I've lost so many relationships with people within the past few months and life's hitting me in the face. Everyone's growing up, choosing their best friends, choosing their love. Almost 17 and everyone is truly growing. I'm happy for them. When is it my turn? When will I find that best friend to message everyday and share every little accomplishment... I'm still waiting for that type of relationship with someone... the longer this goes on I'm questioning being alone is the best for me.