cold truth. That it actually happened. Free kissed Lui. And then...Free dumped me. Then and there, at school. It happened so fast, I wondered how he was able to dump someone without feeling guilty. 

Then I remembered. He was the school's fuck boy. Chris had warned me about this, but I ignored her. Did he ever really care about my feelings? If he did, how can he just dump someone and walk away as if it was another normal day? 

Getting dumped, it's one of the worst things I've ever experienced. We had been so strong for three years. But did I really expect us to be together until death? No, I didn't. I just hadn't expected for our breakup to be now. 

It hurts so much. It's overwhelming. I know I still love you, Shu, but all the same, I'm hurt. Even though I still loved you, I didn't break up with Free. I tried to save my  relationship with him, sacrificed my happiness and what I really wanted. I... really wanted to still have Free as a boyfriend. 

But the minute he likes someone else, he threw me away like I was a moldy pizza. He dropped me and our relationship so fast, I'm beginning to wonder if we ever should have dated in the first place. Because while I was dying inside, I tried to keep the relationship alive, but he threw it away so quickly as if it didn't matter to him. 

Ultimately, this is my fault. Chris warned me. Xander warned me. My mum warned me. But I ignored all of them and dated the school's fuckboy anyway, hoping that I didn't get heart broken. 

But I did. 

Love,

Valt

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