You cannot control me,
I'm free like a wild horse,
I cannot be caged or stuck on a lead,
No matter how hard you try you'll fail to keep me tame,

With your attempts a guilt-tripping,
Your sick jealousy and hypocrisy it's become hard to trust you,
I find it hard to be comfortable around you now,
It makes me want to scream and cry,

Your reaction to my problems is an excellent example,
It's why I don't share much,
You say you're there for me... but are you really?
Be honest with yourself and me,

You scream and cry, try scolding me the best you can,
Your attempts don't work, they just make me push you away more,
It's weird, you're trying to control the uncontrollable,

I can be controlled, you may not believe,
But that is a skill only two know

Before I leave, I just wanted to say you're suffocating me with your toxicity,
I'm only willing to tolerate so much before I leave.

I do love you, but you're toxic now.