btslover2004 wrote this powerful piece about the pain of unrequited love.

Time had passed so quickly since that day, The life-changing time when you passed my way.

   Your actions were simple, yet it touched my empty heart. I found a new reason to have a fresh, new start.

Did you ever paid much attention to my subtle hints during the time we spent together? Or were you wondering if the girl, who blushed at the sight of you, wanted your number?
The random late night messages I sent for fun,

The enthusiasm and cheers you received from me for a marathon you never won.

The tear-soaked sleeves that occurred when you needed a shoulder to cry on.
The effort I put in to help you with the punishment of mowing the school lawn.

Everything I gave you, only to earn the pitiful title of 'Best Friend.'
Losing to the girl, who blushed at the sight of you, the precious title of being your 'Girlfriend'.

Looking back now, trapped in these whitewashed walls. The scent of medicine engulfed the air as I reminisce in my bed.

It was actually good you never looked behind the mask for my one-sided love. My sleeves will only be drowning in the tears you shed.

Maybe it is for the best that you didn't realize that for every day I took a breath, the effects it had could be disastrous.

You never knew how much I suffered. After all, you were always oblivious.