second update in a day as a sorry :)

Dear Shu,

There's so many rumors. So many rumors flying around the school. It's so much more than I remember, three years ago when I first started dating Free. It overwhelms me.

People are suspecting that our friendship is more than that, and even though I secretly wish that it was true, it is not. Free's so angry, Shu. I swear, he has anger issues. I'm serious. His eyes go all yellow and golden, and not at all that dull brown. 

I'm scared, Shu.

He gets jealous so easily. He pulled me behind the school to talk to me. He yelled at me, but eventually he calmed down and we just sat at the back of the school in silence. That's when I saw his true emotions underneath the anger. Free looked so concerned about my wellbeing and so sad that there was a possibility that I wasn't being loyal to him. 

And the worst part is that he's right.

I'm not being loyal to him. 

But it's not your fault. It's mine. You don't even like me. But he keeps sending you scowls, even though it's not you and it's me. I'm glad that he's not in our grade or class. But it doesn't help that he's the most popular kid in school, and everyone knows about him and his life. I feel sorry for him. 

And I know, I shouldn't have defended you. It just made things worst and Free's suspicion run deeper. It's just that when Momoko, that fangirl who annoys me so much, yelled at you for taking me away from Free, I just got so mad and lost control. 

First of all, it was not your fault. Second of all, I am not some object. I choose who I like and who I don't and it isn't Momoko's business at all. Sorry, I'm still so mad. 

I shouldn't have yelled at her, but she deserved a good telling off.  But now...it just confirmed Free's suspicions. And honestly, I don't blame him for keeping his distance away from me. He's been hanging out with Lui recently, and I know Lui has a thing for Free. But honestly, I'm not one to talk. I can't be jealous of Free talking to another guy when I love another guy.  

But to be honest, I don't really care about Free or fangirls anymore.

Love, 

Valt

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