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SKSKSKSKS I WAS JUST KIDDING, HERE'S AN ACTUAL CHAPTER

Tuesday evening 

Dear Valt,

I think we should stop being friends. I mean, clearly it isn't working out. Your boyfriend might be violent, but he's right. We've been getting too close in the past few days and it has caused unnecessary drama. And every time we're alone or have fun with just each other, the possibility of you liking me back always rises up, but it's crushed every time I see you with Free.

When you're truly happy.

I don't like what you're doing to me, Valt. You're playing with my feelings. You make me fall even more in love with you, so hopeless. You make me feel all mad and act differently, and I don't like it. Even now I'm blaming everything on you. This love...it's too unhealthy, especially if you don't return the feelings back. 

Who knows? I could go all yandere on you. It kills me knowing that my feelings will never be returned. So I'm just going to do as Free said and take it even further. I'll stop being friends with you completely. Maybe when my crush for you fades, we can be friends again. But not right now. Right now, it's destroying our friendship with unrequited love. 

I'm not going to make you feel sorry for me. This is not your fault, or Free's fault. It's my fault that I can't stand falling in love with you. But honestly Valt, I've always loved you. But you've always thought of my a friends. Still, this is not your fault. Do not feel sorry for me. I know you're completely happy with him, not me. You might lose me as your bestfriend tomorrow, but at least you don't have to chose between Free and I. 

Even though it's clear who you would choose.

So I'm going to back off. Learn to move on. Find someone else. As long as you're happy, I don't mind my utter destruction. 

Anything for you.

Goodbye,

- Shu

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