The past week has been one big blur, like the days just seemed to mend together. It has already been a week since Jessie's large party. That night where I slept with my best friend, which I've been avoiding like the plague at this point. Could you blame me? To face someone, you've known your whole life then turned around and had a one night stand with them. It's making my face turn strawberry red just thinking about the situation. No one knows, especially Camdyn. It's better if he doesn't because his big mouth will get my ass beat by Dustin. For two reasons; One being because Penny is his girlfriend and two due to the fact I'm still seeing Massie. Massie and I worked things out the day after the party. I didn't remember much of the small argument we had, but I knew an apology needed to be said. Then on my free time, I was either at the rink clearing my mind or getting high with Jessie as another mental escape. I wasn't proud on how I was trying to avoid everything, but it was working.

      Today was a little sunnier then the past couple of weeks and we had a big game coming up in two days as well. Which I still wasn't prepared for at all, physically or mentally. I hovered over my opened locker lost in my train of thought when a sweet voice pulled me out, "Hey! Are you doing okay?"

It was Massie, she was wearing her skinny ripped black jeans that hugged her curves just right as well as cropped army green turtle neck. Which caused her eyes to change to a blue/green color. A smile tugged on the corner of my lip as I said, "Of course, just thinking about Friday's game."

"I think you'll do great!" She propped herself on her tippy toes peaking my cheek very gentle.

I tilted my head a little down in her direction for her to reach my cheek. Once she pulled away, my eyes made contact with Penny who was pulled up on Dustin like some trophy girlfriend. While he chuckled, and talked with his group of buddies, but when I observed her body language something about her seemed off. There wasn't that happy glow that always vibrated off her. When her eyes met mine, I quickly pulled them away bring them back to Massie. Who asked, "What are you doing after school today? Besides practice."

"No practice today actually, but I am hanging out with Jessie today." I mentioned towards her.

A small sigh escaped those perfectly glossed pink lips, "You've been hanging out with Jessie a lot, lately. Are you sure spending all this time with him, is a good idea?"

I know she was concerned because he wasn't the best person to be around, due to all the drugs he gets into. "It's fine. I know when enough is enough, okay?"

Slightly pulling on her waist bring her closer to me, she let out a small giggle, "Okay! Okay! Just promise me, you'll make good choices."

My lips were inches away from hers, "I promise." Then gently gave her a small peck, before pulling away saying, "Let's get to lunch! I'm starving!" Massie smiled as I wrapped my arm around her shoulder walking towards the cafeteria. My eyes met Penny's once again which caused me to pull away from her gaze. Something about that night was different with her then when I'm with Massie. Like I can be myself, instead of trying to be this picture-perfect guy for everyone else. I wanted to talk to her, but at the same time, I just couldn't bring myself to do so. Not today or even tomorrow, I'm not sure when I'll be ready to speak with Penny again.

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Penny's POV:

        Everything about last Friday had my mind in a scrambled mess because I didn't know how to feel in this situation. Was I to be happy due to my best friend admitting his true feelings, or upset because I took advantage off a drunk Greyson? Nothing was making any since, not after that night. Dustin was being apologetic and very lovey lately, which is throwing everything off. I slept with my best friend and now he isn't even speaking with me. Camdyn must know something because he's been avoiding me as well. I just don't feel like myself anymore! That was until I was bent over the toilet in the girl's restroom, puking my brains out. Once the room stopped spinning, I took a seat on the floor of the stall completely in shock. No! I had to have eaten something bed or I'm coming down with the stomach flu... As many times as I told myself these things, I knew it was something else and to top it all off, I wasn't sure who's it could be. What the hell was I to do?!

     I slowly walked out of the bathroom finally spotting Camdyn digging through his locker searching for his water bottle, per usual. I sped walked over to him glancing around in the process, "Camdyn?"

He shifted his glace over to me and said, "Hey, Penny. What's up?" then continued to dig through his locker.

"We need to talk... Privately, please." I leaned in to him which cause him to pause his search all together.

Camdyn cleared his throat giving me a slight nod before shutting his locker. We took a walk out to the empty court yard and sat on top of the picnic table, "Okay, what's going on? Is it Dustin again?"

"No... I mean I don't even know at this point, Camdyn." I took in a deep breath before saying, "Look, do you know about Jessie's party last Friday with Greyson?"

"I know he went and got messed up, but that's all I've heard on my end. What do you know?"

A part of me just wanted to leave the conversation at that and walk away, but Camdyn was the only I had to talk to about this. "W-well, I took Greyson home that night because he couldn't drive home. When I did, he kissed me..." There was a brief pause before saying what I said next, "Then that kissing led to something completely else."

Camdyn's eyes grew, "You both slept with each other!"

"Keep your voice down! No one else knows beside you, Greyson and I." I stated in a very serious tone. Then let out a sigh, "Now... I've missed my monthly, nauseous and throwing up basically liquids. I can't keep anything down. Camdyn, I might be pregnant and I have no clue if it's Greyson's or Dustin's..." Tears started to weld up in my eyes, but as soon as I blinked a small tear would roll down my cheek. "I don't know what to do..."

That was when I felt Camdyn wrap his arms around me giving me a tight hug, "It'll be okay, Pen, but you need to talk to Greyson."

"I know, but every time I see him, he avoids me and tries to look the other way." I sobbed into his shoulder.

I could hear him let out a sigh before saying, "He's doing that because he feels embarrassed. I mean, he slept with his best friend. How else is he supposed to act right now?"

Camdyn made a valid point because I feel the same exact way. I pulled myself away from his embrace and wiped away the tears. All I could do at this moment was give him a slight nod, he gave me a small peck on the forehead, "Everything will be okay, I promise. Let me see if I can go find Greyson and I'll let you know once I get him."

I nodded once more as he excused himself leaving me there in this empty courtyard that I didn't want to leave. It was peaceful and no one would bother me, but I couldn't sit here forever. When deep down that's all I wanted to do. I just wanted to sit in silence and ponder in my own thoughts. This was our Junior year and I'm pregnant! What was I going to do?

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Sorry it was short, but the next chapter should be coming out shortly going back to Greyson's POV and him slowly finding out. Stay tuned!