Dear Shu,

I guess you noticed how weird I was acting at school. I think everyone did. Even I noticed it, and that's weird. I kept zoning out during class, even during recess and lunch! I never do that. And in PE, all the enthusiasm I usually had for the subject just went out of me.

I know why that is. I just keep on thinking about Free and you. I thought that if I kept on dating Free, I'll forget about my crush on you again. But it's not working. In fact, I think it's only growing stronger. I'm so scared Free will find out. I don't want to hurt his feelings. I'm always on guard around Free now, carefully thinking about what I say, incase I let something loose. I try not to make it obvious that it was Free I saw, but you've always been a genius. 

I noticed you weren't hanging out with us at lunch today, but rather with Xander. I feel jealous of Xander, but I know I'm not one to talk, dating Free and all. But it's cool. You two are best friends still after all, even though Xander and I aren't.

Thought sometimes I wish we were still bestfriends and I had never dated Free.

Lov-ugh (ignore that, for some reason it's becoming a habit) From,

Valt

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okay first chapter in a while, but don't get ur hopes up I'm still drowning in homework

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