I open the door
I walk inside
I close it
I lock it
I'm alone
No one is watching me
I take of my clothes
I'm naked
I look into the mirror
And look at myself
I notice my body
It's completely covered
In dirt

It's guilt
Fear
Anxiety
Sexual assault
Depression
Fake friends
Betrayal
Wounds
A broken heart
Trauma
Sleepless nights
Toxic people
Toxic friends
Toxic family
Lies
Tears
Screaming
Addiction
Suicide

I let the water run
And I start to wash
My body
I start to clean it
I see how my skin
Is getting visible again
I see how the dirt is coming of
My body
Almost like dead skin
And I see
How it slowly disappears

I look into the mirror
And I see my beautiful body
My beautiful skin

It has some scars
But
It's still beautiful
Each scar
Leaves
A beautiful memory
And makes me feel strong